http://slow.writerscafe.org/Kennedy18 The original writings of author Kennedy en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776053323 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 You think you know it all well honey think again. take a look around you see all the emptiness in your heart, the cold hard looks of those around you. they all tell you you're a failure that you'll never be good at anything. well darling the truth is not everything is about you so move on. time flie.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kennedy18/1162997/ you've been called a screw up, worthless and an attention w***e when all you've ever wanted was to be loved by the ones who've rejected you. cherished by the ones who've put you down and accepted by those who think they are better than you so you hang your head and hide your tears. you cut your wris.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kennedy18/1159572/ The nights may be cold and dark but what makes it worse is the lies you've told. The lies that are so black they stain the very heart of your lover. A lover with whom you've danced and sang a rythmatic song of death. The end is near but don't worry your lover wont be going with you for she is headed.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kennedy18/1150371/ I look at you with pure hatred feeling for the first time in a long time I embrace it with open arms, knowing soon that blade will be etching an eternal picture in my flesh. loving how it feels to have real emotions after so many years I lash out with all the bitterness I have kept so close to my he.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kennedy18/776732/ I see the sun shine bright when it should storm. I see the light in your eyes thinking I wonder who had caused the storm in the first place. I remember the time we spent on the beach just enjoying each others company. and I will remember the times we will have in the dark of night with the lights of.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kennedy18/655626/ As I sit here and cry images of you flash before my eyesI cant get you off my mind no matter how hard I tryyou just keep bringing those same tears flowing down my faceit doesnt help to be bleeding and it doesnt help the open wounds left by you on my heart so now I have bloody tears flowing down my f.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kennedy18/646758/ I sit in my room thinking about my past mistakes wishing I wouldnt have made this choice to leave him knowing it hurt us both I look at him and wonder why I wanted to ever give it up he is so sweet and I should never have let him go http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kennedy18/644075/ When the wind blows and the sun shines I know its time to let my love go and share my heart with you but I wont force you because I know its not right and it may just allow you the power to hurt me so I stand on this breezy cliff looking out at the ocean not knowing what to do as your face play.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kennedy18/641545/ i sit on the inner corner if my bed, head leaning against my bed post, staring off into space as silent tears roll down my face staining my shirt, as i think to myself, why me? why am i the one pegged to be the so called "screw up" when i haven't done anything wrong? as i think this i double over as.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kennedy18/640887/ This day is the sadest of them all. Today is the day you left me to be with the one you love the most no matter how much I love you and miss you I know your happy but I cant help but miss you every day and every night when I feel the light breeze carrasses my cheek I fight my tears knowing you would.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kennedy18/628676/ Tonight before I lay my head down to sleep I look up at you and smiles hoping to make you happy in anyway I can but I am not sure if you will except me or not so I will sit here and wait till the time comes and we can finally be one in the world no matter how cold it gets we cant let it to our souls.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kennedy18/628675/ Tonight is the night we need to fight but instead the weight of the world rests on our shoulders, not knowing what to do, we take that blade and slide it down our wrists needing some kind of release, we watch, entranced, as the essence of our being flows in streams down our arms, pooling on the floo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kennedy18/625595/ we sit in the cold darkness of our rooms, knees pulled to our chest, arms wrapped around our knees and our heads burried in our arms, tears flow down our face as shoulder racking sobs over take us both, our thoughts race and jump about, trying to find a solution to ridding ourselves of this pain, we.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kennedy18/625035/ I sit at one end of that table looking at her wondering how her life is so different from mine so I take that chance and talk to her seeing for the first time she isnt the same she is worse. her pain over takes her at night when she lays in bed thinking about what was and what might have been. how s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kennedy18/622790/ I lay back in this bed slowly being consumed by this fire slow and deadly blazing bright you ignore my plea but thats ok my cries will soon die and from the eyes of a lover no one will know my sorrow on this earth till the day we all get consumed by that fire. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kennedy18/617597/ I sit here and cry beggin to be forgived and I feel so ashamed that I made him cry I knew that name had a very special meanin to him but no I had to be mean so now I sit back and let those sorrow filled tears roll down my cheeck untill the moment he comes on and tells me everything is ok and that he.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kennedy18/612218/ I look in your eyes and see a lonely soul needing to have some comfort I look at you and see a broken man in need of love forever searching and never finding you come across all these women and yet no one stands out till that day and you just know your searching has finally ended cause she is the on.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kennedy18/609334/ As I lay here in your arms and listen to your heart beat I find peace and close my eyes never wanting it to end even though I know our time like this is only brief I will always cherish it will all my heart so I close my eyes and let your arms surround me in this moment of peace http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kennedy18/609305/ I stand there listing to her harsh words as they ring through my ears. I think to my self of the consequences of stabbing her till all of this hatred has seeped out of me but I change my mind only because I know the pandemonium my actions will cause so I sit back and let that cold steel slice throug.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kennedy18/603558/ Her lonely soul soon shall break over her lovers wounded body, she stands praying for her soul to shatter so she can join him in that other world and finally be at peace with this weeping world. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kennedy18/598714/ I wear a mask. Some days its happy others bored but when the days come I no longer wear that mask. And those who have been around to many masks wonder what my problem is because I no longer talk or look happy so I wear that same mask. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kennedy18/597882/ You are my love and no one will change that, like my love for you will never end. Love cant be taken freely it has to be given. and when love is true nothing will come between it. and you my love have my heart in your hands forever. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kennedy18/597880/ I am lonely when your not around to hold me close, to tell me everything will be ok. Lonely without your whisper in my ear saying you love me. Its always lonely this time of year, http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kennedy18/597875/ I am going to drop this fake smiles and the false since of happiness so they can see what I have become from all of their lies and broken promises. I am going to be with the one I love even if they dont approve its not their chose its mine. I am going to try and show them how much better than them I.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kennedy18/592480/ Love is like poison so deadly and tempting, like you love will soon kill me but I dont push  you away. but instead I take in this poison that is love and share it with you...and one day we shall all know the deadly temptation of love I just hope it doesnt kill us all. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kennedy18/589056/ I sit here and hear her words denying me the only thing I have asked for. My tears slowly slide down my cheek and look away, as to hide my pain and suffering. My heart ache at the agony of the pain she has caused from the new wounds she has inflicted on my heart, as more scars appear that I know wil.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kennedy18/584894/ I watch from afar while the sun is shining in your eyes setting the aglow...I watch as the wind makes your shirt wave like waves in the ocean. I smile to myself while my hair dances with the wind out in this open meadow where only happiness lives. no gloom or sarrow is here in this moment of sushine.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kennedy18/584885/ As I lay in your arms tonight I take comfort in the sweet delight. You say your happy but I know it may not last wishing to comfort you I wont say good night, this one night I want you to have some happy delight. Your smile is tender it makes me weak but what gets me most is the torment I cause.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kennedy18/584748/ I walked through hell, I walked through a million miles of fire. To be by your side, but all you do is use harsh words and I am consumed by that fire...now all thats left of me is the hatred fire you left burning http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kennedy18/584646/ The world can be seen through the eyes of a child so innocent and pure. The world to them is colorful and bright but in my eyes the world is cold, bitter and gray. Its only this way because I have seen it for what it truely is, its cruel to the kind of hearts. But if your eyes are pure and your.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kennedy18/584191/ You sit by me motionless like a statue, your face looks like an emotional storm in the bright of day. You lay motionless in that bed you made its like your closing off to this world. As the world moves on you stand motionless like a stone...I watch you and I see your tormented eyes and then I realiz.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kennedy18/584181/ I want to walk through the rain so no one can see my tears I want to scream in a storm so no one knows my fears... as the time goes by the pain inside grows and over powers me so I scream and cry while its storming outside and one day I hope the pain will subside so I can be revived from this storm .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kennedy18/584174/ My heart is aching from the loss of you. The loss of your gentle voice on the wind whispering words soft and sweet. Aching from the silence that is here in my head. Aching from the pain you caised by those 5 little words you last spoke. Aching from the knowledge I dont have. Aching from the knowledg.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kennedy18/583716/ You are always hiding from me and the world. Hiding behind walls of thoughtlessness and distraction. Hiding in books or in the woods, ignoring everyones calls begging you to come out of hiding. But you refuse hiding gets you nowhere but lost in this world. Hiding from your fears will only cause pain.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kennedy18/583709/ Addicted to the painAddicted to the bladeAddicted to the scarsThat will never fadeAddicted to the cutsAddicted to the bloodAddicted to the one thingThat consumes all my loveTaste my painFeel my tearsbecome addictedAnd taste my fearsTaste what i tasteFeel what i feelBecome addictedAnd you'll know tha.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kennedy18/583489/ My mind is numbing, numbing from the pain of not being in your arms. My mind is numbing because no one cares to ask how my day was, numbing from the loss of your voice in my ear calling me home where I belong. Your mind is numbing and you cant hide it from me. So I try and ease your thoughts by gent.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kennedy18/583313/ losing my love http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kennedy18/583206/ sad http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kennedy18/583201/