http://slow.writerscafe.org/Infinitedreamer The original writings of author Infinitedreamer en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776149096 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 I am slowly killing myself. Day by day making another cut.Deepening the wound that already exists. I am slowly killing myself.But not my whole self.Just the part of me that's sick. I am slowly killing myself.Getting rid of that part of me.The one that thinks it won't survive anyw.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Infinitedreamer/1753699/ I'm not quite there yet. But one day I will be. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Infinitedreamer/1751409/ You said it was you fault,but how can that be.I need you so badly,and you don't need me. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Infinitedreamer/1750783/ These are similar but more like three separate poems. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Infinitedreamer/1747646/ This is just an idea. I don't think it's quite finished yet. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Infinitedreamer/1747624/ Probably nothing I write makes sense and I apologize. But it seems so perfect to me. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Infinitedreamer/1747617/ This isn't necessarily true, but at the time it seemed to be. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Infinitedreamer/1739536/ I'm sad.I'm sad because what I once was I can never be again.I'm stuck in a never ending cycle.You make friends and lose them.Now I've lost them all. I'm at the bottom of the circle, just waiting to rise again.I'm sad.I'm sad because I'll never quite be who I want to be. I'm stuck .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Infinitedreamer/1735839/ I originally wrote this about one friend in particular that I had stopped being friends with but since then I've realized that it is in fact about more than just that one person. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Infinitedreamer/1503891/ I keep a knifeby the side of my bed,and use it to control what happens in my head.On nights when I,feel so alone.I take the knife,and give it a home.I feed it withthe red liquid that it craves,and tell it to be quietand not misbehave. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Infinitedreamer/1503885/ This is just a quick haiku I came up with while sitting in class. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Infinitedreamer/1451474/