http://slow.writerscafe.org/yvomiki123 The original writings of author yvo miki en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775978388 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 boxes,boxes and more boxes rooms that where once full now empty friends that where once happy now are sad tears are falling as my moving truck drives away saying goodbye is not easy a life I was comfortable with is now gone "what now"i think to myself as I lye in bed now lying on a pillow soked in m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/yvomiki123/1621499/ Darkness is my love!the darkness there always ruling my life.pulling and pushing me.telling me when to be happy and when to be sad .my feelings like a rollercoaster that hardly goes straight.voices that echo in my head.words of people i love haunting me “sometimes i want to kill .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/yvomiki123/1613719/ idk if its considered a song but I tried http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/yvomiki123/1540700/ she sees me tears falling down my face the screaming and shouting saying "do you want me to kill myself because that is what im going to do"I say I cannot live with your drama please stop!!she keeps going and going this drama of hers is making go crazy for she thinks I don't care thatI want her to d.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/yvomiki123/1535082/ am I a freak of nature well it depends on how you see me I like pain..pain makes me feel in control pain lets me escape form the real world my dad used to beat me so it feel normal I like being told what to do..I like the feeling I get from it the tingle that goes down my spin it gives me sadfaction.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/yvomiki123/1535078/ I can feel the darkness closing..for the pain is what I strive for..I know I cannot deal with this darkness that is swallowing me alive the world goes round and round yet my world is in slow motionI hear laughter and see my weak state ,if they do not see it then they ignore it my friends are trying .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/yvomiki123/1535070/ my heart want to love again but my head wont let me my heart does not know love for it has been broken to many times I fall in love to easily and brake fast I let my gard down just to be hurt again my heart is scared I hate that im used to the pain if you saw my heart you would want to give me a new.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/yvomiki123/1534065/ I fall for his trick again http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/yvomiki123/1534058/ no guys on here are like this http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/yvomiki123/1534052/ have you ever though why we say hi hi is a way to be nice also can be a way to be rude hi is a fun word to say as I think of what rhymes with hi hi can be expressed in so many ways it can show your happy or show your sad hi is a simple word that can be made complex hi is more then a greeting its als.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/yvomiki123/1530743/ thanks everyone http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/yvomiki123/1530023/ to put a dent in my depressed state http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/yvomiki123/1529308/ my pain raddles in my body I have tried to blocked the pain with a wall of false hope I can feel the wall falling I hate that am happy one moment then happy the next I hate that I don't have someone to hold me and fill that hole I have in my heart I have done things I regret and wish I could take ba.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/yvomiki123/1529247/ im sorry to worry you I told you im weak you're scared I understand you don't want to lose me I understand ,you're mad because I let the bullies get to me now I know that I am weak when I cant even block their words I hate that y'all careim glad y'all still wanna be my friend I cant see why expecall.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/yvomiki123/1529233/ I don't know how yall love me http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/yvomiki123/1525900/ im freaking out http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/yvomiki123/1525828/ the voices in my head screaming at me to "say something;be mean" I ignore the voices in my head beacause  I know the people who put me down  have their own problems.that they don't  know how it affects me or how it  makes me feeeel! the voices screaming at meee!&nb.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/yvomiki123/1521367/ say something im slowing giving up on life  x2 and feeling so over-whelmed  and I keep falling and falling  im starting to love the pain  sorry I didn't come to you  and I will stay silent til you say something  x3slowly being pulled to darkness say something I slo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/yvomiki123/1521361/ I finelly got relef from some of the stress ive been going through the constent bricking has stopped I no longer have to deal with some of the childish things I had to deal with im thankful to have friends that care and worry about me who even would hurt someone if the need come they are my family I.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/yvomiki123/1518952/ this poem is for my sister that is going through a lot right now http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/yvomiki123/1516343/ I cant breath and im stressing out she is pushing me pushing me to my limnt I cant do this anymore I want to scream and cry im stressing trying to please her in everyway never actually pleasing her I f*****g done I cant fight to please her every second of every day if she pushes any harder im going .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/yvomiki123/1513055/ my friends don't know that I had my first kiss with my girlfriend not to long agoher lips on mine felt right like that's were they belonged the thing is we have not kissed since she has told me not to be to loud when I say im her girlfriend I do not understand its like she don't want people to know .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/yvomiki123/1512986/ she makes me smile and laugh I love her for she is mine her hands against my feels normal people stare but I no longer care what they think she is so beautiful I no longer hold back my love for her ive tried to ignore my feelings but no longer can I get lost in her eyes rhe way they shine makes me w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/yvomiki123/1511079/ this is just some of it I will add more later http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/yvomiki123/1508488/ guys I have been writing this book for five years and deciced to put up what I have I started this in 2010 I have nine chapters so far http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/yvomiki123/1508474/ this makes me happy http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/yvomiki123/1507981/ when I get lonely http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/yvomiki123/1507484/ it wont go away http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/yvomiki123/1507478/ this is how my life feels a lot of the time http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/yvomiki123/1507474/ this goes to a friend that worries about me http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/yvomiki123/1507051/ the way ive been feeling lately http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/yvomiki123/1507022/ setting:duel acadamny dorm caracters:sakurayvoaxelchazz (door bell rings) Yvo:coming(yells at door)(opens door and sees sakura)yvo:(smiles)I didn't expect you...sakura:well...I wanted to ask you something (Axel is peaking behind wall)Yvo:what is it?sakura:we never made it finel ;us being to together.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/yvomiki123/1501730/ setting:chazzs dorm caracters:     yvo               axel               chazz            &.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/yvomiki123/1501284/ the sun sets on bright and sunny day darkness has creeped on us out of the blue laughter has eaten us away we lay in bed talking of wrongs and rights of the past the sun rises the next day we grow sad like a cat with no food stalling for time to smile again the future of smiles and fun awaits down t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/yvomiki123/1500855/ barefooti feel the sand under my feetand the water on my legs calmness flows from my heartand soul my soul has been washed and ispure happyiness is there in myheart he smiles at me while ourhands are bound and intertwined i giggle at his smile becausei cant he.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/yvomiki123/1495261/ love what a thing love is strong love is sweet and undying love can not be broken it is what helps us stay strong love is like a rose beautiful and dangerous if you try to tamper with it love can not be droven away it makes you smile leaves butterflys in you stomice love is never mean it never cares.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/yvomiki123/1493526/ you make me smile ill never forget u if anything happens I know this is new for u but ur sweet and desrve someone like me I worry when u don't take care of ur self it makes me mad to think anyone would mistreat uI am writing this to tell u how I feel I love uI want u happy and love to see u smile my.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/yvomiki123/1489993/ there is something there something lurks I can feel its eyes on me I scream what do u want no answer something lurks I know it I can feel it getting closer I see red eyes looking at me I hear my heart in my head I know its following still lurking in the shadows I need to find help I hear it coming c.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/yvomiki123/1488515/ sweetness is in the air when he is there sweetness is in the air the sweetness cover me from head to toe the rain hitting the window but I still smile because he is there sweetness is in the air what is love without sweetness what is love without a man sweetness comes from within what a day when swe.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/yvomiki123/1488023/ when I see him butterflys get in belly he makes me smile from ear to ear I think he is the one he cares so much for my well being I want his hands holding me I want him to say he loves me he is so easy to talk to he is sweet and loving I never wanna be alone I want him to be mine I think of him day .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/yvomiki123/1486633/ bulled since first grade the freak of the schoolnever hared tell to late the darkness engulfed now I see the light god leading my path helping me through try to kill myself more then once felt like no one cared life is hard but if you don't try then youll never be happy everything happens for a reas.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/yvomiki123/1484596/ darkness is all around me sadness lingers as I rimember death is behind me his body miggled and blood is on my hand I think what have I done the dark me thinks that felt awesome im shaking and smiling at the same time darkness is all around I see me stabing that guy as he begs for his life I laugh a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/yvomiki123/1479782/ I see why people hate me I see im fat I see im ugly but I also see im sweet I see im nice I see what other people cant in other people I see I am weird if don't like me don't look at me I see I am strong minded I never give in there are flows and perfections in me I need help cant you see why you bu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/yvomiki123/1479223/ setting:duel academy's library and chazz's dorm sakura yvoaxelchazzviral axel:come on yvo we are spose to be writing (wave hand in yvo's face)yvo:(staring at a girl sitting in a chair reading a book)oh...umm sorry I got distracted axel:what or who are you staring at yvo:(blushing)umm..I...umm...no o.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/yvomiki123/1478123/ setting:duel academy dorm whats going on:my friend axel just got her soul back and is acting herself againyvo:talk to me axel:(you see the light come back to her eyes)hey yvo you alright  yvo:I am now (hugs axel)yvo:im so happy my friend is back to being herself axel:(smiles)I happy to be back .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/yvomiki123/1478061/ darkness overtakes you darkness emdraces you when you fall making you think it cares you fall under its spell like it is the only thing you cant live without it steals your happiness making you feel like a dead animal it sucks your soul out like a thirsty dog it makes you go crazy and insane making .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/yvomiki123/1477631/ I wake up to the sound of my alarm I get dressed and decide to go to ling's dorm. I knock on his door he is there sooner then I thought he would be. I ask if I can come in and he nods, I notice his eyes are a different color then I go to his frige to look for something to drink and all I see is.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/yvomiki123/1476309/ I wish I had a soulmate im so lonely and pitiful I wish I had a soul mate I'm so lonely and pitiful I feel ugly and unwanted I want love to flow through me and happiness fill my heart I shake when I think I think how lonely life can be I think, "What if I never find my soul mate, what if I'll be lon.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/yvomiki123/1476214/ fate is strong and can make you scared fate only lies with you don't let anyone tell you different the only person who can change our fate is god and us fate is what makes us strong to finish what we start like it says in the bible u sew what you reep your fate is determinded through you http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/yvomiki123/1474995/ Yvo:axel please answer me what's wrong Axel:(stares out into space)Yvo:come on please axel say something you have not eaten in days what's going on Axel:(blinks her eyes and says nothing)Yvo:axel please(starts to cry ) Chaz:what's going on here ?(stares at axel when saying this )Yvo:you .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/yvomiki123/1474427/