http://slow.writerscafe.org/thehappypickle The original writings of author the happy pickle en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776088587 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 A child singing to its family http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thehappypickle/1509571/ Daddy, today I turned four years old. I don't remember what you look like. Auntie sometimes shows me pictures of you. When she isn't busy. Daddy I miss you. Please come home. Please hold me in your arms so I can say welcome home.Daddy, today I turned five years old. you called me one the phone. .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thehappypickle/1503265/ A guy loves a girl but thinks the girl doesn't feel the same, the girl has trouble saying what she feels, they both wish the other would look their way http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thehappypickle/1497487/ Eilza asks Jane to define mother http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thehappypickle/1497467/ Hello said Ellen as she smiled at the woman standing next to the man she wore a red plaid button up with a tank under and jeans and converse the man wore jeans and a shirt. on airSo Eliza why did you hide who you were? Ellen asked call me jane and i didn't hide it i just didnt go around saying.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thehappypickle/1497257/ Chasing fireflies, I knew a girl that said she wish she was a firefly so she could light the way for those who only saw the darknessShe was so sweet when you'd meet her you think she to good to be true. Well she was always polite and smiled brightly but that look in her eye told you other .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thehappypickle/1466604/ Her last breath By the happy pickle.There is a girl who I use to know she used to sit next to the window she was tall and smart strong and brave.She always had a smile on her face. When someone was sad shed tried to make them smile. This girl she was picked on for how well she do in s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thehappypickle/1466109/ Go ahead and just giveup cause this seems tuff more then you can do I see right threw you conplain about world problems but what are you doing?Sendin a tweet that said let kiddies have shoes on their feets but when you see a brother on the streets you act like you don't see. Stop your actin you migh.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thehappypickle/1460946/ Jane's cookie songAll I want for christmas is to eat these cookies to eat these cookiesI'll lock myself in the bathroom and eat these cookies and eat these cookies you can't stop me now.(New song) Me party.I'm having a me party a party just one go away your not invited  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thehappypickle/1460879/  why don't ypu just kill yourself no one would care the boy said to a another boy. no one should kill themselfs everyone makes mistakes we all need to let that go but hold on to the lesson our mistakes holds. And you can not cast a fair judgment on a person you have never met. There for yo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thehappypickle/1460652/ I wanna be loved all of time not just when im in a good mood, I wanna loved when I falling. I wanna be love I to weak to fly. I wanna be loved when I cry out.I wanna be loved when I am down. I wanna have the power to love everyoneAll of time not when they are a good mood. I wanna love when.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thehappypickle/1448617/  Back homeI'm sitting on the back porch waiting for you to come back home. I will never stop loving you even if you think I do.So dont worry a hair on head as sing this lullaby. Hum it in your head as you go to bed. I don't care where you go or what you do just know that this home will wel.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thehappypickle/1447665/ Dear child.Dear child don't cry I will be alright show me that bright smile I know and love with all my heart.Please don't cry my dear child your alright show me your smile. Dear child don't you seeThe ones that's gone before us they will never be forgotten we just let go of the pain we feel but hol.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thehappypickle/1445345/ Just for tonightGod help me now because I have lost the will to keep walking to shurg it off to forgive and forget.I don't understand how the world keeps turning keeps on movin when mine feels like its crashing down.I am siently screamin hoping you hear my crys. I breathing but still suffocating.Peo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thehappypickle/1443982/ Just so you know,Just so you know you are loved more then you know,I know times are tough and you feel like giving up, just tell me I am always here if you need me to wipe your tears. Don't give me that I'm okay I've seen that look before You dont have to walk alone I'm right beside you. Just t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thehappypickle/1440256/ (Jane's pov)The next day i walking home when I see the young girl that lives next door she lost her mother when she was born. She comes to my home if she needs help. Hello alice I said with a smile. She runs to me and jumps on me. She starts crying I invite her inside she comes in and sits down. I g.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thehappypickle/1439970/ Well I hear a voice and it saysLet me be the light in sea of darkness lighting up your world and giving you hope.I asked everyday how I keep moving on when everything that life throws me I just seem to walk it offI just tell them I hear a voice calling voice when I like giving up. It tells me its go.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thehappypickle/1437325/ (Jane's pov) we get on the show and we all shake handsSo eilza conan says I smile yes? I say tell us something we don't know about you he says I smile at my prom I sang two love songs to someone because of a dare I said. He laughs Evan face palms I remember that evan said. Why did you sing.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thehappypickle/1437314/  jane andams 1991 -2013 Eliza known as jane was a great person to be with she  was very talented but very humble she was taken to soon but she always "said words mean nothing but it is how you act that says what words cannot" im crying out for jane to please let this be a nightmare th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thehappypickle/1436828/ A few years later. I wake up to snuggle jane sleeping next to me I put my arms around her hips and kiss her.If your trying for a kid its not gonna happen she said. I smiled you never know I say she raised one eye brow then went back to sleep. Next this I know she made me dinner. With nuts. She .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thehappypickle/1436599/ I'll see you again started to play. I start crying help a weak voice called I think I broke my arm it said I look down to see jane holding on for dear life.she smiles what's with the water works did someone die? She asked I smiled at her I THOUGH I LOST YOU I yell She smiles. Hey I'm slipping s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thehappypickle/1436595/ Anyway I say I am needed at the hospital I say. I wave my hand then leave.I come in and rush to get ready. Hello dr andams your patient is in that room she is five years old and is crying and wont stop to tell you what is the pain. I nod my head and walk in what I don't think to see is jake and eilz.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thehappypickle/1436572/ Dear jake,I didn't want you to see me like this, please don't remember me like this,This is all I ask of you to hold on to the bad memories but hold on tighter to the good ones,Please remember me as I am I dont want to become a goddess, I was just a personWho did my best to follow christ out of the .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thehappypickle/1436440/ (4 weeks later jane's pov)This I promise you,*paino starts**gip*I don't want to just exist I want to live I rather die young but with a reason that I lived. then to surviveWith nothing to look back on.*gup*  So stay strong and I will protect you from what lies ahead.Don't worry you will make it.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thehappypickle/1435610/ There to tell youI'm here to tell you that I love you. That your worth so much more to me then words could ever say, no matter what anyone saysYour always be in my heart warming me up when I'm feeling cold picking me up when I fall down.and I will do the same for you. And when ever your around .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thehappypickle/1435160/ (Jane's pov) I was taken away. Then when I could speak the offier comes in. What happened? Well I was on the free way on my way here when some one turned into the other lane cause then to hit me cuasing before when it was flipping I jumped out and went into the cave. Then you guys showed up looking .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thehappypickle/1434925/ Jane asks me to come on and take eilza then everyone was yelling kiss kiss kiss kiss kissJane just looked at me as I looked at her and I leaned in for a kiss as did she (Jane's pov)Jake leans in for a kiss I smile and pick up eilza and put her between us and I kiss one cheak and jake kisses the.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thehappypickle/1434680/ Two week later. (Jake's pov)I'm at the park walking with eilza when we say a concert. I go to see who's playing. Is that jane I ask myself mommy! Eilza says as she runs. Hello everyone how are you guys? She says GOOOD! Everyone yelled this song is called keep a smile. She starts playing &n.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thehappypickle/1434210/ She hugs eilza. I must be going now she says as she gives me eilza and he smile turns to a frown and her eyes are not filled with happiness they are filled with saddiness and longing and hope....              I will miss you guys she says MOMMY DONT GO! eliza yells.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thehappypickle/1433531/ What is happiness?  Some people find the only way to be happy or to exscape the real world is to selfharm.others seem to always have a endless well of happiness but, on the inside its not so. We are told by a young age I will be happy if I'm skinny i will be happy if I have more money I wi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thehappypickle/1432041/ Daddy? Daddy? I hear someone call I see a little girl oh my gosh you look just like your father I think to myself. I crouch to get to her level hello sweety what's your name? I ask eilza handson she says I hold out my hand its ok I'm a friend of you family we will find your dad amd if you fdon't be .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thehappypickle/1431635/ A week later jane's brother came back and jane was less busy but still busy, she told me anything and everything I needed to know and she went on with her life until the last day she was in town, it started at a barIts 8:00 pmI called janeJane the baby won't stop crying help i say hello this is jane.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thehappypickle/1431553/ At the beach jane swam she got out her hair was sticking to her and she was wearing a one piece all the guys where looking at her, she walks over to me and kisses me on the cheak hi sweety she says as she picks up eilza and says how's my sunsine and they all stop she gives me back eilza and says tha.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thehappypickle/1431482/ *Knock knock knock* I open the door hello? I say I see jake with eilza in my jacket all of us are going to the beach you wanna go he asks with a smile w-what? I ask Oh and I saw you sing at the mall, he says what was that song? It fit your life very wellOh I say rubbing my eyes then he notices .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thehappypickle/1431177/ (Jake's pov) I find her passed out on the couch then I saw she had a engagement ring on eiza starts crying so jane just gets up and lays takes her to my couch and sleeps the baby just snugles up with her and falls asleep jane wakes up at 9 pm what time is it she asked the b by pulled up her shi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thehappypickle/1430935/ When I was 21 I graduated med school when I was jake didnt come to talk to me or anything last I heard he was dating a woman named mindy my brother is married i saw jake at the wedding, oh my brother brandon hes a........DAD Me? Oh I'm kinda doing well evan moved back to jake I'm moving back as.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thehappypickle/1430760/ Bye daddy i love you i said bye jane he says tearing up I'm gonna miss you jane sam says I will to call me I said with a smile bye spurt try not to be a heart break like your brothers I said with a smile hey I'm not a heart breaker evan says jenny hugs over and hugs me you take care of my son jake d.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thehappypickle/1430652/ (Jakes pov) I'm trying to calm down eilza and I hear the piano and I hear singing and this is what I see If I listen hard enough I can hear jane singing There's fear in your eyes as you face the unknownYou keep asking why for a reason to hold onBut hold on, loveThe life that you planned, t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thehappypickle/1430634/ (Eilza jane's pov) *punch* I HATE YOU jane says  again this is not news to me *puch* she hits me again And again I start to kinda fight I flip her over she jumps back up jane! Alexs yells I'm kinda busy right now squrt I say *crack* she breaks my arm hey spurt go get my dad ok JANEE h.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thehappypickle/1430596/ Jane? Why is jake sleeping on your lap mrs handson asks oh well I started to sing then I noticed jake and evan watching I didn't let on then when I was doing jake comes in and he comes over and puts his head on my lap and starts crying to I conforted him and he just fell asleep I say she sits down n.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thehappypickle/1430328/ Yeah it was jake says I can't wait to take off this dress I say I can help you evan says shut up jake says make me evan spits out I run to their house jane! Yells sammy you can get washed up and change in makes room she says as I run up to jakes room I get washed up and put my pjs and open the door... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thehappypickle/1430264/                                                                 DAY BEFORE PROM Hi jane are you going to prom? Jake asks indeed I say w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thehappypickle/1430150/                   Later that dayJane sweaty jenny told me what happened you want to talk about it I saw the girl I love kissed someone eles too he says as he pats me on the back dad I'm  not in love I SAW HIM NAKED DOING THE NASTY! hahahah.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thehappypickle/1430079/ (Jake's pov)Mooooooooooooom I yell from the music room yes jake she says as she sits next to meJane is jealous of jane and jane is bulling jane and jane doesnt fight back but instead states that she is  a black bealt in in judo, aikido,kendo, and karate then jane crys and clings to me.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thehappypickle/1429736/ Three little words that I couldnt say, I want to go back to days we would play video games all day, when you come over to my house just to say I'm something else, I miss your warm smile that lit up the room,  you came in to my life and turn it up sided down, you changed me from the inside out, .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thehappypickle/1429651/ wow who is that girl? She looks just like jane stevens.(class mate 1) Haven't you heard she was here first her name is jane andams but because she gifted in most everything she does she was bulied and she tried to kill herself four years ago. everyone said she had died (class mate 2) she is beautifu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thehappypickle/1429588/ On the walk to school ~ Hey jane nice to see you are better gabe says with a fake smile so where are the cookies she says as he pins me to the wall he puts his arm around my waste and pulls me close to him staring at my breasts. My my jane you sure have bloomed he says licking his lips his hand.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thehappypickle/1429566/  A/n (note this is jane's joural) And thats how the rest of my days were but not when I started to learn to walk and talk and be a person again you know know I also had to work on my mentel heath too but you guys dont care about that.Jane wake up you need to get ready for your birthday party ja.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thehappypickle/1429247/ One year earlier  (Jenny {mrs handson's} pov) Jenny you are eliza jane's nurse say dr. Jefferson but why me sir? I ask Because she asked for you he repiles with a smile I walk to her room she's still so pale and dead like she has no hair she's very weak yet she is fighting her de.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thehappypickle/1429168/ Jane must battle her demons to awaken will she be able to fight in her weak state? Lets find out http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thehappypickle/1426883/