http://slow.writerscafe.org/RichHell The original writings of author Richard Helbert en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776031775 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 that feeling you get when you look across a roomand see someone whose lightis blindingand drowns out all things around ityou know without ever saying a wordthat this person must have something to sayyour are drawn to them like a magnet to ironand yet you knowyou will never speakthey are much too bri.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RichHell/1493286/ i hear and listen closely but cannot always understand to what is being saidconfusion overwhelms meleaving me no choicebut to trust in fateleaving caution to the windno safety netsink or swimfly or falland if my faith and trust are wrongthan at least i triedand will have to facethe darknessand feel .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RichHell/1493282/ the ocean air cool relief in an otherwise hellish infernoi thought backto a simpler timewhen days and days could passwithout any thoughtsof doomi looked out and upat the bright fullnessof the moonand it made me thinkof a womansoft and suppleand radiaiting a softbut powerful lightthe waves crashed in.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RichHell/1487728/ i often think of days gone byand they make me smilesometimes i get confusedso long agoso many bright magical daysbut they never lastand in the end i start to wonderif it all was just a dreamsome kind of real mindfuckmy brains way of copingwith the state of thingstrying to maintainin a mad, mad, worl.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RichHell/1487232/ it was lovein its purest formlike the most powerful drugcoursing through my veinsleaving me unable to functionhigher than i have ever beenthen in an instant it was gonenothing left but painunimaginable withdrawssucking what is left of my soulinto the darknessloss and regret  my only friendsthe .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RichHell/1487230/ The feel of the cold windit is the one thing alivein a time of deathit refreshes and rebootsthe soulTo be truly cold is to be aliveit reflects life in all its glorysimple and sweet and purecold and painful so uncompromisingand that is something worthy of respectreal and raw and beautifulits power is.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RichHell/1487066/ i dreamed a dream that set me free, it released the pain and the hurt, it all seemed so real, so sincere, until I woke up.It made me realize that reality,is not much different than a dream,except that the escape of waking,is not an option.The only escape we have is sleep,Just a temporary interlude,o.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RichHell/1487062/ what do you do when your time is up,the empty sound of a once full cup,when all hope is lost, much to late to think, at what cost,want and desire has turned to regret,the only goal is to try and forget,free your mind and your a*s will follow,the beat of the heart has turned so damn hollow,is there a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RichHell/1486845/ last night we celebrated-today i hide from the world,trying to maintain some kind of sanity.the beautiful people, they smile and laughnot a care in the world,so consumed by their own existence,and why not-they have all they desire.at times i envy this,but then at times its so painfully clear,that th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RichHell/1486819/ thinking of a moonlit night those pale blue eyes that shine so brightmy darling girl has gone awayand im left without the words to sayso instead i close my eyes to praylord bring her back or just take me awaymere words cannot describe my helli yearn for her beautiful voice,her smile, her smell the t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RichHell/1486585/ Lost alone on the edge of the abyss,the darkness surrounds me,leaving me feeling utterly alone,hard to breathe,chest as tight as a drum,and as hard as a rock,maybe death would be better,at least eternal,but ill give it one more shot,tommorow is a new day,maybe my luck will change,and if not i always.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RichHell/1486584/ a love so strong, so intense, so real,lost not knowing which way to feel,the darkest most lonley place to be.i wish one word could change it all.lift the despair and defeat,will there ever be sanity again.or will it be a steady fall,to the depths of hopelessness, its so easy to just sinkand try to f.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RichHell/1486582/