http://slow.writerscafe.org/NewBoy The original writings of author Daniel Whitaker en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776217393 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 True life story http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/NewBoy/1728845/ I laugh,I cry.I stand and wait,Wait for the moment.The moment of new life,Of new choices.I left it behind,Left it in the past.You don't know what it's like,What it's like to be rejected.Lost in mind,In soul, In heart.I needed encouragement,You didn't want it. I'm sorry,I guess. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/NewBoy/1545052/ Sorry for not being able to write more often. I'll try to write more. I hope you enjoy. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/NewBoy/1541439/ My time is up,I have wasted it.Wasted it on false hopes,Wasted on naïve dreams.Should I have used it wisely?Probably.Here my time ends,Here your time begins. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/NewBoy/1504037/ Sorry I haven't posted anything lately. I suffered a major heartbreak over my spring break. Hope you enjoy I guess.... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/NewBoy/1501693/ I just finished this song yesterday. I hope you enjoy it. Please comment on things I should add or take off. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/NewBoy/1495593/ I've been wrong this whole time,You were never the problem.I was,I screwed everything up.I made you try your hardest,And it made you give up.I will never explain why I feel this,But here I go.I fell for you,I didn't know what to do.You don't think I tried,But I did.I gave it my all,You thought I was.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/NewBoy/1495300/ Today's your birthday,I'm sorry I'm not there.I wish you could understand,I had to move.I had no other choice,I will always love you.You and your sister,You both are my kids.I miss you, I want to see you.I can't,I live so far away.Let me explain,I moved because I couldn't handle it.I couldn't t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/NewBoy/1494764/ Just a short motivational poem. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/NewBoy/1492357/ This is how I feel... All of this agony caused by one girl. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/NewBoy/1492356/ What did I do?What did I do to make you sad?Is it something I did?Something I do to make you mad?Right now, I gotta let my pain out.Right now,I gotta to scream and shout.I throw my head in the air,Running like I don't care. Choking on the dark,Trying to escape.To let it out and run away,Fe.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/NewBoy/1491814/ Running everywhere, I am free from care. I am no longer needed, So you toss me aside. You find someone new, You tell them that you love them. I am in the background, Leaving you alone. I am moving on, You moved on. Goodbye, You don't even know I'm here. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/NewBoy/1491549/ Here I am, Standing in the background. Staying invisible, No one sees me. They walk by me, They don't notice. Here I am,  Dying. I am vanishing, Gone. I am no more. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/NewBoy/1491547/ What am I? I am the one who stays in the back. I am hidden from the world. No one cares to look, no one cares to search.  Am I worthless? I am, I can't do anything right.  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/NewBoy/1491343/ You said you loved me, You gave me false hope. I loved you, You tore me down. Here I lay, Brokenhearted. You stopped loving me, I never stopped.  You laugh at me, I let you. You have caused so much pain, This pain is eating away inside. You promised, You said you'll never hurt me. Now you lea.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/NewBoy/1491079/ I have to fight it, This jealousy... I can't stand seeing another guy touch you, Trying to flirt with you. I want to walk over, Wrap my arm around you.  Then punch him, Prove that you're mine.  But I stay back, You hate this jealousy. I hate myself, I guess I'm a terrible boyfriend. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/NewBoy/1489524/ You have gone through tough times, You have been hurt. You have watched some terrible things, I want you to know that you are an amazing person. You make me want to change, I have seen you happy, I have seen you sad. You told me you testimony, Now here's my life story. I have been through the same .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/NewBoy/1489125/ I run after you, I run after the dream of happiness. But keep missing, Missing by so much. I've been ignored, Tossed aside.  Now you too? When will I be happy? I guess I missed my chance, My chance to have your love.  You know I fell for you, You know how deep in love I am.  But why .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/NewBoy/1488665/ Racked with guilt, I shudder with pain. I feel the icy wind, Chilling my back. I cry tears of glass, But I'm alone. The forest of my heart, It moans brokenness.  You stand there, A torch in your hand. You burn down the forest, You left me for dead. Here I am... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/NewBoy/1488655/ Week after week, You still won't speak. You won't even laugh or cry, As you walk on by. You lock in your emotions, You fake perfection. You won't let anyone in, How can you expect to win? These are the words I say, Right before the next day. These words I speak,  I speak when I look into the m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/NewBoy/1488611/ "Come and see what God has done, how awesome his works in man's behalf! He turned the sea into dryland, they passed through the waters on foot; come, let us rejoice in him" Psalm 66:5-6  Today I really need God, I feel so helpless right now. So I took up my bible today, I haven't read it a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/NewBoy/1487525/ I can feel it in my veins, Showing the true side of me.  All this hatred and anger burning inside, Burning inside of me. The demon inside, Full of deceit. Whispering dark things, Evil things.  They burn my ears, They eat away at my heart. Making my emotions boil, BANG!! All gone...  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/NewBoy/1487287/ I see my kids, I hear laughter. The laughter stops, A gun shot goes off. The birds scatter, I run to the kids. I see a van driving off, I hear my daughter's voice.  Screaming, "Daddy save me, Daddy help Ashton." I try to run to her, The man drives off with my daughter. I run after it,  I'.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/NewBoy/1486872/   Today in the world it is hip to "do drugs, smoke, or drink." It really isn't. Look at all the people today that do drugs, smoke or drink. You have the people who die from overdose, or they are so high that they kill themselves. People who smoke end up getting lung cancer, or have a hole in th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/NewBoy/1486792/ It's burning away inside, Trying to escape. All of my secrets, All of my secrets. I get up every morning, The world seems boring.  I walk to the mirror,   I start screaming. Looking at this face, Looking at this face.  In this dreary world, All I see is pain. So many regrets, .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/NewBoy/1486757/ A man is what everyone wants and sees in me. I don't know what to do. I am not a man. I am not perfect like everyone thinks. I am not smart, or handsome, or even talented. They all want me to be something else. Why can't I be me? I can't because I'll let everyone down. The image they made for me is.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/NewBoy/1486743/ Here I am. A fourteen year old boy. I have gone through things that most people can't imagine. My name is Daniel. My life has been turned upside down. I have been heartbroken, beat, cut, and abused. I really don't tell anyone about myself; I hide my feelings and threw them aside. Now I play to let .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/NewBoy/1486553/ I see the darkness. I see the pain. I see the rage. It's inside me. I can't let it out.  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/NewBoy/1486248/ What am I? A new shiny toy with a defect? Everyone says " I expected more from you." Stop pushing all your disappointment on me. No one knows the real me. When I want to end my pain. Everyone thinks I'm a disappointment. Those are MY FEELINGS!!! I can't talk to anyone about it. It's all about them... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/NewBoy/1486084/ Deep in the black. There is no happiness or gladness. There is no light. Learning to deal is the best thing I can do. Why me? I ask myself this everyday. Why am I like this? I don't even know who I am. How have I let this become me? I try to fight and fight. Nothing left to do. I have lost all ener.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/NewBoy/1485892/ Never doing anything right. So why stand and fight? Just let the darkness consume me. Filling my soul with a black sea. A sea caused by hatred, pain, suffering. A sea of no light, full of darkness. So what's the point of trying? Aren't  you tired of fighting, of stalling the agony? Feeling so d.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/NewBoy/1485887/ [Verse 1]   Beating him at his game      trying to make him pay.     For all the hitting and the screams. [Chorus]    You know I'm running away,       running away from his yelling.              .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/NewBoy/1485885/ I was thrown. I was broken. I was hurt and ripped. Can I come back from this? Can I find happiness? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/NewBoy/1485721/ You are the only one I love. The one I wish to see for the rest of my life. The one I want to be close to. I need you and I love you. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/NewBoy/1485202/ Thrown, broken, torn, and cut, This is the world we live in today. Being kicked on the side,  Left for someone else to pick up. I stand and fight,  But the anger and pain is to much. I run, faster and faster, The darkness swarms around me. Can I get through this,  Can I be rid of thi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/NewBoy/1485192/ Love. That one word men and women having been fight after for the ages. The word that can level mountains and calm seas. A word that can bring a man on his knees for mercy. Something every one wants, but so few find the true meaning of it. This one word means so much more then any one could ever kn.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/NewBoy/1485189/ A short poem of heart ache. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/NewBoy/1485183/