http://slow.writerscafe.org/BrittKolka13 The original writings of author Brittany Kolka en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776000127 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 You took awaymy childhoodmaking it all into a gamepretendingit was something everyone didyou stolemy ability to trustforcinga child to do unspeakable thingsto this dayyou still have the controlover meover my familyand I hate you for itI'm terrified to drivethrough townafraid to see youterrified of c.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BrittKolka13/1453768/ LieI'm fineas you fight to hold back your tearsLieI'm finewhen someone noticed the cuts left behindLieI'm finewhile texting as the blood seeps from your skinLie I'm finewhen someone asks how you're copingLie I'm fineas the world starts turning black http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BrittKolka13/1453765/ The sun is shiningbirds are chirpingsnow meltingand a smile on my facelittle do they knowthe storm brewing inside battling the darknessas it tries to consume my bodydarkening my every thoughttrying to get me to end itto take my lifebut again I fightfor my lifeI refuse to give up easily http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BrittKolka13/1453763/ my heart achesbreaking as the words sink inknowing things will never changeI still put my heart out therewishing for onceyou would love meprotect mebe proud of meeach time i glue my heart back togetheranother piece shattershow much of my heart do you want to pulverizeall my issuescome back to y.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BrittKolka13/1453527/ FunnyI can think of a million wordsdescribing thepainhateemotionsachingtearsemptinessbut i still can't describe how I feel about youall the years ofabusepainliestortureYou continue this battleto cut me opento watch me bleedyetI apologizeI forgiveI forgetOnly to be sliced open againonly to .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BrittKolka13/1453526/ battle with a mental disorder http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BrittKolka13/1453525/ A personal debate. One I'm sure many go through http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BrittKolka13/1453521/