http://slow.writerscafe.org/Sexy%20Lexxi The original writings of author AchingAlexandra en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776123308 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 So this is it. This is who I am.A burden. Annoying. A nuisance.No one to turn to.no friends to hold me.alone, in this cycling world.I want to end it all,but can't,I want to break the fall,but can'tHow does one come back from this?How does one break free,of the chains that have encircled me?Dark.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sexy-Lexxi/2159163/ I haven't written poetry in years, but I finally found my one and I wanted to write about it. I love him more than I have ever loved anyone, and I wanted you all to know . Don't be too harsh ? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sexy-Lexxi/1281329/ You told me I was special ,someone you could grow to love ,then you stabbed me in the back ,by picking the other woman .She's probably prettier ,smarter , and kinder ,she probably older ,more experienced and wiser ,she's probably funny ,and more interesting to boot .Whereas I'm nothing ,not importan.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sexy-Lexxi/957705/ Depressing http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sexy-Lexxi/952281/ I'm done with everyone . If you want me , prove it . http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sexy-Lexxi/952246/ I still can't shake this hollow feeling ,that makes my wrist continue bleeding ,my razor's acts as Novocain ,for the pain inside my brain .My heart beat slows but never stops ,it's why I like to smoke these crops ,they make the pain all go away ,for at least another day . http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sexy-Lexxi/948393/ I can't help the pain in my chest , so I'm writing about it . http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sexy-Lexxi/946814/ My heart hurts , and I've been crying for close to 24 hours . I fear I'll never get better . http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sexy-Lexxi/946812/ Kinda stupid , no real train of though . I was bored . :P http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sexy-Lexxi/943049/ BUAHAHAHAHA MASS PRODUCE HEMP http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sexy-Lexxi/939225/ This is what it feels like for girls dating and getting dumped a lot of the time . http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sexy-Lexxi/937291/ I just need to clear my mind . http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sexy-Lexxi/937166/ This has been my torture for the past 2 months . I love him , he loves her , he likes me . http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sexy-Lexxi/920943/ My ex constantly played head games with me , and we only dated for 2 weeks . This is me getting it off my chest and out of my mind , for good . http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sexy-Lexxi/831145/ Oh the feeling , as it goes up your nose . . . Then the familiar taste ,of back drip ,What a rush .Then as it goes ,through my body ,and I slowly ,become happy ,excited , peaceful .Then my body speeds up ,and so does time ,and before I know it ,the sun is rising ,I feel it's sweet ,sweet serenity ,f.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sexy-Lexxi/817206/ If you just opened your eyes ,You'd see I've never been ,who I want to be .If you just felt my skin ,You'd realize ,the lines were deep cuts .If you just asked about my life ,maybe you'd see ,nothing I say matches up .Maybe if you hugged my waist ,You'd feel all the pounds ,That I have lost .If you .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sexy-Lexxi/805266/ Written For Lawrence Hill . http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sexy-Lexxi/797034/ Its your fault . I finally see this . You told me , to stop being so absorbed in my own problems , and pay attention to someone else's for a change . Thank you , Now I can't talk to people . I can't tell them what's wrong . I can't explain , Why I look like I'm crying , without the tears falling . Y.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sexy-Lexxi/794608/ Lol this actually happened . :P http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sexy-Lexxi/790607/ Why is it , I can only let loose and cry ,when no one is near ?And even so ,I keep quite ,but I just want to be able ,to break down and cry in someone's arms .Why can't I trust myself  ,to break down in someones arms .And why is it ,the only guy I've done that to ,has used me ?What did I do wro.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sexy-Lexxi/790324/ I turned my phone off , logged off facebook and my other sites . I just don't want to talk . http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sexy-Lexxi/787555/ I am at war with intruders to my basement . http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sexy-Lexxi/784703/ I cry tears of blood,down my wrist,so it makes me wonder,How I am still alive,for I cry so often . http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sexy-Lexxi/783679/ This is how I feel , and I hope I continue this way . Sorry , but I just can't help it . http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sexy-Lexxi/782227/ This is the story about when my friend raped me . I was 14 and he was 19. I don't care if you read it , but it is going to be explicit . This is completely true with no lie . May be disturbing . http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sexy-Lexxi/780502/      Her fangs dripped with the succulent red blood of corpse in front of her . Her heart raced , face flushing , eyes glowing with the beautiful amber of a feline's . Her third kill of the night and yet , her throat still burned with the lusty thirst she always enjoyed . &n.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sexy-Lexxi/778536/ Why does everyone feel relieved ,when the smile slips back into play ?It's only there to ease your minds ,Because when I smile and mean it ,it isn't on my lips ,it's in my eyes ,and written on my face .So Be deceived with a lie ,and just so you know ,I can see through your lies as well . http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sexy-Lexxi/777927/ Kinda a rap feeling . http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sexy-Lexxi/777887/ I hit my breaking point . Relapsing . Goodbye genuinity , hello depression . http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sexy-Lexxi/759709/ Not really a set topic o.0 My own inner Monologue . http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sexy-Lexxi/754895/ Inspired when I was out for a walk . http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sexy-Lexxi/750983/ All I am , is a wave in the sea , with no land in sight .Alone , Lost , young .So here it comes , the tsunami ,of fear ,loss , pain ,regret .Ocean made up of my tears ,that never stop falling ,the pain ,the never stops hurting .All I really am ,Is a hurt young child ,broken from the inside out ,scar.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sexy-Lexxi/749336/ Am I ?Or am I not ?I have a few symptoms , but they can only be symptoms ,right ?I'm worried ,about what I will do ,what would be best .I'd love it to death ,maybe literally ,I don't know what to do . . .What should I do ,If I'm pregnant ? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sexy-Lexxi/743895/ Glutton or Anorexic . Why can't I be normal for once ? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sexy-Lexxi/739222/ I find it funny when people call me fake . http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sexy-Lexxi/735891/ This goes out to my friend. He is important to me. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sexy-Lexxi/730926/ I can't,I really can't.I can't eat,I can't sleep,I can't breath,I can't live.yet,here I am,continuing on,suffocating,yet living,passing out,yet staying awake,Starving,but not hungry.Why can't I be,a normal girl,with a normal body,a normal mind?Why can't I be,like everyone else?Why am I so ugly,insid.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sexy-Lexxi/727894/ Around, Around, Around we go,the circle of hate comes around again,even though you say we are best of friends,I hear what you say when my back is turned.Around, Around, Around we go,Where this will stop I really don't know,back and forth and back again,we go in circles like an endless chain.Friends .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sexy-Lexxi/726811/ I'm tired,of feeling down,being depressed,hating me life.I'm sick,of being sick,of trying my hardest,not to conform,to the bully,we call society.So I guess,I'll just go without eating,one more day,and I'll go without drinking,one more day,And I will slit my wrist,one more day,I'll do my drugs,one mo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sexy-Lexxi/726798/ How I want to stop,saying the lie,"I'll always be here for you"Because I won't be.I'll cut too deep, take too many,starve too long,cry out,the only water in my body.I love you,All of you,and thank you,for being here,I just hope,That you all, will last longer, and be happier,than I was. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sexy-Lexxi/726796/ What would you do,if I just disappeared?Would you care,Or just keep doing what you do?What would you do,If I just left?Would you care,If I died?What would you do,if I just up and ended my life,Would you even care,enough to go to my funeral?What would you do,if I stopped smiling?Would you even .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sexy-Lexxi/726793/ I'm confused. Tried to write it out. Still confused. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sexy-Lexxi/724100/ He's ignoring me, and I'm crying. What's wrong with me? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sexy-Lexxi/720329/ Started out me getting out frustration on ever guy who's ever done me wrong. Ended up with an ABCB rhyme scheme. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sexy-Lexxi/720319/ Spiral of bad stuff. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sexy-Lexxi/713052/ This is a true story in poem form. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sexy-Lexxi/713000/ This is how I feel about something. I just want my friends smile to be genuine. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sexy-Lexxi/709888/ And here it comes once again,the black hole that swallows me,brings me down,put's it's claws in me,and doesn't let go.Wake me from this hole,save me from drowning,bring me to life,after it's hold killed me... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sexy-Lexxi/709885/ My own version of the chorus. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sexy-Lexxi/701722/ I love you,i wish you knew,how much it was true...You were my friend,I thought you'd be here till the end,my heart will never mend...Now I'm Gone,never again to see dawn,I fly away, graceful as a swan...Goodbye, Farewell,My body rebels,as my soul is torn from it's well...I Loved you like a sister,lo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sexy-Lexxi/701703/