http://slow.writerscafe.org/TylerDaniels The original writings of author Anonymous - en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776185193 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 I should say , you made me this way , And I should say , you made me this way. Cause you said , better use your head , better grow a pair ,So when I did ,I thought , talked and walked with the wrong,Just wanted to get ahead ,Now my bed is laid with skeletons buried with black roses ,No blu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TylerDaniels/1725527/ It's like I'm walking through the hall of mirrors ,All reflections of my evil projections , and all I see is death. I have multiple personalities with multiple alter egos ,They have multiple ulterior motives , and I can't find the line I should not pass ,Probably cut it , snorted it , and .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TylerDaniels/1659457/ They say it's lonely at the top , but miserable on the bottom , And believe you me , been there , done that , sick of it , But ,I keep chasing it , like I chase getting high ,And I'm , I'm trapped under the water of bitter suicidal smiles ,Cause my pain is my love , And I hate her , l.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TylerDaniels/1650781/ I live on the edge of depression , it's got me strung out the closer I near the other side ,It's got me in a tangle , got my neck in a crippling strangle ,And it's caused a smile , a tear ,Don't expect to read any deeper than the cut I put into my chest ,Took out my heart , the day I saw w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TylerDaniels/1649907/ Starting to get sick to my stomach , gagging on my thoughts and beliefs ,It's caused me to drool blood ,Cause I'm toxic to myself , toxic to others , I'm just a disease , in need of a cure ,Cause I'm poison , cause I'm toxic What's with this devil on my shoulder ,Eating the chip ,G.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TylerDaniels/1649895/ Is it our shortcomings that turn to be the blessings in disguise ,Because if anything , I just want to know what makes me different ,Cause it's becoming harder to find my place in this big world ,Is it in the pain that separates me from the rest , or is it a delusion to be separate ,Why .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TylerDaniels/1649287/ Gots to make you wonder , question , if you're normal or a psycho ,Cause these thoughts blend in with reality and are sprinkled with delusions ,Keeping you euphoric , but strung out from its come down ,The blood drooling from your mouth ,The scent of a vivid nightmare ,Keeping entangled .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TylerDaniels/1648775/ Every time , every second , every day I move forward , my past pulls back ,Choking me , saying to me , you can't , won't succeed , don't try , you'll fail ,And now ,I'm at the all to familiar crossroads ,Why , oh why , do you have so much power , such a tight grasp ,For all I want , need.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TylerDaniels/1648703/ You know , it's always been you , Everything I do , it was for you ,But my god , you've overstayed your welcome ,So kick rocks , stub your toe , and for the love of God break your leg. I've become so angry , so bitter , I got the taste of salt on my lips ,And I can , I can no longer take.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TylerDaniels/1646693/ Starting to feel like this loaded gun is about to pull the trigger ,I'm seeing the movie fade to black ,The clock striking twelve ,And my minds getting lost in the hay stack ,But I'm the prick you'll prick if you put your hand in the grass ,What's with the excuses and justifications that.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TylerDaniels/1645475/ I keep travelling through the struggles and turmoils ,The blood was splattered , left to dry ,And I , left to die. But this is the resurrection,So take this affection and suck on my erection ,Cause I'll f**k this life , before it f***s me one last time. Call this my fate , cause my .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TylerDaniels/1640922/ Starting to wonder if I hit rock bottom or skipped it ,Clean and sober , but white knuckling my recovery ,Bloody fists , from punching the walls of questions ,Puking and strung out from my haunted past. Will I stay this way forever , will I ever get better , can I be better Starting to.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TylerDaniels/1639274/ I dream of being stabbed , I awake in the nightmare of bloodless sheets,But my eyes tear of a memory that felt oh so real .Wonder is what has my mind racing ,Questioning if my mothers books will be read one day. How to deal with the death of a child. Is it sad that I dream of deat.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TylerDaniels/1639268/ Been thinking about that night ,On my knees , hands clasped ,Praying to the six ,Told him I'd do what it took ,Just take my soul ,Give me my every wish and desire ,But nothing came of it ,But a laugh , silly grin , and an empty feeling in my stomach. Fast forward , shouldn't I have.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TylerDaniels/1639208/ It's as if all demons surround the child of a misguided life , Born to live a life not wanted , But filled with deep regrets and guilt. Sadness pales in comparison to the love I sheltered from the public ,Can't have them know I actually do , actually can ,But love is a double edge sword .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TylerDaniels/1639172/ Can't even tap into this anger , how bad Id love to scream bloody murder ,Watch her eyes shut wide open ,As a metaphor slits her throat ,Blood dripping down her chest ,Right to the point I feel the affection for my erection to cause pain ,But all falls when love burns. Emotions have be.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TylerDaniels/1639119/ There's two narratives at play , one to be true , the other subjectively false ,But when all fails , I'll burry the nail into my neck ,Sign a painting in my blood , Because it's for the art , I say , but it's an excuse to act like a child. There's a story in my head , it has a protagonist .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TylerDaniels/1639114/ Never been down this path before , but saw it like the fourth coming ,But I'm failing , weakened , about to give in , call it quits , And watch the movie fade to black. Exhausted I've become , sick and manipulative I've evolved to be ,And I'm tired , just so dam tired of finding a reason t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TylerDaniels/1639112/ It's like I'm to busy thinking of a legacy after I die , it's kept me from the present ,Trapped , wrapped in a prison of anxiety ,Taking what's left of my sanity ,Treating me to the collapse of another world. Wandering the dessert floor , in hopes to find the greener grass ,But with no p.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TylerDaniels/1639109/