http://slow.writerscafe.org/watchtheworld The original writings of author watch_the_world en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776048103 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 The best way to describe my depression is:My depression is like a vinyl record.Most of the time my thoughts pass by smoothly,but every-so-often it gets stuck in a groove and the gramophone's needle has a hard time passing by.The grooves quickly turn into a vast, dark abyss that swallows me.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/watchtheworld/1665225/ I cannot count the times I have written you this letter, I have a waste bin full of several versions.No matter how many different ways I start,No matter how many different ways I end,It all comes out the exact same way.Angry, confused, distraught. Sometimes I guess you have to move onto bi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/watchtheworld/1353310/ I often think of my childhood in waves. It comes and goes just like the tide. I often feel the absence, empty feeling in the pit of my stomach I felt when you left. I often feel the painof the knife you left in my heart, when you said you were never coming back. I .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/watchtheworld/1348530/ I haven't written for almost a year, but this just happened last night. This isnt even poetry http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/watchtheworld/1318877/ I'd like to erase every memoryof you.All the nightswe spent together,falling in love.All the timeswe sat under the trees,watching the clouds go by.All the morningswe shared before you left,knowing you'd come back.All the nights I fell asleep in your arms.to wake up to your face beside me.W.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/watchtheworld/1229847/ I am a puppywho lost his bone.I am a car that has run out of gas. I used to be okay with it,I accepted that I would never be full. Id always be nothing.Feel nothing in my heart and soul. Then that changed,I found someone that made me complete,Found all the pi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/watchtheworld/946034/ Even though it happened four years ago now,I still hurt, I still bleed,I still long for closure,I still search for cement to fill this whole empty space left inside my chest. I wish I could go backin time,Fix things,truly cherish every moment.I want to be better,I wa.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/watchtheworld/902448/ Enjoy http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/watchtheworld/868699/ Everything around me changesso frequently I have trouble keeping up I get left behind and frustrated.I love how you pull me through to the best of your ability. I feel like I cant do the same foryouI wish I could.  I never know what to do,I get so.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/watchtheworld/866102/ I love you http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/watchtheworld/832332/ We both have grown apartwe aren't the same people anymore,guess we both grew up,learned something. You don't know me,I don't know you. All those good times seemlike a dreamDid you forget?Did you keep your promise? Guess people aren't who they say they are,a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/watchtheworld/806303/ October 1st 2010: Even though it was such a long time ago; I still remember absolutely every detail about you. You were wearing your black and gray checkered patterned sweatshirt, jeans and black running shoes. To sum everything up, I was absolutely amazed by you. I had met you that night at a mut.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/watchtheworld/783344/ I don’t think Yourealize how much you mean to me. You always say howyou don’t Deservebetter,You are every bit deserving. I can’t even put intowords howMuchbrighter my life has becomewith you around. I honestly don’t knowhow m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/watchtheworld/782524/ I remember back to december.Back to when winter was cold and cruel.If I could go back. I don't know what I would do. I'd probably suffocate because ofYou. I wish you didn't flood my thoughts.I Can'tget you out of my head. You turned me into a living monst.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/watchtheworld/773682/ Some things never change.Even though it has been years. Im still the same.You haven't changed. Why do we do this to each other?Why do we rip each other apart piece by piece?Why do we feel the need to make the other hurt?Why do we rip each other apart piece by piece?Why .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/watchtheworld/770653/ Ive always had a purpose, Ive always known what that purpose was. Always followed its odd twists and turns. Always obeyed its every command. You were my purpose. And now that youre gone,  I feel like a stranger in my own life. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/watchtheworld/768763/ I don't regret much I don't regret the big things It's those small things that really get to me. Break me down. Twist themselves every-which-wayInside my head. Breaking me down Until there's nothing left Inside my soul. I never thought it would happen to me. Never thought such tiny things would get .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/watchtheworld/761053/ I feel like Im falling to pieces. I feel like Im falling to bits at someones feet. I feel like Im falling and no one can stop me. I feel like an outsider to my own life.  I feel insignificant. I feel like im just a shadow on the wall. I feel like I dont have a home. I feel like .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/watchtheworld/759195/ When I look at your picture,See you on the street, hear your name. One and only one word comes to mindeach and every time.Apathy, even after everything you put me through. You said foreverthen you spit every word backin my face.Hissing like a rattlesnakein a frenzy.&nbsp.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/watchtheworld/759171/ Everyday is the sameNothing changes. Same feelingsSleep can't fix. I wonder what there is to life.Nothing ever seems to last. What defines us as alive?What defines us as human?What's the point? Emotions,feelings.Never ending cycle ofup and down,down and.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/watchtheworld/758556/ Can't believe this is really happening.Shocking isn't it?Shocking that it took you so long.I can't believe you could do such a thing. I can't believe you are forcing me to grow up,Be the mom to my little siblings. I'm 15 Haven't even figured out the world yet,Havent even figured out myself.Y.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/watchtheworld/758136/ This is a poem from the amazing Delaney :) Thought I would share with you all. Shes 13. I think its absolutely amazing. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/watchtheworld/757560/ I knew ever since I was little something was different about me. I wasn't like any of the other kids, I didn't know why. I didn't care which is definitely a good thing. I grew up bouncing from foster home to foster home constantly until the age of eighteen. No place was ever home, I could never call.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/watchtheworld/756086/ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/watchtheworld/756025/ I listed this in nonsense for a reason... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/watchtheworld/754944/ Written for a friend who's going off to college :) Enjoy :) http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/watchtheworld/752607/ I dont want to feel like this anymore.I dont want to feel a stab at my heart with every step I take. I dont want to When will I finally get it right? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/watchtheworld/751622/ I never exactly knew what it was about you. All I know is that you made me feel alive, instead of a dead black hole inside my chest where my heart should be. Around you was like being in a dream that I never wanted to wake from. Everything was picture perfect, straight out of a fairytale, excep.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/watchtheworld/750465/ I used to believe in forever. The truth is forever is only in the mind. The mind is a very powerful thing, it can keep you sane or it can drive you insane.  I used to believe in love.The truth is love only exists in fairytales, life is not a fairytale. Love is pretend, it's an act. Love.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/watchtheworld/750075/ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/watchtheworld/750070/ Written about losing my best friend. I'm so sorry, :/ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/watchtheworld/742712/ You were my best friend  The best friend I had always dreamt about. The best friend I wanted ever since I was a little girl.  You have it all.  You've showed me so much about the world, about love and about myself.  I found love all because of you.  In the end it.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/watchtheworld/740834/ eh. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/watchtheworld/734697/ I don't understand what happened to you,what happened to me,what happened to us. Perfect,that's what we werethat's what we can never be again. I know it scares you,you know its the truth just as well as I do. Potential,that's what we both know we had. That's wha.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/watchtheworld/733082/ It almost seems purposeful.Is it your objectiveto put me through so muchagony? Idon't understandhow someone, witha heart, could dosuch a thing. Do youhateme for something?Did I do something wrong? Allyouare giving me is mixed signals.I don't know.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/watchtheworld/709246/ Playing with my emotions That's all you did Led me to believe that I actually Had a chance with you. Made me fall head over heels Once again for you. Stupid freshman Thinking it's okay to mess with a person like that. I knew from the start,.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/watchtheworld/708915/ There's one thing in all my heart I know I won't forget. I won't forget you. I won't forget how it felt in your arms. The safety and security was overwhelming. I won't forget how your lips felt against mine. I won't forget all those conversations we had, bringing .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/watchtheworld/706008/ Two months Without you, I was fine. I had someone else. He made me happy, Made me feel wanted,Made me feel loved. Two months I got over you I didn't need you. I forgot all about you. Now that I'm single You're talking.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/watchtheworld/703433/ Never understood YOUWhy did you  LIEAbout him. You knew it would Hurt me, break me down Until  ALLOf me is .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/watchtheworld/701632/ Never shall I forget the afternoon he cheated.Never shall I forget seeing them across the hallway kissing. Felt like knifes being stabbed through my heart.Never shall I forget the look in his eyes as he denied his actions. The touch of his hands grasping mine; pleading.Never shall I forget the.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/watchtheworld/693164/ After all the bad times I've been through. After all the trouble I've caused.After all the times I've smashed my face on the floor. After all the times I shouldn't haveAfter all the people who bring me down Who bruise and beat and kill me internally. After all those t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/watchtheworld/692614/ Blah. :p http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/watchtheworld/684192/ Fake smiles,Fake laughs,Synthetic happiness.Underneath this mask that is suffocating meI'm broken,I'm dead, I'm weak,I'm pathetic.I never thought I'd die alone.How well do you really know me? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/watchtheworld/675988/ Written on iPod sorry for mistakes. Correct me of their are. Thx http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/watchtheworld/670186/ If I were incased in ice I would become numb Feeling nothing in my heart. I would feel nothing in my soul. I would forever be incased In cold ice, No one could hurt me. No words, actions or feelings Can melt this ice That has been bu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/watchtheworld/668972/ When you finally find another girl,and you realize shes not me...Don't come back.When you understand girls have feelings,Come apologize, except Ive already forgiven you.When you realize internet girls are fakeand you want something real,the door will be slammed in your face.When you understand what .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/watchtheworld/666914/ I once walked arm and armWith you. I was proud to be yours. I loved every single flaw that you had. I ignored peoples words. I still remember the beat of your heart,Its rhythm in my ears. It rings like bells in my ear drums. I was crazy about you,Then you cheated. I now feel .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/watchtheworld/666518/ I feel so broken,uselessworthless.I'm the envy of every girlonly because I get all the guys.I've been bruised and broken,Beaten and neglected.I have a tough outer shellOn the insideI'm fragile.I break easily.Little things get to me.People get to me.Inside I am nothing but a bag of bones and red crim.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/watchtheworld/666448/ My body is destroying itself. There's no stop to it. There's no knowing what's to come. No one seems to care. Everyone just says sleep. I've been sleeping for the past week. Haven't gotten better. I've gotten much worse.It's not working. This is destroying me. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/watchtheworld/663762/ Random thoughts, not in really any particular order. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/watchtheworld/662416/