http://slow.writerscafe.org/Lola_Bee The original writings of author Lola_Bee en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776051859 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 I’m a mess she said,yet there was nothing visibly messy about her, She was beautifully kept. But he knew, he saw themessy soul and wild heart and he knew. She had more than lifein her, she craved a drowning kind of love, the kind of love that swallows yourentire being.She h.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lola_Bee/2071890/ When one became two http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lola_Bee/2029184/ Today I am not as I am supposed to be building my life piece by piece.......I dissect all that I am, the pieces I've picked up andthe pieces I've lostWhere does each piece fit? I try to find the pieces but atwhat cost? Every single part either hiddenor too exposed.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lola_Bee/2027025/ perspective of the ever falling http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lola_Bee/2014353/ Crashing down.I fall to the ground.drowning, swallowing, hollowing.unbecomingThe shape of me permeating, fading, waning,How many words can describe a soul cracking?Infinitely bare, nothing in thereNothing more to spareI cry but all tears dry,Immersed in dust,S.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lola_Bee/2004709/  And so they fall into allthe lines that existed before themAll that has gone, all thathas arrived, all that is to beIs all that I ever get tosee One line, two lines, theyall sound the sameBack and forth I am alwaysthe one to blameRead these blank pages orFill them with inkWrite .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lola_Bee/2001128/ from my Instagram page @zackyandbella Every moment we meet no matter how brief, our time together leaves me breathless.... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lola_Bee/1967634/ from my Instagram account @zackyandbella http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lola_Bee/1966920/ You have breathed into me life I had never known, Love that I have never been shownyou have given me courage I have never dared shownand because of you, humility I now ownYou have in every sense made me feel more than I thought possiblesaying I love you Is just not enough anymore you know .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lola_Bee/1923356/ In hewalked, a stranger with a familiar airSubtly Ifelt something stirring within my soulOur eyesmet with only a brief stare Hiddenwas something Rare “Dear heart be calm I was told” As dayspassed every meeting became a journeyThe me.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lola_Bee/1870979/ I find Solace in being with myself and the Ocean! http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lola_Bee/1824139/ Howdoes one explain the insatiable thirst for adventureBy hookor by crook we’re nailed to the groundOpenly voicing our faith enamored with dangerSwiftlywe are shushed to conformOurssouls are destined to brace the storm 30years I’ve followe.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lola_Bee/1821645/ No TitleRemember me when you sit on your porch telling yourgrandkids old tales, Tales of love and adventures that left its mark uponyour face and handsDon’t hold back for fear of those feelings rushingback, they’ll understandYour beauty unfolds in wrinkles and wisdom, y.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lola_Bee/1817529/ The moon sparkles upon myface luminously Lighting me up like a fluorescentfire flySweet scent protrudingthrough my soft warm skinBiting my lip so supple andhoneyedI trickle my fingers along every inch of my silhouetteIgnited within I tingle withlustClutching my silky ne.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lola_Bee/1756653/ Like a magnetpuling with all its strengthAlways hurtsas it tugs and pulls awayWhere ever Iintend to belong it’s never where I end upIt’s alwayswhere I used to be but not where I ought to be Misplaced ina carefully plotted routeLike pins ona map carefully tracing the wayE.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lola_Bee/1750689/ Artifice a pasted smileSpectators see not through this cracked floorI look up as they passMastering the art of the poker face Permeated, impregnated or infiltrated Dark piercing eyes flashing shattered glassDeeply perceptive beauty hides my scornsThus a .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lola_Bee/1747586/ Too much for too little for so manyyet it rolls from your tongueold is thy soul with a face so young I want to be, I want to see, through your eyesI want to feel your heart in mine, love or despise You are nothing to yourself, yet too me everything Bare it a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lola_Bee/1653339/ When the feelings never goes away no matter what http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lola_Bee/1534658/ Love me from beneath yourshielded coreFrom where you have neverfelt it beforeReplace your deepest fear with unrelenting passion I want you to take me withall my entiretyInhale me and fill yourbody with all of meFingertips againstfingertipsFeel it as we ignite, as itripsPlacing my so.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lola_Bee/1525682/ The Fights within http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lola_Bee/1524906/ I haven't written in ages yet i have so much to sayhow deep the words go if they do not come outthey go astraymy life right now feels as if everything is in place, but how quickly things shift out of spacetoday im happy tomorrow it thundersso may people influential without being awarethe moment.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lola_Bee/1502497/ Imagination the gripping of ones dreamsExcitement unravelling at the seamsNeither rich nor poorAn insatiable hunger for the possibilitiesof being anything, anyone, anywhereJust believe, take the jump and DARE http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lola_Bee/1459600/ Whenthe butterflies turn to tearsYou have admitted all my fearsI amno longer who I thought I wasYou’vecut me deep, can you see my scarsyou seeit allAnd yetyou let me  fall Eachmemory that made me smileEachmoment I  thought wor.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lola_Bee/1451690/ feelings in a day which passes as the day does http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lola_Bee/1451295/ just a quick jot down, no rhyming or thought out http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lola_Bee/1444168/ It’s that time, where my body is at its last Where time rips through my soul, the pace is too fast My mind in the abyss of a realm where my thoughts lay frozenI scream and shout yet all I hear is nothingnessAnd so I fall into nothingness I fall and fall, knowing th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lola_Bee/1443692/ just random scribbles of love http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lola_Bee/1441893/ Well i felt like having fun and telling it like it is http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lola_Bee/1440380/ A woman of liberty and strengthShe is cloaked in independence and ambitionHer beauty is beyond  reasonableexpectationI call her mother and I’m her creation She taught me courage but pushed me hardDisciplined beyond measure from a soldier on guardWithout .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lola_Bee/1438385/ Me trying something New, its long so i call it a story poem http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lola_Bee/1437910/ Just my scribbles of how summer makes me feel, and the beaches of Clifton http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lola_Bee/1437868/ A shadowI see when I read his words eloquently We arenot familiar, I peek inside his life through the tales that he tellsHis strengthis becomingEntwinedin the words, my short dalliance with imagination An intriguingdaily elixir ofthoughts and emotion plated to mere paperpaperthat .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lola_Bee/1437340/ Sometimes I feel like giving up, in the heat of theexplosionBut I know I will never give you upWe get so entangled in emotion And anger fills me deep, “shut up’ Give me space to breath Not for days or hours, I need only minutesTo calm the storm bene.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lola_Bee/1436844/ It’s that feeling that draws  myknees to the groundThe overwhelming storm of soundThe ground moving beneath my feetTrying to catch my heart from runningaway with the beat How everyone would stare, too afraidto dareLook into my eyes, in which theywould .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lola_Bee/1434578/ For a moment just shhhhJust hear me out with silenceSit there and be nothing Fill your soul with peaceReflect and see All the loudness hides the essence of communicationlistening to others who needs an ear or a mere conversationFor once be more than heard, Be.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lola_Bee/1431313/ The brain accepts knowledge in depthYet when faced in that particular hour One blanks out and cannot contain that which isthought to be embedded in memory, now just cower   Study study oh an over crammed mindFeeling of overwhelming uncontrollable emotionWords and sentences too long to stor.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lola_Bee/1427996/ Intoxicated, exhilarated Mesmerized, blown awayThis is how I feel when you walk my way Sweaty palms, blushing cheeksNervous fingers, giddy streaksThis how I feel when you look my way Racing heart, hormones wildPounding body, filled with lustMay I say.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lola_Bee/1427079/  Entwined and falling fastI cannot grasp what’s going on & whyI try and keep my coolBut how can I when I see life flying by I grab on to many pieces of memories But are they enough to put me back togetherOnce whole now tattered and tornMy story has come to a h.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lola_Bee/1426575/  I sit here thinking about my ordinary life If I could be anything I dreamedDo I know what I would beDo I know if I could beI sit and think of possibilities of fulfilling ordinaryWith greatBut is it my fate?   I cannot understand If I gave myself another.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lola_Bee/1424265/ Sometimes I run out of words to say, I stand there hollowEmbarrassed and uncomfortable in my own  skinIt’s because I feel you are more than I am unconsciously with sorrowAlthough I love what I am, who I am, what I will become tomorrow It might have started when growing up s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lola_Bee/1424229/   You left me breathless yet intoxicated me simultaneouslyYou were the one who turned me on, waited for you oh so longYet you stole my heart instantaneously And took it away thinking you did no wrong Our love grew old And the fire went coldYou became the sun in my .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lola_Bee/1423125/ for those who are bullied http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lola_Bee/1420365/ I see you standing beneath the tree, the skies are darkIt’s cold and the rain washes away any care I had before I saw youYou know I’m there, you feel my soul, my heart’s sparkI shiver, I grow anxious, I cannot contain my thoughts of you The closer I get my heart beat.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lola_Bee/1417557/ WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO BE FREE Open field, yellow with wheat,Skies are grey without deceitThe cold icy air against my pale faceThe wind between my hair makes my heart race The dark skies cast shadows upon the groundI await in still for heavy rains to pour downThe sound of&.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lola_Bee/1417489/ To the Brave Mamma and dear SoulMy heart sinks in, overwhelmed by sadnessSwitching on the news is like attending another’s funeralThe sun’s not yet up, darkness everywhere  I sit and listen in despairI hear of a little soul, barely 4 years on earth but returned to he.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lola_Bee/1416594/ the Pupose of my words http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lola_Bee/1416587/ be who you want to be http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lola_Bee/1413122/ in life you learn to live with your mistakes http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lola_Bee/1413057/ Reality can be everything it shouldnt http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lola_Bee/1412653/