http://slow.writerscafe.org/SweeTLoU47 The original writings of author SweeTLoU en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776235018 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Self inflicted wounds leave scars that never fadeBehind your eyes you agonize Over analyzing yesterday Its like Looking for comfort with a razor bladeThe deeper you cut the more you'll see The more you look back The more you bleedSearching for a former destinationRear view mirror e.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SweeTLoU47/1935052/ Fool's gold Shining like a trophy on a shelfAesthetic value gave me what I couldn't give myselfFilling up the schism from my mind to my heartJust to go and rip it open with your callous disregardThe more that time rolls onThe scars still show but wounds repairI barely even notice that .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SweeTLoU47/1935051/ Whether by societyOr solo in our dreams.Everyone has a couple scenesReplayed in memories.Its Either pain we've overcomeOr it's what were running from.Yet even The wisest men seem dumbIf they fear whats yet to comeThinking of what's far ahead is far to heavy on the head,So many .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SweeTLoU47/1858694/ a song for the ones who struggle to find the will to live and want to give up... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SweeTLoU47/1828592/ I still catch a glimpse from time to timesavoring the remnants of the light you shinecharismatic charm brightens the roombut its just a fleeting moment, gone to soonyou're all but gone you're so withdrawnI miss you now so damn muchthis recluse is out of touchisolating from the sunIs darkness really .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SweeTLoU47/1823710/ this love is gonna atrophythere isnt much left in meso vicariously I watch it decayrealize you despise what remainslacerated by resentments disenchanted by your sentimentsIve lost the will to tryAll I feel is apathyIndifference is taking hold of mea tragedy behind my eyesso long ive bit my tong.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SweeTLoU47/1821096/ fighting a war inside my headif i dont win ill be deadi dont wanna give up and die but its hard to find the willl to fightwhen im lying here paralyzedwith all that pain internalizedripped off the scab to reopen woundsi can already hear their cries its like lemon juice soaking throughbut th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SweeTLoU47/1820147/ i need you to hate meso it wont hurt as much when i do wrongI need you to hate meso i wont have to wonder if i belongI need you to hate mefor not being able to change my waysI need you to hate memy demons back to take me awayI need you to hate meim so toxic you better wear glovesi need you to hate m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SweeTLoU47/1815557/ clinging to depressionresisting all progressionbut you'll never realize it when i make my first impressionill make you laugh with ease while i coddle my diseasepretending im alright inside when its got me on my kneesits the darkest part of methat i try not to let you see i just w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SweeTLoU47/1810436/ Im sick of all the painIm sick of all the sorrowIm pissed I missed out yesterdayand now theres no tomorrowwe get clean then we pretendall the pain is gonna endbut it doesnt stop because you quitthis damn disease doesnt give a shitit finds a way to bring you downget you high, put you in the groundIts.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SweeTLoU47/1804356/ the world is gonna hurt you the world doesn't carepeople have no virtues they leave you in despair it doesn't matter how much you lovedoesn't matter how much you carein the moment when you need someonenobody will be thereso live your life all by yourself make it on your owndon't .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SweeTLoU47/1804354/ im feeling cold againsunlight aint getting inso damn tired of this revolving door in my lifewhen you're dying from a thousand paper cuts sometimes you just want a knifeso ill sit here bleeding out of my guitarthe only way i know how to let you see me is through my scarswill you still admire me, when.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SweeTLoU47/1797869/ you left me here all alone to dieon the floor cause im flyin highi said id stop but why even try? you'll just do this againits not the first time we've been here beforebuilding walls and locking doorsi cant take this bitter cold anymoremake this torment endjust like that one song stuck in my he.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SweeTLoU47/1797847/ ominous beauty your words contradicta flower in a garden needing pickedpoison petals tempting fate with that euphoria you createmeant to be admired from afarlike the radiant light in a midnight starit disappears before the dawn the you i knew is dead and gonejust like that star in the skyi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SweeTLoU47/1786961/ close your eyes turn away you wont have to see the painits time to stab my heart againdrowning in a river of memorieschoking on the toxicitytrying so hard to keep my head abovebut there's a weight on my waist i call it love....i call it loveharmless intentions pull me insoaked in lust once againthe .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SweeTLoU47/1780319/ my demons like to take me into the sky way up high where the angels fly they try to leave me there from time to time but i always seem to come crashing down an I'm left lost waiting to be found i still don't know what i was looking for do i even wanna find it anymore? with a monkey on my back and a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SweeTLoU47/1777691/ In a world full of chaos I'm just craving silenceSilence from the chaosComing out of violenceFeel it rip you openFeel it shut you downFeel it build your spiritJust to break it downFull of fleeting momentsTastes of glory, pain of lossSeeking instant satisfactionNo matter what it.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SweeTLoU47/1718627/ It's like the lights on but nobody's home no wonder I feel so aloneMy passions faded and My hearts deflated, so it's no surprise my eyes are jadedBlind to what's not there to seeEven though it's right in front of meI'm sick of this place I can't take anymore but every time I try to leave I.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SweeTLoU47/1716110/ Look past the obvious and see the metaphor of something tragically beautiful http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SweeTLoU47/1703369/ We're in overtime I'm tired of this gameI wish you'd walk away, so I can do the sameI don't know why I let it play out for this long it's time to leave you behind in a songSo when I think about you I can feel you on my lipsWhen i sing about you its like a goodbye kissTo all the memori.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SweeTLoU47/1695569/ Here I amAll aloneIn front of youLooking throughAll the things you do to meThis love is agonyBut I don't wanna be set freeSo how can you beg me to stayWhen you're the one who is walking away?I'm down on my knees in dismayand All I want is a little more pain....You're so pes.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SweeTLoU47/1689996/ Bad reactions and Distractionsdrowning fire with gasolineAnother day in hideawayWith a chemical cuisineParalyzing numbnessCausing agonizing painThe cruelest contradictionSlowly driving you insaneAs you cultivate excusesTo try and quench the thirstAll Attempts are uselessThink.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SweeTLoU47/1684049/ Your so bright and colorfulSo why hide in the dark?Does it really feel that wonderfulBreaking people's hearts?With theseTemporary feelings ofpermanent consequenceSuicidal beings just because we feel so tenseWill you ever see that what is just shouldn't beOr will you run and.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SweeTLoU47/1676709/ Youll never drown your demons when they know how to swimYou'll just muddy up the waters and end up lost withinThe river of regret that drains into the lakeOf fire, cons, deceit and people being fakeYou can Build yourself a wall and Damn it all to hellBut walls will always fall I've Learn.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SweeTLoU47/1676192/ Wrap me in a blanket of your embrace Together we can leave this place I don't believe this is real Crawling numbness is all I wanna feel Fly away with my feet on the ground This pilot is silent such a peaceful sound Show me the way to peace my friend I don't wanna feel you leave again Together with .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SweeTLoU47/1654329/ I live my life trapped in a cycleRuled by yesterdayIn a constant state of denialI'm just running awayI always feel like I'm on trialWhy would I wanna stay?when I got and endless supply of Ways to numb out the painYou tell me that I'm hurtingEveryone that I loveconstantly desert.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SweeTLoU47/1605326/ Outstretched arms in both directionsPointing out all these imperfectionsThe way I was, the way I am, the way I struggle Just to be a better manI Use the canvas to paint you a picture of meBut not the full realityJust the version I want you to seeYou see a grin,but deep within.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SweeTLoU47/1594911/ Wasted away like yesterdayIt's a fun game every cool kid playsLiving in a daze in outter spaceDont fret mama it's just a phaseWhen Pleasure and painBecome one in the sameAnd The refs that call the gameDon't even know your nameWhat do you do?Do ya Say you're through?Or look for .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SweeTLoU47/1593304/ Well never be each other's that's the way it should beBut in a crowded room you're the only one I seePurest of intentions through thick and thinWe light the way out when the other ones caving inAll the tears you shed for me over holes in my armAre reminders why I'll never let the world do .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SweeTLoU47/1590327/ Why you wanna hide from the world outside? Tell me what happened tell me why your light died?I can't tell you how many times I've cried just wishing that I could have one more tryTo save a soul so beautifulfrom falling into that deep dark holeBut it's to late now you moved on you sai.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SweeTLoU47/1587165/ So much to see behind my eyesSo much more than pleasure and painInnocence, violence, pride and shameEverything I set my sights on diesso I'll just try to look awayThe best of my intentions get blurred in shades of grayI can't help myself the desires just too strongWhy does destroying.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SweeTLoU47/1582985/ You wanna disappear then get the F**k outta here!I was doing just fine until you came into my life!(F**k off!!!)You were only using me as crutch!Fucked around and got addicted cuz you used me so much(enough!!!)You took it all andNow There's nothing left of me for you to destroy.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SweeTLoU47/1581909/ Youll only suffer by my sideIf I were you I'd run and hideI destroy everything beautifulI wanna change I know I can But I Never even had a chanceSo turn your back on me and run away,I don't want your light to fadeSo cut me open take my soulRip my heart from this black holeRun a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SweeTLoU47/1577134/ My personal hell is a prison cellFull of broken thoughts I know too wellThey circle around like a pack of wolvesRipping apart my heart n soulYou can't escape what's deep insideWhen you run from yourself there's nowhere to hideSo I'll sit in lockup running through these thoughts just .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SweeTLoU47/1573208/ These Visions of the past full of pleasure and pain are Tearing me apart I'm going insaneI can't block it out when It's already insideits coming from withinSo there's nowhere to hideSee The muddy waters riseSo I flush them downFeel the light leaving my eyesI hear a distant soun.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SweeTLoU47/1564759/ Empty promises broken dreamsSame old story just different scenesIt's irrelevant how good you say the next chapter looks when I know how the story ends, I'm closing the book...A warped sense of realityWhere every words a fallacyThat's the world you seem to chooseFiction is all I hea.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SweeTLoU47/1559359/ If my loves just a game,Then how much times on the clock? Am I nothing more than a footprint in the path you walk?I feel your presence fading more and more by the dayLife keeps getting darker as you're pulling awayIve never met anyone so uniqueA life without you in it just seems so bleak.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SweeTLoU47/1557391/ New with life warm like springLove can blossom and the birds will singThe Bitter cold seems to go awaywhen the flame burns like a summer daySoon enough before your eyesThe flame will fade and slowly dieExtinguished by the cold of winterThe absence of its warmth stings like a splinter.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SweeTLoU47/1553239/ Going back to my supposed homeSo why do I feel so aloneIt's a hard truth but in realityI'm only home when you're with meIt doesn't Matter what I doAll my thoughts lead to youWhen I go I leave a part of meA part that only you can seeSheltered by a wall of brick and stoneIt's yours t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SweeTLoU47/1553200/ YouI close my eyes all I see is youIt blows my mind the things you doToMeII always swallow my prideJust for another chance to be insideYouSomewhere deep in the heart of youIll make you hurt for the things you doToMeWhat do I have to do to make you seeMeWhen you're b.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SweeTLoU47/1550935/ Dying on the inside, But I'm not crying outI'm thinkin of doin things that I'm afraid to talk aboutI Search for an escape To get out of my mindBut there's only one way out of here That I know how to findI need to find another way of dealing with the painCuz I know that there's no coming .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SweeTLoU47/1549737/ Nothing ever seemed like it was going rightI was losing the will to fight. I was so broken I was falling apart then you shined your bright light on my heart....All the pieces started falling right into place the moment I saw your faceMy eyes had never seen such a work of artI was mesmerize.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SweeTLoU47/1543881/ Blind my eyes and numb me outYou'll kill off everything without a doubtWhen you pierce into me with your evil clawsYou barely take away the pain you causeYou're a virus poisoning me everydayI feel you leave I beg you to stayYou infect me with a need to keep you aroundI let you in just .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SweeTLoU47/1541678/ Searching for a part of me, Wondering where it could be, But now I see what I can't do Is take back what I gave to youGoodbye good riddance I'm glad it's gone, that part of me you strung along. Blinded my evil filled with hate, a perfect fire fueled by pain I gave you everything but my name .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SweeTLoU47/1537921/ I look at the ground beneath my feetFeeling happiness that's bittersweetI close my eyes and try to findThe people that I've left behindFriends I've left, loves Ive lostAnd the ones who payed the ultimate costSome I wish that I could seeOthers better left as a memoryI gave away my h.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SweeTLoU47/1534414/ Life is like the midnight skyStars come out when daylight diesIn the darkest moments open your eyesRealize there's no need to cryWhen you're out of breath and can't go onGet some rest and wait for dawnSoon enough the sun will showAnd you'll see which way you need to goThen fly just l.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SweeTLoU47/1533532/ I'm Beaten I'm brokenI'm All out of tokensTired of this gameIt's all the same I smash the screen and screamOut your nameI'm sick again I need a friendI'm awaiting the bitter endI try to run there's nowhere to hideYou say I lied but I swear I tried to change my waysShow me t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SweeTLoU47/1529904/ I can hear your voice inside my headI can feel you next to me in bedSo Why are you so far awayJust fall in my arms, say you'll stayBeauty like yours dulls the stars in the skyI can see the future when I look in your eyesSo why can't you just be here with meTangled up in you I never f.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SweeTLoU47/1528988/ I hate the judgement in your eyesIt's everything that I despiseYou look down on me with tainted loveLaughing while I reach aboveTo grab something I don't even likeYou bait that hook just to watch me biteThen Throw me back in the water just to watch me bleedThis bloody waters all I need.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SweeTLoU47/1523023/ Racking up the milesRunning through my mindWondering whyI wonder whyI keep reachingFor things that I don't needIn this lifeIn my lifeAgainst my better judgementI keep looking backI don't know whyTell me whyI can't help myself from holding onTo all of this debrisFrom.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SweeTLoU47/1521645/