http://slow.writerscafe.org/Zan%27s%20Angel The original writings of author Linis Arizen en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776062824 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 I feel it..FallingCrashing inside Thoughts of twirling despairFill my mind like a sink overflowing Pain tormentingRemindingThat everythign isn't as pretty as it seemsThat everyone has something to hide I can feel itSuffocating meKilling whats leftNumbing .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Zan%27s-Angel/354252/ FailureSomething we all know.Something we all experience.It’s that nasty bitter taste we getThat painful tight feeling in our stomachsThat horrible ringing and deafening thumping in our headsWe hate itWe avoid itBy trying to excel at tasks and jobs that test us.But, tryin.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Zan%27s-Angel/349599/ Like a ghostAt a postNot seen, heard or missedLike a bad movie in a theaterWondering and PonderingWhen it'll be seenTired and lonelyLike a single lightning bug in the shadow's of nightSitting aroundWaitingTo be needed, wantedTo be acknowledgedTo be heldEverything it does.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Zan%27s-Angel/346462/ Beautiful like snowDeadly like fire Like a cold passion in the heart of agonyA warm disposition in a cold climate Like a field covered in snowLike a lake frozen over, keeping us apartFrom the harsh reality It's soft and calm, like a teddy bearBut it hurts through.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Zan%27s-Angel/343127/ Time runs byIn a slow frozen waveI sit here day by dayThings zip by, then seem to slowMy mind races,To gather all the informationEach day I learn more and moreBut hide from itI've come to realize that I've messed up on many things at many times.I do things to help block those thoug.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Zan%27s-Angel/342252/ Slowly Descending down that Dark HoleTo the place where all is shrouded in darknessThat place where there is no feelingWe ask ourselves each day if what we did was enoughWe ask if our feelings were rightWe ask ourselves if theres a pointIn the End, its never enoughIn the End, your feel.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Zan%27s-Angel/342250/ Circling a patch of Dead RosesHovering like a humming birdWaitingStumblesTripping over a dead branchHits the dirt like a plastic cupStaringLays there watching the surroundingsObserving like a deaf boy in a new environmentThe ground dries as it closes around the dead rosesThe area.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Zan%27s-Angel/342248/ Feelings and EmotionsTwirl around in crazy motionsReceiving PainMaking a gainCosting painEarning that slain thing called NumbnessI sat hereAloneLost in my own thoughtsSwirlingTwirlingConfusedContentedNot wantingNot needingNot thereIt all seems blurry nowLike a bad c.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Zan%27s-Angel/342247/ A tale Of SorrowWhere everything is HollowFeelings RunEmotions SpunTrickingMisleadingLike a horrible children's bookA nightmare everlastingA heart frozenLost and NumbEverything's fine they sayIt'll get better they sayNoThis is a Tale of a Hollow Shell, of a broken heart tha.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Zan%27s-Angel/342245/ Coming AroundFallingFailingTo GraspTo ClaspFeelingThe stage is setThe pawns readyLike a game of chessWell thought plansStrategiesPlans to riseTo get byI go aroundTryingFailingTo appriseTo ImpressEveryoneThis stage called LifeThese pawns called peopleLike Sim.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Zan%27s-Angel/342244/ Coming AroundFallingFailingTo GraspTo ClaspFeelingThe stage is setThe pawns readyLike a game of chessWell thought plansStrategiesPlans to riseTo get byI go aroundTryingFailingTo appriseTo ImpressEveryoneThis stage called LifeThese pawns called peopleLike Sim.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Zan%27s-Angel/342241/ Dismantle my painand sned me awaya shadow in the light, cast it asidea sapphire tear dropsillumiating the dark groundthe crimson blood runs down, and joins the sapphire tears on the groundforming a bond of pain and remorse, the more spilt, the less remainsi've shed every tear I canI'.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Zan%27s-Angel/342239/ Clouded By HatePainand AngerI charge forwardWithout RemorseI hide and Lock My Feelings AwayFeeling Nothing as I move forwardThings Move Smoother That WayLike a newly paved roadI seek that chanceThat TimeThat Lucky BreakTired Of LiesBetrayalPainfeeling NothingAs a resu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Zan%27s-Angel/342238/                                                The Awakening: .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Zan%27s-Angel/253471/                                                   .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Zan%27s-Angel/253470/ Moonlight Sonata    Under the Moonlight  Where all glows in a radiance of Passion    Flowers glow in anticipation  Glee  And Beauty    Lightning Bugs flutter around  Glowing with Feeling  Like Stars here on Earth   .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Zan%27s-Angel/237068/ Like a broken mirror    A soul with no feeling  no idea of emotion    Wondering aimlessly through this foggy world...  Trying to find reason,    Understanding  But gains nothing    Trying to please others  Getting sh.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Zan%27s-Angel/237067/ This is one I wrote abotu a month ago. It serves no point, anymore, but I read it over again and its pretty good and I thought I'd put it up. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Zan%27s-Angel/235181/ This is one I wrote a few weeks ago. This touches on how I believe sleeping is the only place where thigns are right and at peace. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Zan%27s-Angel/235180/ Another poem for Lit Class. This one talks abotu an old habit of mine. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Zan%27s-Angel/235179/ This one I wrote a few days ago. This touches on my feelings about how sometimes, being nice doesn't get you anywhere. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Zan%27s-Angel/235177/ Another one I had to write for Lit class. This one helps explain...Me. Just alittle bit. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Zan%27s-Angel/235174/ This is another one I had to write for Lit class. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Zan%27s-Angel/235172/ This one is a slighty old one. This one expresses my questions to one's Need in life. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Zan%27s-Angel/235169/ This it a one I formed up. It was for my lit class. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Zan%27s-Angel/235164/ This I wrote two days ago. This kinda touches up on how things tend to go around and happen over and over again. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Zan%27s-Angel/235161/ This is one I wrote a few months back. This expresses my thought on one's feeligns for certain things. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Zan%27s-Angel/235159/ This is another poem that touches on Meds helping Mental problems. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Zan%27s-Angel/235158/ I wrote this dark sad peice a few weeks ago after I had to deal with another, troublesome person. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Zan%27s-Angel/235156/ This is another one I wrote a few days ago. It was raining out and I personally love the rain, this touches on why I do. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Zan%27s-Angel/235155/ This one i wrote a few days ago. It's more of rant that I wanted to get there about how, unfair things are and can be. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Zan%27s-Angel/235153/ This is personally one of my favorites. Its a poem touching on Hypnosis trying to help other's psycological problems or pains. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Zan%27s-Angel/235151/ This is my newest poem. This touches on how there are defferent feelings in everyone. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Zan%27s-Angel/235148/ Here is my collection of my Poems I've written. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Zan%27s-Angel/235140/                                                   End o.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Zan%27s-Angel/234992/                                                   .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Zan%27s-Angel/234990/                        Confrontation:                   I gripped Seria, tightly as we raced.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Zan%27s-Angel/219864/                                                   .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Zan%27s-Angel/219854/  Despair:                   After awhile, Seria finally calmed down. I looked at her with a renewed look and I hugged her. She smiled and we began walking down towards the cave. On the way down Ser.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Zan%27s-Angel/207068/                                                   .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Zan%27s-Angel/207067/                                                   .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Zan%27s-Angel/206894/ Meaning:                   Craven was at the lead, Lucia behind him, then me. Seria was following behind me as we walked through the fields of Lansin. We were a day away from Crieo. It was almost bewild.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Zan%27s-Angel/206893/                                                   .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Zan%27s-Angel/206891/                                                   .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Zan%27s-Angel/206890/                                    Desire:              I j.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Zan%27s-Angel/206889/                                   Faith:              &nbsp.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Zan%27s-Angel/206887/                                                   .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Zan%27s-Angel/206885/         Background:              Have you ever noticed how when you’re in a moving vehicle that the foreground goes faster as the background is slower?I watched as the guardrail dart pas.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Zan%27s-Angel/206884/                                                   .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Zan%27s-Angel/206883/                                                   .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Zan%27s-Angel/206881/