http://slow.writerscafe.org/coldhearted33 The original writings of author deleted en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775985155 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Every now and then when I see the people around me I wonder what it would feel like to actually be wanted To be needed in a way that is so overwhelming my heart feels like it's going to melt Will I ever have that love Will someone ever put me above ?I m trying to stay strong But something i.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coldhearted33/1370657/ How do I care for a soul When I don't believe I have one of my own Why would I call you crazy  When I m not even sure my thoughts are safe How do I love  When the thought of me makes me gag in disgust  I can't help this world I m just a curse &n.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coldhearted33/1365644/ I unlock the door to my house and of course, no one is home. I live in a 4 bedroom 2 bathroom house with just my dad. I know a lot of space for just 2 people, but whatever. 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It is unbelievable, we both open the doors and shut them at them same time as we slowly step clos.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coldhearted33/1172936/ I will list the characters for my book later http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coldhearted33/1172935/ READ DESCRIPTION IN AUTHORS REVIEW (CHARACTERS TOO LONG) http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coldhearted33/1172932/ The bell to my last period, science, rings and I rush for the exit. I really hate this place. Ever since I got my car I always try to find a place to go, in other words, I hate home too. So, yes, I don’t like a lot of things. If I could change a lot of it, I would. The reality is, I can’.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coldhearted33/1170746/ I step into my spanish class and see that I make it in a minute early. phewww."Whatchu do this time?" My best friend shels says.I roll my eyes, "Please like you don't know."Rumors here spread like wild fire so I know she is just playing dumb. 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But I m not."My eyes narrow at her. See, me and Mrs.Martinez go way back... She was actually my teacher in 3rd grade, when I hit middle scho.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coldhearted33/1161634/ “Sherriff Feliciano, is it really necessary to have it this tight? You and I both know I aint going anywhere” I ask shrugging, slightly annoyed.SIGHI know I know. What the hell is my problem? Right? Yes? Yes.Well I have the rep of a trouble maker. Get good grades. But my police rec.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coldhearted33/1161632/ BOOMI slam my locker shut. All eyes are on me as I mummble profanities under my breath. "Can I f*****g help you!??" I ask as a blond preppy cheerleader sizes me.Growling I pull my notebook closer to my chest and march past everyone. 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O.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coldhearted33/769401/ One day I was lonely.With no body but me.My heart was shattered into pieces.It was broken, I thought it would be like that forever.I thought nothing could make it better.I went through each day with not a word to say.The time ticked slower and slower.Making each day longer.Never thin.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coldhearted33/768489/ My heart was broken and my life fell apart.I didn't believe that I could have a freast start.Though, you showed me the light.Guided me through the gateway to life.I thought it was too soon.But you there until I rebloomed.Everystep I took in the world I thought I once knew.Never felt as.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coldhearted33/768486/ Love can be different for everyone.It can be happy or sad for one.And good or bad for another.Love can be Special.Love can make you strong.It can be magical.But it can also be wrong.No one can predict how it will end.But it scars deep enough to not want to love again.Just like choi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coldhearted33/767968/   "We run" she said into the phone so fast and low that not even the wind could catch what she said?"  "What?Huh.What are you talking about?" asked a guy on the other end of the phone. "It's the only way to freedom. For my freedom. Your freedom. For our freedom. I got money. I don.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coldhearted33/767952/ GAH! How much longer to be free?To spread my wings and finally flee?So i smile and be me.Me. Only, me.Like it was always suppose to be.Time seems to go by so slow.GRR!Let me out!Let me grow!Blah Blah Blah! I don't care what you say?UGH! There you go. 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