http://slow.writerscafe.org/Heartful5160 The original writings of author Heartful5160 en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775973798 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15   *Sexual Scenes in the Chapter!!  I know I have said this once, but I'm willing to say it again. I love the holidays! I love them more than anything! And you know what? That one day is finally here! It's Christmas! I adored the smell of the spicy cinnamon floating through the ai.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Heartful5160/1589092/  It's been about three months, since we've moved into this glorious house. It's all beautiful now! All decorated up. All the right pictures in the right places. Everything is in it's place. It definitely doesn't look like someone hoards boxes, anymore. Cleaned and organized. Just like I wanted .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Heartful5160/1589091/  We stopped at Applebee's to grab a bite of lunch, so that we could get ourselves at least to a hotel to stop at and rest. "I'm sorry guys, that I've put you through so much trouble. I've just didn't know when to stop and realize that I've been doing nothing but harm to me and my future," I exp.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Heartful5160/1588196/  From my eyes that caused all the pain in my eyes, from the falling tears, I was too busy doing last night, it was pretty easy to fall asleep last night. With the addition of Darrius tickling my arm, of course. But all I know is that I'm not even going to try to get my lazy bum out of this bed,.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Heartful5160/1586332/ Before me and Darrius went to bed last night, we had a little bit of loving time. A time to explore each other's bodies. A time to feel on each others bodies! So, if you know what I'm talking about, then you should know that we slept really well. But that's great, huh? Yet again, I have school again.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Heartful5160/1586329/   I got home to find my mom and there before me. I mean I wasn't really all that surprised or anything, because that's an everyday thing, you know? I feel like as soon as I walk in, they're going to start running their mouths about everything. From the baby to school to the color of my bab.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Heartful5160/1586325/ Okay, so it's kind of taking Darin too long to get home. Where is he? Why did I forget that I could just fly over and check on him and his whereabouts? When I reach to where he was located, I was devastated! He was being rushed in an ambulance to the hospital. What happened? Oh' my gosh! I'm complet.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Heartful5160/1586284/ Once I let Jessica's parents gather themselves into the living room, I moved myself back up to the front of the living room, once again blocking the view of the television I felt Jessica take a grip onto my hand, "Go on and tell them, babe," she replied."Okay, so the real reason why Jessica wanted m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Heartful5160/1586280/ After Darin instructed my parents to go back into the living room, Darin stood right back in front of the T.V. again. I grabbed onto his hand, for support, "Go on and tell them, babe," I said. "Okay, so the real reason why Jessica wanted me to tell ya'll this was because, she knew that your mar.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Heartful5160/1586278/ Darin showed up to my parents house and my mother offered to take his coat as soon as he walked in, " Here would you like for me to take that coat?" Mrs. Henders asked. 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It was nice not to see that secretary back in there. It was nice to see that she was gone for good and that she wouldn't be bothering my man any longer.    Darin was home, washing up and getting ready to go to my par.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Heartful5160/1586268/ When I closed the file folder, to end that last agreement, I heard my office door creak open. In stepped Ms. Linely. Her body was of course always looking great to me. The way her clothes just hugged her figure, made me want more and more of her, but now that I know that Jessica is looking over me, .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Heartful5160/1586260/ While I'm watching over Darin at work, now I can see why he took what he got the other day. I can't really lie. She's not ugly, she's actually quite attractive. If I was a man, I would probably take it too, without hesitation. I watched her make her way into his office. I was watching her body langu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Heartful5160/1586258/ It was great to see Jessica's pale face in the morning, after Ihad a whole night filled with nightmares about her. I was scared thatshe was never going to see her anymore. In my dream she officiallyleft and never came back. I woke up to a beautiful face and a sweetkiss. So, it was a relief to see he.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Heartful5160/1586257/     I can't really say I walked into the kitchen, but I appeared inthe kitchen to make Darin's coffee. He wouldn't be awake, for aboutanother thirty minutes or so. I thought he would like for me to wakehim up this morning. So, after I fixed the coffee pot up and waited forthe coffee to bre.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Heartful5160/1586253/ After I stepped out of the shower, I put myself into bed, but Ijust couldn't bring myself to go to sleep. Nothing, but thoughts ofJessica going through my head. Wonder if she can see me havingtrouble going to sleep? May be she'll make an appearance. I want tosee her one last time, before the night e.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Heartful5160/1586252/ When Daren got out of the shower he jumped into bed and Icould tell by the tossing and turning in the bed that he was having ahard time sleeping. So, I thought I would pay him a visit, to maybesettle his nerves. I stood at the end of the bed and just stared at him. Itouched the comforter, where his .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Heartful5160/1586251/   I entered the emergency room with fear filling my body. All I waswanting to do was to see Jessica and wrap her in my arms. To knowfor sure that she was safe. To know that she was okay. But at themoment I couldn't do that. I got so impatient on waiting to see her,so I brought myself up to.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Heartful5160/1586244/ Looking down from Heaven, I can feel as though there will be alot of sadness. Maybe not even sadness. A lot of depression. TheirChristmas will now be full of blues. Darin's wishes and dreams ofthe wedding coming to life, will vanish right before his eyes. As, Iwatch the ambulance rush to get my body.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Heartful5160/1586240/  " Are you awake Darin?" Jessica awoke me. " Yeah, I'm awake. Are you?" I asked sarcastically. "Very much awake. We need to get up, so we can get ready for work.Come on, get up," she ordered. I got up, after she did. I left the room, to make our daily coffee.Then I came back upstairs,.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Heartful5160/1586236/  " Are you awake Darin?" I asked Darin, to wake him up. " Yeah, I'm awake. Are you?" he asked sarcastically. "Very much awake. We need to get up, so we can get ready for work.Come on, get up," I ordered. He got up, after I did and I noticed he had left the room to make usour daily cof.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Heartful5160/1586235/ "Darin?" she said, with a low voice. I went and sat on the bedand held her soft hand, " Is it Tuesday?" she asked me. " Yeah. Why?" " Just making sure. Why are you here?" Did she really just ask whyI was here? Now I know she was on something extreme!" Just because you did something so stup.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Heartful5160/1586230/ Sorry for put together words. But enjoy!! http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Heartful5160/1584451/ Sorry for the put together words. But enjoy! http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Heartful5160/1584450/ Words are still placed together...I'm so sorry!! I hope that it don't keep you from reading!! Thank you very much!! http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Heartful5160/1581822/ Before you start reading I don't know why some of the words are put together...sorry!! Please enjoy though...comment if you like!! http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Heartful5160/1581818/ My phone had started ringing after I got out of my nightly shower. I picked it up with hesitation, because Darin was just on the other side of the wall and it's not like I can walk out of the house.Especially with me just getting out of the shower. Just having a towel around me. That wouldn't be a g.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Heartful5160/1581814/  I don't understand why we just can't have a Christmas tree for every room. I mean we have plenty of money! See, her parents gave us what they call, Christmas money. They say spend it wisely.wisely. Wouldn't you say buying a tree for every room is spending the money wisely? I think so. I think .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Heartful5160/1581809/ "Darin, I don't understand why you want the Christmas tree that tall. Our hall isn't even that big," I explained.Me and my future husband were walking down the long strip mall,trying to shop for the perfect Christmas tree, " Because, honey. It would bring more spirit into the holiday," Darin replied.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Heartful5160/1581807/ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Heartful5160/1581801/ Well, we ended up walking out of there with about five bags of toys. You know, I noticed that I'm way different person when I'm around Darrius. He makes me feel like I'm a different girl, but in a good way. He makes me feel good about myself.     While, I was getting all the toys out .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Heartful5160/1580627/ I know you didn't abandon me at all.Yeah, I'm just scarred by all the things I saw. But why didn't you protect me when it happened?Why weren't you there to see it happen?Now, I'm just scared and have no kind of trust.For a lot of men, not just us. How could I ever be afraid of you?We have .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Heartful5160/1571969/ Your warm hand in mine was more than just holding hands.When you told me you loved me I knew you would understand. But honestly, how could I be so blind?Kissing, hugging, and time just flying by.Those were the best moments of our lives. But is it a relationship I would go back and try?Not .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Heartful5160/1571968/  I was suspended for two days, so that gave me time to pack. Even though we weren't moving, until next Friday. So, that gives me three to four days to pack. 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May be I could make it up to my parents for what I did the other night. All the trouble of stressing and pain I put them through. I got out of bed and brushed my teeth with my Colgate toothbrush and toothpaste. I went into the living room and sat next to my mom. My dad w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Heartful5160/1561746/    “Really? You know Renee`, you just can’t seem to stay out of trouble. I’m surprised your mom didn’t bless you with the name trouble, instead of Shontelle. It kinda fits you more,” Jammy stated. “I know and why are you worried anyways?” I a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Heartful5160/1559694/ I walked up to Siarrah’s four door Cadillac. They had every single window down, not that I was complaining any. I got in the car and shut the door and buckled up. I looked back out the window. My parents were standing on the front porch. My mom had her hands placed on her hips. 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