http://slow.writerscafe.org/mental-ninja The original writings of author Natalie en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776026337 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Maybe I'm not over this. Maybe I can't get over this. Maybe I'll never get over this. Because it's been a little more than 2 years now and the memories are too strong to have faded away by now. And maybe there's something wrong me. Maybe there's something wrong with you.Mayb.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mental-ninja/778725/ I want to take my handS and press it against the heart of the earth, and stain it with my name. Feel the failing beat of it all rising and falling with it's flesh squished around and between my fingers. I want to take my handS and touch the core of the world. Carve into it my dreamsmy wordsmy hopes .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mental-ninja/708088/ I open the blindsAnother reminder that you are hereI watch you fall upon the earthI hear you sing.Oh, your presence soaks the ground I walk on andI sink, and I crave.You are,  every loveAnd it rains, and it rainsTell me how can I contain these words inside me?How can I explain  with words .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mental-ninja/669344/ I want to feel the rain againWhere this moment is everywhereWhere wishes of infinity emerge.I have a decent desperation for the touch of feelingWhere it is endlessly surrounding me, I can run and never escape.The drops will pierce my skin (a bliss) and soak into my poresFilling the holes.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mental-ninja/669343/ A fear in my mind is self-destructingAnd my blue sky turns to red.When Anxiety of Tomorrow intrudes my thoughtsAnd the pulse of lighting, throbs in irritation. My smoldering fear and its desire to kill. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mental-ninja/624274/ I remember one day…I couldn’t see the rain. I could hear it and I saw the ripples gently colliding on the surface of the pool water. Yet I couldn’t see it. The next Monday it rained. I was on the second floor of my house and I could hear it pour, naturally becoming apart of nature.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mental-ninja/624273/ I faded away before I got to youThey carried away and sung a tune for youWhile I hung on the cliff not wanting to give upBut that night I dreamed And I fellAnd I gave Ended up faded away Before you even knew But maybe you’ll never know Do you ever see them?Can you ever hear t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mental-ninja/624271/ I will run to your holy mountainHeat me Lord, I am your servantI will run to your holy mountainLet me drink from the cup of blessingsLet me drink from the cup of joyGod I will run,I will run to your holy mountainAnd when I stand above the landI will not look behind meFor the past i.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mental-ninja/624270/ And sometimes we write words we cannot comprehend.  I don’t even know what I said.  Sometimes searching…sometimes searching, for something to think about,To reassure ourselves that we are not empty…So I stare out the window…And I think of Nothing&he.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mental-ninja/624269/ These things happen so fast. We change before our very eyesWithout the knowledge of pondering “whens”And so we’ll find another way To carry on with burdened days… Things used to be so right  All was placed in line with timeBut then we found a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mental-ninja/621292/ And while voice hides in vacancy, silence lives high Smoking on the weakness of my mindI will not let this world steal my words and I will not let them rob my worthAnd so never will I loose myself. World’s darkness shall not shove Shallow down my neckBut my voice will approach as e.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mental-ninja/611262/ Thenight is still and calm.Themoon hangs high and reluctantly sighs,Surroundedby old friends so far. Thescenery is dead but it breathes with our laughter, while Smashingour air guitars against the cold cement.Theyare broken in an instant, .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mental-ninja/601647/   The moonlight pours through the glass windows And the dirty blinds that I haven’t cleaned for yearsFilling vague corners devoured by dust While shadows hide behind curtainsWhite lights from the gas station near by imitates natureAnd the moon’s light r.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mental-ninja/600771/   Oh the comfort in the words you never have to say Cause I could listen to that static, that silence all dayOh the quiet of your company, never hesitates to giveThe love that blossoms from your hands, pours from your lips,Cries through your eyesAnd it all sets free.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mental-ninja/600768/ I sit by your bed and watch hopelessly as you carry your own cross.Your tears are so beautiful like the eyes they come fromLike the light from your smileLike the songs from your laughs I stand as you wake up and drown yourself in the arms of sorrowYour gifted life was granted hands .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mental-ninja/594113/ I closed my eyes in a place that won't belong to meI close my eyes in this place they think I belong to,In the dark I listen to the songs they sing and I try very hard to feelI'm trying to feel, to see if you're there but I'm sure anymore.This place is not mine You're fooling yourselfThis is not my .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mental-ninja/593731/ Plastic burns.Melts and disintegrates,You leave my nose to despise you. Anger builds.Growing tensions in my chestAs the ashes fall around me.  This acid that lurks in theChambers of my heart is lashing at the barsHungry to escape, to be fed And destroy. .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mental-ninja/588156/ We are believersTied up by chainsWe walk in inchesWe walk in faith.Pushing up against the windOur feet sink into sandThe clouds beat uswith darkness,And their demonic chants,We stumble left and rightBut never do we fallThe thunder yells out ordersPiercing through our earsBu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mental-ninja/587482/ I would sit at the kitchen counterImagining my math textbook becomingDevoured by an angry fireAnd I would listen to my phone Vibrate off the tableMy fingers extending to grab it in timeAnd it would be you, your name printed on the screenAll the while I wished that your name was someone.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mental-ninja/586325/ These are the days of my dreamsWhere your arms are reaching out to meNot ready to let go.This is the illusion that you are still thereCause tonight the plot will satisfy...Until I close my eyes. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mental-ninja/585262/ “Look.” He says. “Look at what I made for you.”  He points towards the sky, then to an array of trees and a bush with pure white flowers. There petals were soft and wide as the overlapped each other. I reached out to touch them.      &nbsp.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mental-ninja/584541/ And today the world cries.Today the world sings,Are we the only ones who can hearAnything?No.It’s not the noise, falling Hard and fastAre we the only ones who can hearPain suffering? So today the world cries.Today the world sings,Today I know you’re walking.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mental-ninja/583058/  When I walk into my mindThe sun will riseThe rain will come The moon will whispers to me songsAnd I will feel his gentle arms Leaving space to hear my breaths.Pain and worry will not exist hereWhile I speak prayers into his ear From far away distance Someplace very n.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mental-ninja/580836/ If an eclipse were really as amazing as they say,Then all of lights on earth would turn offAnd all eyes on earth would turn onto the sky.Watching the sun disappear..As I stand next to you, your eyes flashing redI think to myself, questions entered my headWhat are your words my tongue canno.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mental-ninja/578949/ His face is stuck from smiling in deep wrinkles And his lips are used to hide the teeth he doesn't have.We make him young again,Bring him back to the timehe was in his band,When his feet could runand his voice could sing,When he was proud to show offand take on anything.But his days a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mental-ninja/578929/ Black. It shines in the darkness amongThe night, containing no moon,It consumes the courtyard lightsSwallowing the orange element,Doesn't bother to chew or bite.They play music with brass instruments,becoming annoyed with the interruption, a raised voiceOf yells and screams from a ban.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mental-ninja/577409/ I am the day and you are the nightI am the sun and you are the moonI am the clouds and you are the starsFor you adored I and I adored you.I am the wake and you are the sleepI am the fantasy and you are the dreamI am the white and you are the black For I adored you and you adored I. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mental-ninja/577177/ We blasted TNT with fireAlmost blasting ourselves WE spoke in whispersAmong the disasterTo never try that again. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mental-ninja/576730/ Raindrops fall from the sun.And pure white clouds thatmake way for her song. I used to think that rain aretears that pour from lost souls,A choir of misery's symphony. But this rain, are thetears of her joy and praisethat shower the earthand gleams in the water. An angel's voice. That penetrates thr.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mental-ninja/576343/ Don't be silent any more.Lord, my ears are open forthe whispers that call me and delivers truth into my soul.The words that you speak andbrings peace to my spirit.My God don't be silent any more. You spoke like thunder the day before.And I'll stop the struggle to move forwardBut let you ta.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mental-ninja/575779/ For hours I've tossed and turned sleeping with the sun. Because I fell asleep, I woke to screams and the image of a gun. Fear of your safety shot bullets through my eyes, and I realized I was farther than I know. My eyesight was a blur, expect for the image I saw in the darkness, racing in the back.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mental-ninja/575774/ Sparks fly free into the night reaching for the stars but fading to quickly. Orange, blazes against the moon and I see myself leaning into it. Closer and closer the burning of wood, and it’s producing smoke tangles my throat, then twists the air in my lungs. Farther and farther I lean away. I .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mental-ninja/574832/ Another restless nightleaves me sitting up for the third time. I’m tangled up insidemyself andI find searching in a darkroom, Will only find the dark.But the furniture’s allrearrange and when I turn my head to the rightthe bare floo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mental-ninja/574763/ And all your mind has a storyFor no one to readCause all your pages are invisibleTo no one but me Exposed is your mindThat no one can readCause all your pages are invisibleTo no one but me http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mental-ninja/574761/ One day when I'm dead and goneTheir tears will fall upon theirfaceWhile I lay there still and coldMy spirit lingers unseen anddistantWatching them pray and mournThemselves dryThey say the common wordsThat goes right through my heartNot .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mental-ninja/574759/ The sun rubs against the gray cloudsShedding particles of dust into airFlashing colors into human eyesPraising the Creator of all things in existence,And everything nonexistent Worshiping the wonderful God AlmightyShowing the world a hint of t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mental-ninja/574758/ So when I saw your face I Thought tonight might be all right,I thought tonight I might like to dream,I thought…Your bangs were shorter, they showed your eyesAnd it was niceTo see you jump from side to side Trying to smack a yellow ball with a racket in the unknownDriveway that.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mental-ninja/574377/ And continuously, the daggers stab hard and deep But I fight to keep moving Knowing I will not suffer defeat. And I've seen scars that coat so thick,Becoming impossible to see anySkin. I have fallen hard and unexpected, Lying for hours calling her name. &nb.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mental-ninja/574373/ 1 Day The forecast of my mind is gray And the backside creates perfect affairsWhere this will never happen.My hope in you has abandoned myself and I sink into this feeling,I won’t even bother. I am nothing to you.And in upcoming days when you see my faceI will be nothi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mental-ninja/574370/ I closed my eyes and somehow ended up in a white world.I was standing in the middle, I knew... I was in the middleAll is silent,Nothing is heard.So I opened my mouth to speak a whisper But what I heard wasThe Loudest Thing in the World http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mental-ninja/574364/ The ground that shapes around my shoesDisintegrates into fine gray dust  That tans from the sunAnd grabs at my ankles, taking me in.The sand that molds around my shoesblows into my face and fades awayBecause the wind is too strong andThe surface is weak,This ground is causing me.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mental-ninja/574362/