http://slow.writerscafe.org/imnotokay13 The original writings of author Jennifer Neuman en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775995389 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 The hope is one unspokenThe sounds uncleans and brokenThese words do not make any senseTo me Hear this and get worriedWith a fear of those unhurriedWill it get your pulses racingIf you hear my pulseIt's failing Listen to meBeen dropping hints all weekIt's too clic.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/imnotokay13/595557/ Step awayHe isn't yoursNot a toyFor little w****s Think it's funnyTo get him back?But though you tryHe won't react I hope at leastHe'll think of meWhen you enticeHis heartstrings For I care too muchDepend on himTo make me smileWhen life is grim&nb.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/imnotokay13/594235/ The rain falls down upon your faceMingling with sweat and tearsThe red hot fire burns like iceUpon your shivering skinI'm forced to watch your tears of painAs the betrayal lights up your deadened faceYou say Gone is the innocence I craved so muchGone is the yearning I had for your touchI know that W.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/imnotokay13/570754/ This strain on my heart I felt from the start As soon as I knew She existed too But I plow on in fear Of losing my dear As I'm way too weak To try and seek A life without you Afraid of what you would do And so with you I stay To her unknown dismay http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/imnotokay13/570753/ This is actually a song http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/imnotokay13/570731/ Daddy dearYou scare meI fearYour disapointment is clearI try my hardest to pleaseDaddy dearI'm sorryI try to be perfectIt isn't enough Daddy dearYou yellDo you think it doesn't affect me?Bet you don't know that at nightI cry Daddy dearYou hurtWith your w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/imnotokay13/570702/ For my boyfriend, who is gone for the summer http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/imnotokay13/570027/ Your jagged breaths rip into me Like knives upon skin Your whispered words of envy And hate hit upon my soul For I don't know what to say Or feel or do Because I know I love you And I wish you did tooBut I'm afraid to say For I don't know how And the unknown is a curse I wish I was strong enough to .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/imnotokay13/569171/ for a friend, who thankfully is still here http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/imnotokay13/568698/ And this is for you The promises I thought you kept The hurt I thought I healed The pain I sat quietly and endured Is causing me to burst out, and yes This is for you 'Cuz I never would have expected this of you A little bump in the road Mountains are made up of molehills And I guess yours just.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/imnotokay13/568693/ For my boyfriend. Spur of the moment, so not one of my greatest http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/imnotokay13/568690/ MaybeMaybe you can do thisAnd prove the whole world wrongI selfishly believe in youThat you will not do harmYou say 11 daysThat turns my stomach tooI beg I plead for morePlease just let me help youSave you from your own warWhat if I'm not good enoughThen how will.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/imnotokay13/568566/ The complicationsOf my actionsConsequences and reactionsWith the pain I see in youI cannot help but to peruseThe idea that I’m no good for youSo I entertain the thoughtBut too selfish to let goI know, yes I just knowThat I could never throwAway the feelings you gi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/imnotokay13/560375/ And this is why I can't let go The sorrow in your soul The laughter in your voice It's a juxtaposed cliche I cannot avoid Can't wrap my heart around it Won't make a head nor tail This isn't in the ordinary Lovestruck teenager tale It's like riding on a rollercoaster Without the safety bar And this i.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/imnotokay13/560373/ Don’t ever say you love me When you ‘love’ three others too I refuse to be your little toy However tempting it sounds I’ve recently learned What I knew was true The lies you spun From your little web Have been pulling me closer And I’ve been losing blood Over you And I .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/imnotokay13/560349/ Wish I could see the look in your eyes The fake smile on your face Put my head against your heart Just to hear the pace So much has hit me today So many secrets I’ve concealed But with you in your way I know nothing can be healed There are no regrets And this smile is real But I need you to kn.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/imnotokay13/560338/ You are a hypocrite A liar of the lowest kind I gave my heart to you I was so blind Every word that you said It was too good to be true Even this I knew Deep down in my naive heart I cry for you Only your selfishness Outdoes your greed A feat I fear Can only lead To the death of you It was the death.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/imnotokay13/560337/