http://slow.writerscafe.org/kalopsia The original writings of author Clara Kevie en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776108814 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Preexisting Contributing Conditions:* Inferiority complex* Striving for greatness, to please* Justice Warrior* Easily fixated, looks for people to look up to and please* Obsessive tendencies* * Neuroatypical, researches human behavior as though an outsiderStressor:* breaking up with long term s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kalopsia/2102467/ Alors, madame, j'suis un peu maladeComme si comme ça,Peut-Être l'influenza,Mais vraiment vous m'enchante Vous êtes tout élégant Ils entrap votre ensoleillementIl faut qu'escalade à vousParce que j'n'voudrais noyadeCe qui j'espère est promenade.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kalopsia/2089016/ ADD/ADHD in the classroom from a student's perspective http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kalopsia/2085100/ Visceral and sexual. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kalopsia/2058241/ Hello, Grandma EileenAlways nice to see youI know when I come to your house,I will always feelCared for, well fed, and loved   http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kalopsia/2052396/ I must have passed it 3 times before I found the entrance. Heaps of shadows surrounding it. It was guarded by a slightly crusty man with a rugged voice and sweet undertones who probably wasn't supposed to be there. I must have looked like an upstream minnow when I asked what door was which, but he l.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kalopsia/2044690/ An observation http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kalopsia/2003117/ It hurts,Not at first.More a slow burn... I like it.I want self worth,To feel deserving, And any perceived pathIs one I run down.Left, right, wrong,dizzy, can't focus.I keep breathing.I keep walking.It gives me strength,Though it weakens me.Gives me control,Though it takes freedom.It hurts,Not at fi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kalopsia/1963311/ Lost in a sea of thought… drowning again http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kalopsia/1915005/ Don't know where I'm going, but I suppose it must be forward. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kalopsia/1914915/ Picking at it slows down the healing process http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kalopsia/1901535/ I'm always unhappyso why would I expect that to change?You hurt me and moved on so quicklycan't tell if I'm insane or we're just strangeI cry all the timeand stay quiet out of spiteIf you don't need me, I'll ignore youthen we can really grow apart…I broke downI expected to be patheticI showed.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kalopsia/1901525/ In a moment, something happens that changes the way you live and consumes your thoughts... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kalopsia/1893407/ Opening up to someone can be beautiful and painful... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kalopsia/1886278/ The higher the ballon soars, the more elated I feel. It popped. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kalopsia/1884146/ My dream catcher died. Now I have unwanted dreams again. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kalopsia/1872758/  I don’t havethe energy to decode whatever mysterious force is making my friends all actstrangely all of a sudden, so I’m pretending not to care. That feeling thattells me that everyone around me is fake was dormant for a while, but it&rs.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kalopsia/1860578/ Kate and I proceeded to go on a walktogether. It hurt a lot, but I can take it. I really like her neighborhood.It's rural, on the outskirts of town, and there are parks every couple ofblocks. There are kids to be spotted playing and being supervised by their.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kalopsia/1860574/ Your body is your vessel, but sometimes it feels like a casket http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kalopsia/1860072/ Deteriorating mental states. It's easy to blame someone else. Paranoia makes even those who might be trying to help look like a threat. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kalopsia/1858146/ Why does it look like I'm cryingWhen I should be perfectly fine?Why are the vultures circlingWhen I should be right on time?Why do I seem so grimy and lowWhen I should be dressed to the nines?I know, I know it's just an illusionThe outside is actually okayYet from the inside is all confusionWhen inn.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kalopsia/1845515/ A beautiful dark little poem written from the perspective of a monster in pain. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kalopsia/1841462/ No one else sees me; they look right beyondor step on or squish me, then expect apologyfor now there are footsteps of blood on the lawnHow dare such an inconvenience be caused by meI can't breathe, but can't let her seeThere's a war going on inside of meShe asks if I'm okay and I don't give a straig.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kalopsia/1825277/ I wish… I wish with all of my heartI'll find a rabbit hole...I found a rabbit holeand inside I'll see my partIf I look inside I might find myselfIt'd be better than this shelf;I have potential but I'm so                        e.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kalopsia/1821128/ Asking maya clarification x plans Interruption movie talking after .communication .contact .proposition http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kalopsia/1807438/ Would you be open to the idea of being super friends?Maybe? I don't know… What"well, super friends seems vague. What would that mean?Oh… that depends. It could mean whatever we decide. Usually, it implies a closer bond between the people, they spend a lot of time together, stuff l.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kalopsia/1804922/ Oh, little spider on the wallI wish you were not here.with your spindly legsand your carnivorous tendenciesI know you mean no harm to me(probably)and… You do not deserve deathOh, absolutely, absofruitly!But, oh!Little spider on the wallI really wish you were not here. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kalopsia/1803920/ The words form a person about whom they speak http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kalopsia/1801894/ As I look around the walls of the room assigned to meI see mementoes alluding to times that used to beThey are meant to represent parts of who I amInstead, they remind me I am lost as a lambI don't know who I am.Who I know I am is someone incomplete.I don't know who I am.I cling like a bar.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kalopsia/1797587/ You are missing from me.I wake up feeling the ghost of your embrace.I shut my eyes tight while laying awakeBecause if I imagine hard enough,I can feel your arms around me.You are missing from me.Nothing  can  equal  the  security  you  provide.Your  physical  .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kalopsia/1784967/ I'm open like a flowerI'm new to this world.I see with my eyesA blank canvas to cover.My petals unfurlTo say my goodbyes .Pushing through and out of the dirtWas a difficult task for me.Couldn't believe what I would learn,Coming out, what It could mean.I felt so much stress and hurt,Had no clue what .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kalopsia/1784239/ When we first met, I didn't think anything of itI thought, "well, hey, another acquaintance" I get it, that's fine, I didn't think anything of itI didn't think anything of itAnd as time went on and on,I learned more than I thought I would find out for myselfYou came more into my lifeI.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kalopsia/1781930/ Once I've started,I will always care about you.You couldn't stop meEven if you tried.I might pretend to stop.I might even believeI don't care anymore… It's not on purpose.If you cause enough turmoil,Enough hurt and pain in me,I can mask my caring so well,Even I will be blind to it&hellip.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kalopsia/1779675/ I like you so much, I forget that sometimes I don't show itMy hand does wander, lost without yours to hold, It wants to shout It wants to scream loud, to the world,"I am lost! Lost my place!"for it is lonely, out it whirledfor the warmth of your embrace I like you so mu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kalopsia/1775855/ Take me toThe moonTake me all the wayPretend we've been cursedBanished from this landTake me to The moonIt's just you and ISee the new horizon It's a brand new sky!Drive a little slowerMake the ride seem longerAs we rise above the clouds.take me tothe moonWhat a life we'll have!in the vacu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kalopsia/1775359/ aloneloneloneLeave it aloneloneloneleave me aloneloneloneI can't expressthis coldness insideit creepsand crawlsinside my wallsi can't expressI can't get rid of this coldness inside aloneloneloneLeave it aloneloneloneleave me alonelonelone http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kalopsia/1775342/ I think that I do,But what if I don't Love you.You love me so muchIt would only make sense For meTo love you, too.I know it didn't�" We didn't start outLike that.I grew to love youAs a person.I didfall for you.I think that I do,But what if I don't Love you?What does i.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kalopsia/1766236/ Can I…Oh, noNever mindI don't know You're too kindCould I… SorryIt's my badDon't worryI'm not madI think...That I,I like you.If you mightlike me, too?I want… To hold,Grab your handThat too bold?Am I banned?Am I…Welcome?Is this okay?Are you numb?Or want play.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kalopsia/1762512/ Hey, I'm in this astrology class and I'm learning about the constellations that are out this time of year. My class is going to go stargazing; you could come if you'd like; would that interest you?Yeah, sure. When?I was free when the stargazing was scheduled, but I quickly forgot about it, bein.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kalopsia/1757670/ Introversion-shyness-being called out in public-how to appreciate me appropriately Running out of emotional/social energy-putting on a facade-retreating/rechargingbeing touched-consent-ppl get mad when I react negatively to them touching me w/o consent Empathy vs being abused-insecurity&nb.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kalopsia/1757629/ At least I tried… Adventures in Empathy Why am I why I am? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kalopsia/1757616/ Hey, do you want to hang out? Like, We hang out sometimes, but it's always in a big group.Yeah, I see what you mean. Our friend groups have one person in common, so sometimes they come together and we hang out, but it's in a big group. It's like our friend circles are tangental circles! Meeting at t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kalopsia/1753005/ PaintingAstronomysuper friends?valentines dayHolding hands worry about being unwantedfeelings changingTelling secretstelling herthe confrontationworry about nonreciprocal actions http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kalopsia/1752994/ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kalopsia/1752991/ You are my inspirationYou help me up when I fall downYou are my motivationWhere I see tatters, you see gowns You are the rock that holds me underWhen I'm lost without a guideYou're a local here, where we ponder;There's no doubt you're by my side!Rainbow fishes may swim overhead,Eat one color at.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kalopsia/1741529/ What is to be happy?It is to be with friendsTo be with all my friends aroundAnd not worry about my ends What is to be happyIs to be by your sideTo hold you and be held by youTo know I'm safe and can confideFlowers, smiles, colors, flair, pantsAll of these artificial thingsI could live in an abu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kalopsia/1740425/ SEPTEMBERMeeting roommatesSquad A1Crystal guy Orientation game - meeting crystal guyDrugs are a Turn-offDance Party-crystal guy-grindingSquad A1 eats with Crystal guy!Hannah!Hannah and Adam and MeConfidence in HannahJonathan's Birthday-stealing-hickey!-Maya flirtationHannah and MayaHickey confr.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kalopsia/1732906/ My eyes only, so I don't forget — account of drama for future reference and clarification. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kalopsia/1732905/ I want to be beside youSo close that our torsos are touching;Holding hands, reassuring,Until innocently, we sleep.I want to grab you nearer,To feel you in my arms,Know it's you I'm holding,And keep you in my arms.I want our heads to be so close,I can't see anything else;I can feel your breathAnd be .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kalopsia/1728227/ You have totake care of yourself before you go and take care of othersyou have to take care of yourself before you go andcan't breathe and smother You have totake care of yourself before you go and take care of othersyou have to take care of yourself befo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kalopsia/1726397/