http://slow.writerscafe.org/kenzieann8299 The original writings of author K.M en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776006178 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 It's currently 1:00 AMAnd I cannot sleepIt was Thursday two hours agoAnd five hours before that you broke my heartYou know it's crazyHow much 130.1 miles can change a personI've been so worried about us latelySince you left, life's hardly had any purposeYou were gone for four daysAnd in that time yo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kenzieann8299/1924066/ The more I think about it The more it hurtsI just wish I could have been your firstBut he took that from meAnd you don't understand how much that hurtsHe used youAnd in a way he used me tooIt makes me so sadThat's why I was crying last nightBecause when I said I wish he had never happened .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kenzieann8299/1908796/ I hope you are happy nowThe only person I love in this world is going to leave meNow my sleeve is going to own a collection of bloodstains that all start with the first letter in your name...ZAnd I can already see the look on his face when I tell him the terrible newsThat whole afternoon was a mixtu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kenzieann8299/1868345/ Picking at pillow casesI think I have taken all this too farNaturally moving to darker placesWhile you are crying in your carI am starting to tire of thisSeems as if we are all missing somethingOur minds frequently turn to common illnessConsistent in consistently overthinking everythingAren't we all.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kenzieann8299/1862586/ All I can think about is SeptemberNever thought my life would come to thisSitting in class is all I rememberInnocence is something I've come to missThey said I needed a change of scenery Feeling as if my mind were more in touchNothing there ever meant anything to meI didn't think I'd lose this .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kenzieann8299/1862580/ Tonight I went out and sat in a lawn chairAnd while I sat there looking at the starsI thought about youI thought about what we used to beAnd it hurtBecause I lost youAnd you forgot about me http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kenzieann8299/1846955/ I know I'm still youngBut I know what love isAnd if this isn't loveI don't know what is http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kenzieann8299/1841430/ You might not know this...But your words hurtThey cut me so deeplyJust like a razorThat day that you called meI wanted to dieI am so sick and tiredOf being a disappointment in your eyesEverything I do...Just isn't good enough And I'm spentI'm done worrying myself into oblivionBecause no matter .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kenzieann8299/1841429/ Last nightWas the first night I ever really felt alive As your lips touched mineI came back to lifeAnd all that s**t I called reality became irrelevantBecause in that moment it was just usNobody elseAnd while you lied on top of meShirtless, skin on skinI was breathing in your breathYou felt so .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kenzieann8299/1841422/ The hours go by so fastGetting closer to that dayThe tragic day when I go awayAnd I really want this moment to lastSometimes I wish I was a bad girlBecause being good is so hardI give up so much in the momentAnd I take things to farSo please forgive me when I'm goneBecause my heart won't be whole fo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kenzieann8299/1778196/ You told me you would never leave meAnd I don't know why I believed youYou promised and said you needed me...But why in the hell did I need you?The day that you leftYou didn't even say goodbyeYou said you wouldn't goThat was a lieAnd I promised myself I wouldn't cryNot this timeThat one night T.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kenzieann8299/1775171/ Today, you met me by the greenhouseI wasn't sure if you'd really comeBut you did...And as we walkedI saw those guys sitting on top of their carIn lawn chairsAnd I thought about how I was raised wildWishing I was tameBut I'm as wild as they comeAnd you are as free as the stars http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kenzieann8299/1768702/ Just like a wildfireI burn everyone in my path http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kenzieann8299/1768698/ Your green eyes, are so beautiful in comparison to mineThe first time I saw you...I thought I was loosing my mindBecause I had never seen someone that beautiful in my lifeI could have only dreamed that our lips would intertwine...But you made my dreams come true last nightBecause that kiss that you .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kenzieann8299/1767432/ The morning your pen died...I gave you mineBecause I knew that whenever you used it...You would think about me...And I think that sounds just fine http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kenzieann8299/1766741/ It doesn't matter where I go...Because your heart is in your chestAnd your heart is where I belongNow I travel like a gypsyAnd cry like a riverBecause I lost the only thing that made sense in this worldAnd that thing is youThe only reason why I haven't gone insaneThe rock that keeps me steadyThe oxy.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kenzieann8299/1760781/ It's really hard to breatheWith a broken heart beat http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kenzieann8299/1751086/ I tried a little bit too hard...And you didn't try at all http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kenzieann8299/1751082/ I hope you will still love love me...Even when all the petals fall off our roses...The roses we planted together last summer http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kenzieann8299/1751077/ You know those nights...When you are so lonely, you want to cryYou lay in bed...And turn on a light...So you have something, anythingTo keep you company Because who can you call at two in the morning?It is not like anyone would care to listen...They never doSo there is a ninety nine percent cha.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kenzieann8299/1747121/ I thought you'd be the one to set me freeBut you put me in a cage with broken wingsAnd I was stupid enough to believeThat you knew where my happiness would beBut nowI know why the caged bird won't singDon't worry little bird, soon your bones will hardenYou'll become weaker, and fall on the cage floo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kenzieann8299/1739565/ I cried that night, when you told me you were going away...So that's why I was so happyAnd when you told me over the phone, that you stayed just for me...You made my whole week http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kenzieann8299/1737121/ Silence...He judgmentally looks me up and down...Then shakes his headBut you know...I bet he would be nicer to me if I told him that last night I was wishing I was deadI almost put a bullet through my head...But I closed my eyes insteadAnd I went to bed http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kenzieann8299/1737119/ I don't know if I'll be okay...Because it hurts being without you for a dayAnd please don't even get me started about that date...Because letting you go with her was one of my worst mistakes http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kenzieann8299/1737118/ As I sit here in darknessWith my back against the wallI think about you, and I think about that call...And while I wait there innocently, my insecurities comes to meAnd instantly I feel your sympathy http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kenzieann8299/1737116/ You fractured my bones, and shattered my soulWith six words"I do not need you anymore" http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kenzieann8299/1735830/ You tell me I am strong...But I'm about as strong as a toothpick, trying to hold up a bag of bricksMy body is breaking under all of this weightI am going to suffocateAnd if you don't catch me...It will be too late http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kenzieann8299/1735827/ If I was 21 today...I would surely become an alcoholic...And drink my pain away http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kenzieann8299/1735825/ I hope you never find out...And I hope you never know...I broke that promise I made to you, a long time agoI thought I could keep it...But depression won againAnd I wish you could understand why this is happening...It's not because of you or my familyIt is just because of me The way I was made,.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kenzieann8299/1735095/ You told me that you would teach me how to swimBut you lied...And pushed me off the deep end http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kenzieann8299/1735092/ All those mirrors I used to seeThose...Well they all broke when you left me http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kenzieann8299/1735089/ If your bones are strong, they shouldn't be brokenIf your lips are loose, words shouldn't be spokenAnd when I fall asleep, I will never be wokenAll because of that one kiss that was stolen...And I swear I will never forget that day http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kenzieann8299/1735087/ I keep trying to forget you...But every time I try, my mind reminds me of the way you kissed me...And then my heart starts missing you http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kenzieann8299/1734761/ I thought everything would be fine...But nothing that involves me is fine http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kenzieann8299/1734755/ I wish I would have told you sooner...But your voice was the soundtrack to my summer...And it's been the best one yet http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kenzieann8299/1734752/ I push away everyone that loves meSometimes I cry myself to sleepAnd I have a hard time eatingYou know...Sometimes the pain from just being here is too muchAnd I know that you think I'm always happy...That's mostly an act...But I'm hoping it will be reality someday...Because I am so screwed, super g.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kenzieann8299/1734395/ You know...Last night was amazingYou were so sweet to me...And you listenedYou listened while I vented...While I was on the verge of tearsAnd you genuinely caredThen I listened while you ventedAnd every time a secret flowed from your lips...I fell in love with you more... But pretty soon it was.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kenzieann8299/1734085/ The 20thYep, that was the dayThat was the day when you left a gorgeous girl to be with meYou sat right in front of me...And your eyes were so loving...You were the only one that caredAnd when it was just me and you...You tenderly picked up my arm, and brushed your fingers over my scarsThen you said .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kenzieann8299/1732891/ I still remember that night...The night I put my head on your shoulderThe night you thought I was beautifulThe night you held my handThe night when you kissed my handThe night when I kissed you backBut remembering that night is worthless...Because that was the night you played meAnd I never saw you .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kenzieann8299/1732515/ Today we both found out the truth...You found out that I wore ugly sweaters and drank herbal tea...And I found out that you weren't right for me http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kenzieann8299/1732514/ I was so closeYou know...I almost said itI almost said I loved you...But then you left...And you made out with her too http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kenzieann8299/1731886/ What is wrong with me?My tears...They don't mean a thingTo me, or anyoneAnd my mind won't stop thinking about that boy...The one I killed in my dream...I wish he would have killed me instead...But he didn'tSo now I have to put up with this pain in my headAnd it hurts...It hurts really bad http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kenzieann8299/1731884/ Whenever I see her...It reminds me of how he played me...And of how he will never play herBecause he actually cares...And he never cared for me http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kenzieann8299/1729857/ After everyone left the roomYou came and picked up my armYou saw my scarsRunning in pale linesSo you asked me whyAnd I told you it didn't matter...But that was a lie http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kenzieann8299/1728616/ He looked me in the eyes and said"You never were special enough to change me"And ever since then...That line has been running through my head http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kenzieann8299/1728611/ Your arms are my home- sweet- home...So please never let me go http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kenzieann8299/1726961/ I hate how you say you will talk to me...Because when the next day comes, you avoid me like the plague...And when the bell ringsYou don't even wait at the door...You don't even say goodbye http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kenzieann8299/1726957/ That nightI looked over at youAnd asked if you were alright...Then you got this huge smile...And said "Yeah, everything is just fine." http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kenzieann8299/1726952/ When you put your hand on my knee...You sent shivers up my spineAnd as you gripped my hand tighter, my heart started beating harder...As your hand slid up the back of my shirt...Your fingertips felt so good against my skin...I didn't want you to ever let me go http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kenzieann8299/1726948/ We were in the back of your car...It was 10:30 pmThe streetlamp illuminated your face perfectly...And you were so close...I could feel your smile, as you pressed your forehead to mine...Our lips blended together...And your breath tasted so sweet...That whole night was just lovely http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kenzieann8299/1726945/