http://slow.writerscafe.org/amandagott The original writings of author amanda gott en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776033774 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 So much left to say, but the words refuse to escape my lips.I want you and only you, and I can't handle this. You make me feel pathetic now,I am growing tired. Of being the only one who cares,but you're all i've ever desired. It's hard for me to explain, cause words just aren't enough. Ever sinc.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/amandagott/584347/ Why do you do this to me, Why do you treat me this way. Yet after all you’ve put me through, I still want you to stay. I know that it’s messed up, And I know it’s wrong. But for some odd reason, You help me stay strong. But now you’ve left me broken, Lost and so confused... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/amandagott/584330/ I don't know what love is, or if I've found it yet. But I imagine it's like a shooting star,a rarity to get.  I wonder what it feels like, are the butterflies real?Or is it just an illusion, something you can't truly feel.  I wonder if it's wonderful, I bet .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/amandagott/583314/ All of my heart - written down, just waiting for you to come around. Back to the place you used to call home, instead of leaving me here alone. The hardest part - the deepest pain, is knowing things will never be the same. Maybe we're better off this way?Those words I can't bring myself to say. I wi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/amandagott/583257/ I close my eyes - I see your face, I remember when you said you wanted space.But this pain is more than I can take, you took my heart and let it break.  Now I'm screaming please come back,'cause I can't keep myself on track. Everything else fades to black, my heart won't survive this attack.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/amandagott/582273/ Facing you no longer, under the cloudy sky we stand, couldn't grow any stronger, kicking and screaming; this got so out of hand.Take back what you said to me, hands no longer entertwined,eternity you promised me, forgotten: it was all a lie. Reckless was our love,even though we tried so hard, ev.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/amandagott/580656/ Torn apart - broken heart, somehow she's right back to the start, everythings falling apart,love it seems; is a dying art.It all happened so quick, he called it quits, alone now she sits, skin growing thick.Back to the basics, its time to face it, there's no way to shake it,the pain - she must take .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/amandagott/580652/ I'm reaching out for help, but nobody will save me. I'm dying on the inside, I'm slowly going crazy.I'm grasping for the hands, that are no longer outstretched.I'm falling into the ocean, of this beautiful mess.I want to take on everyone else's pain, so I won't feel my own. If I focus on everyon.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/amandagott/580650/ Gasping for the breath,that will save me from this death.Choking - barely breathing,blind - no longer seeing.Suffocated by the masses, the wave comes and it crashes.My life - a reckless ship at sea,a ship that's slowly drowning me.There is so much confusion, behind the fake illusion.I can't diff.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/amandagott/580406/ Insomnia will be the death of me.I don't sleep anymore.It's not important.You. You are important.To me.The only thingI care about.You.Bring me back to life.Again.Like I used to be.I was whole.Now I'm broken.Torn. To shreds.Only you.Can save me.Fix me.Take away the pain.Break me.Again.It's a beautifu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/amandagott/580405/ Every memory of you.Comes crawling back.With each word you say.It's hard for me.Easy for you I'm sure.You're unaffected.You always were.That killed me.I wanted to feel your emotion.But it was always hidden.You hid yourself from me.I hear things.They say you lied.You cheated.Did you?I wonder.What wou.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/amandagott/580403/ Heart left scattered on the floor, like so many times before.She thought this time she could be stronger, but she couldn't take the pain any longer.Inside she was crying for someone to save her soul, but the pain increased. and it took it's toll. She told herself it was the only way, to make all t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/amandagott/580370/ I always hid the truth from you, swore I never told a lie.Little did you know, I was dying deep inside. The pain it only worsened,but I never asked for help.I didn't want to hurt you, so I only hurt myself. Call it selfish misery, as I stand here alone.Praying for the answers, that lead me back .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/amandagott/580369/ Deep down I know you’re hurting, deep down I feel your pain. Deep down I know you’re worried, things will never be the same. Deep down you’re scared and lonely, and you just need a friend. Deep down I hope you realize, that I’ll be here ‘till the end. Deep down I&rs.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/amandagott/580364/ Lately I've been crumbling, a sad, tragic little mess. You've seen me at my worst, but you deserve me at my best. I'm trying to pull it all together, so I can make you see.That I'm not always like this, I'm strong when you're with me. Idon't know why I'm so scared, to lose what we have built.I g.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/amandagott/580280/ Inside I want to cry, but the tears refuse to fall.For you I'd give up everything, for you I'd give it all.Just to hear you voice again, to tell me that you love me too.To help me breathe a little easier, that's all you have to do. As much as I want to run to you, deep down I know I can't.I'm br.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/amandagott/580279/ It came unexpectedly. Overwhelming and quick like a thunderclap. One snap and your mind was made up. The rain started to fall as the tears fell from my eyes when you said goodbye. Lightening struck and you were gone. The terrible storm that took you away. You're gone but this dark cloud still follow.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/amandagott/580251/ I’m not strong enough to fight for you, too weak to walk away. I’d have everything I’d ever need, if you just asked me to stay.  But that will never happen, that day will never come. Soon you will be over me, I’ll be just another one. One who wasn’t special, .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/amandagott/580221/ I always gave you the best of me, something you never truly earned. I gave everything to you, this is something I have learned.I've just lost the fight in me, the fight that kept me alive. You've taken what you needed, and left me here to die. I was just a fool for you, in a hopeless love i was .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/amandagott/580207/ I walk down this path alone, searching for a house - a home. I pray for change to come, pray I'm not the only one.The only one who feels this way, who is drowning in this dazzling decay. I don't know how it all became so tragic, I guess we just lost the magic. I feel my self going under, I do.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/amandagott/580199/ Something different; meaningful, these words I spill are my heart. Raw and untamed; they overflow, onto this page. These words form art.The words dance together to form sentences, that express the deepest thoughts of my soul. These sentences come together, and the stanzas take control.The freedo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/amandagott/580197/ All once found has dissapeared without you,nothing's the same; every thing is changing.The promises you made - no longer true,pieces of my heart now rearranging.I'll never be ready for you to leave, I am yours. And I will always be yours.I gave you my all - you only deceived, so now the tears fall a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/amandagott/580192/ The emptinessbehind my words.Hollow.This isn't what I feel.It's a lie.But it's so believable.I'm good.Too good.For my own sake.Health. Well-being.I write the lines of my own tragedy.Suffering more with each sentence.Paranoia. Anxiety.Fear.All on my list.I write my own demise.I.Lie. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/amandagott/580191/ Made of glass, fragile heart. Her world as she knows it, is falling apart.No more happy endings, only sad songs.She paces and she ponders, how things went so wrong.One day she was smiling, the next she lost it all. She built a house of cards, and she watched it fall.The girl made of glass, had.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/amandagott/580176/ Tempted at the touch, longing to feel you to the core. Betrayal lingers on your lips, and all I want is a taste of sin. Decadence sweet like sugar, in the words you speak to me. A lie sealed with a kiss, a sorrow filled remorse. Regret will be my eternity, a fate I can't escape. I drown in my own de.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/amandagott/580174/ Crashing into what we were,all that's left - an empty bottleFilled with words we left unsaid. Moonlight heartbreak, the worst a girl could ever take. I just want to hear your voice again, if only for a minute. Recapture that old feeling in my soul, put the butterflies you used to give mein a jar. An.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/amandagott/580170/