http://slow.writerscafe.org/garcia471 The original writings of author Garcia en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775986653 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 I'm slowly going insane ....ha, I say slowly cause its all in my mind and we all know I'm slower than slow but the truth is I've been insane with a combination of medication only keeping me sane, I see these things and I know whats happening I drift from time to time but I'm fully aware, unhappy wit.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/garcia471/1844379/ Let's get drunk n let's get high ,nothing on my mind but suicide, days months years passing by, I got my gun n can't really run, walls closing in n I can't breathe, just one shot n I'll be relieved, my thoughts they fog n I can't see, my time is up, if its up to me,bye all my friends n family you a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/garcia471/1755572/ I'm choked up and frustrated I don't know how to fix this problem, I feel as if there's no solution and my faith is falling cause I see my mom pray all night and day but nothing changes months and years pass same old situation just more aggression, I've been on that end I wanted to go away too my f.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/garcia471/1704739/ There's a void that I fill with thoughts these thoughts are unnecessary they destroy me, I try to build myself back up but more thoughts rush in and I collapse its an endless cycle that I've grown to accept but every now and then I try to build up and I break down I'm better off just smiling through.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/garcia471/1661079/ I know I'm not the only one there are others who can't stand to live another day, but choose to keep going not because of hope that one day it will all get better, but because of the loved ones we'd leave hurt, so we'll go through hell for as long as we can dealing with all the pain we carry just so.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/garcia471/1546441/