http://slow.writerscafe.org/ashleywine99 The original writings of author ashleymarie en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776027409 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Tired of being bullied. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleywine99/1547510/ An adolescent female keeps finding herself in a hole that is getting deeper and deeper. She needs some type of distraction to take her mind away from reality... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleywine99/1519104/ One more shoveAnd I'll fallAnd when I fallI'll fall hardI'm falling apartLimb by limbInternal organsDecayingAnd you have brought me to my kneesYou can hear my pleasCrying 'save me'As of now I'm being burried aliveOne after anotherPacking on dirt with a shovelSuffocating meYou are the only one w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleywine99/1517780/ I feel heavyI feel weakI feel hopelessI feel meekAnd you Just bring me downBring me down to rubble on the groundAnd youHow do you feel nowDo you feel so accomplished and proudNow I feel lonesome I feel weakI feel hopeless I can't speakYouJust bring me downBring me down to rubble on th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleywine99/1517769/ OneTwo ThreeWe meetOne TwoThreeWe hold each otherOne Two ThreeWe kissOne TwoThreeWe loveThreeTwo OneYou're gone. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleywine99/1502246/ You can hate me todayYou can hate me tomorrowBut who the hell is going to dig you out of that hole?Who is going to be there when days get dark?Who is going to be there when no one else is?Who is going to be there to stand up for you when everyone is beating you down?I will.So go ahead.Hate me todayH.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleywine99/1502243/ You callWe speakI hear youBut I'm not listeningYou leaveAnd we don't speak againI miss youBut I'm not exactly dyingThe truth isI heard youI always listenedI miss youI have a soul that is now slowly and painfully dyingAll because you leftKnowing now that it was all my faultThat I built up my wallI st.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleywine99/1502242/ She sits there ponderingWhat is she pondering?She seems stressedWhat is stressing her?She is worriedWhat is worrying her?I want to help.I sit on the bench ponderingPondering if he's worth itI can't help but stressStressing because I want him in my lifeI'm so worriedWorried that he will soon give up .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleywine99/1502237/ Not one thought in the sky will ever cloud my mindNot one dream in the night will ever change my futureNot one opinion will ever make my decisionNot one drop in the rain will weigh heavy on my heartNot one soul in this world will ever kill my loveNot one. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleywine99/1502236/ When you realizeThat you were nothing from the startWhen you realizeThat this life is nothing you wantWhen you realizeThat you will never belongWhen you realizeThat no one loved you all alongHe'll be there to hold your heartYou are completely aware that he has been the missing pa.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleywine99/1500088/ How it used to be. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleywine99/1500085/ Breathe inIt's this depressionIt has me obsessing Breathe outI've been struck with doubtI try to scream and shout. And nothing comes outInhaleBody so frailFace is nothing but paleExhaleI need to bailGet away from this rotting jailOne step aheadThe air has become deadCannot seem to get these dam.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleywine99/1499210/ The air is moistThere is a sticky slime on the cinder block wallsTallies are carved in themThere are chains drilled into themWindows do not seem to existAnd then you realizeYou're trapped in your own dungeonYou're are completely aloneExcept for the demons there to haunt youTo survive you have fend t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleywine99/1497928/ First visit http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleywine99/1497920/ My little sis http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleywine99/1497916/ Clearly through my eyes I seeThe prettiest skies above meClearly through my eyes I seeThe vivid green grass below meClearly through my eyes I seeThe beautiful souls in front of meClearly through my eyes I seeThe lies you feed meClearly through my eyes I seeThat you don't care about meClearly through.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleywine99/1497914/ You have been consumed    I am no longer doomedYou feel like you're dying    I feel like I'm flyingYou have no clue who you want to be    I'm finally freeYou feel the need to change yourself    I am not stuck on your display shelfYou cannot block out the strif.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleywine99/1495283/ Walking down this road aloneBegging for some place that feels like homeWanting a place to stayInstead I'm building up my walls that will decayThey will just come crumbling downNowhere is safe nor soundBecause I'm walking down this road aloneBegging for a place to feel like home http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleywine99/1495281/ She's lyingDoes she think I'm stupid?I know she's not cleanGod, now she's cryingSeriously? She's the one who walked outShe hasn't even apologizedI'm trying to hide the pain in my voiceShe doesn't even know meShe keeps playing these mind gamesYet again, I feel the need to believe herBut she's lyingI'.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleywine99/1495254/ She sits thereAlmost like she's waiting for somethingPeople pass byTheir attention is drawn towards herShe can feel the judgment in their eyesAlthough she never looks up.She's a loner.An outcast.Not many are willing to be caught with herBut she doesn't know any differentShe remains contentOn the out.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleywine99/1495251/ For the first time in a long time. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleywine99/1494282/ Feeling lost sometimes. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleywine99/1493291/ If I could be anyoneAnyone under the sunI would be in fresh skinI wouldn't be anyone who has beenI'd be a new creationNothing that would cause damnationPeople would look up to mePeople would actually love meBut I didn't get to choose my cards from the deckSo I got a s****y hand. Now I'm a wreckI hav.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleywine99/1493094/ The snow may lie on the groundAs if I could sit here and lay- No words, no soundNo worriesNo need to hurryBut for some reason, I cannot enjoy the given silenceIt's like my peace has been trapped in some odd fenceI attempt to escapeBut it seems to be my fateI can't run, nor hideI can't pretend to own.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleywine99/1493089/ He stole my heart    He tore it apartHe let me in     He locked me in a pinHe danced around the truth     He hid the proofHe constantly lied     But for some reason he still triedLeaving was a must      All he had was lustI left&n.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleywine99/1492931/ I come to in a cold sweatMy body is wetNot just wet, but soakedMy throat is tight. I feel as if I've been choked I realize I'm lying in a puddleThis unknown situation quickly becomes a muddleI try to moveBut there is something on my ankle that I cannot removeA chainI begin to strainI need to get out.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleywine99/1492499/ Fake. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleywine99/1492487/ When something is way too good to be true. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleywine99/1492486/ Judged by so many others. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleywine99/1492485/ Life is a dedicationBut I just need a vacationI'm tired of living under these conditionsI'm just another additionTo the uselessWe are all imperviousWe are the misfitsWe are the people that no one getsWe only have each otherAnd no otherWe are not afraidBecause our souls are decayedWe don't careWe don.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleywine99/1491953/ I cut my hairI cut my thighsI do not careI do not lieI live my lifeI live and I'll dieI wallow in strifeI wallow and cryI sit in bedI get highI don't know what's aheadI don't want to say goodbyeI know that my time will comeI just wish I knew when and why. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleywine99/1491456/ Imagine if there were no stars in the skyIf we would all fall over and dieImagine if the world blew into flamesIf we all were to blameImagine if Our lives were all liesIf we couldn't look each other in the eyesImagine if we all stopped breathing at the same timeIf life didn't even cost a dimeWhat th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleywine99/1491452/ How's your ego?Yeah, we know. We know.*Cough, cough*Hinting you to f**k offYou've got your priorities set straightWe can tell by the way you locked us in a crateWe realize that it's not us that's importantGod damn it. We just can't.It's your f*****g cocaineDamn. What a shame.Thanks mom, we appreciat.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleywine99/1491029/ Reality strikes me everyday. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleywine99/1490935/ We haven't spoke since last Christmas. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleywine99/1490883/ When you make a mistake and cannot take it back. You just want some type of distraction. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleywine99/1490872/ Ah, to breath in this airIt's nothing to compareTo the death it could have beenLying there underground in a binWaiting to disintegrateI'd just be beetle baitI walk the moonFloating like a helium filled balloonSo dazed outNothing to worry aboutIt's all good But then I drop. No, it's not all good, We'.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleywine99/1490864/ Done. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleywine99/1490654/ Done with hypocrites. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleywine99/1490539/ Think about this world and the people we surround ourselves with. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleywine99/1490526/ When things are made out to be small, and then it changes everything. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleywine99/1490339/ At some point in time...You just give up with some everlasting issues. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleywine99/1490331/ Nothing important. Not a necessity. Just a want. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleywine99/1490316/ You realize what you've been doing for all these years. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleywine99/1490301/ Knowing there is no coming back. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleywine99/1490300/ Passing on by like a tumbleweedIn a life where no one succeeds But when you really think about itWhen is it time to quitTo throw in the ragGod, life is such a dragPeople tell you that they love youYou ask 'But do you?'We tend to tune things outBecause we are drenched in doubtWhen we really shou.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleywine99/1490026/ Don't go to school. Don't want to go to work. Don't want to get up at all. I don't even care. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleywine99/1489958/ Pure loneliness http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleywine99/1489806/ You don't quite grasp the concept of what you have. 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