http://slow.writerscafe.org/SuicideHurts The original writings of author Violet O'Brien en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776079145 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 The rain fell too quicklyCovering me from head to toeBefore I realized what was happeningI've dealt with this before I tell myselfListening to the rain fall inside my headMy own personal world crumblingWhere do I standIf you belong to anotherWhere is our loveOnce strong enough to s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SuicideHurts/300731/ A poem of the heartbreak known with betrayal http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SuicideHurts/274941/ I watch my heartBleeding on the floorThe wound in the side of itBetween it's vital arteries and veinsWhere you slid the knife inSmooth and slowThrough my skinThrough my musclesThrough my ribcageInto my heartInto the center of meI watch you pull it outFeel the blood pour down .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SuicideHurts/258315/  The rain fellThe day I walked away from youAnd my heart sunkTo the bottom of the oceanSo deep that it can not dieOr surviveStuck in limboJust like my feelingsI loved you onceTried to hand my heart to youBut you didn’t understandThe message got misconstruedLost b.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SuicideHurts/244449/  Light escaped from the irises in your eyesMy whole fate reflected in themThe sum of the parts we’ve collectedFrom lifetimes of pain left overOld souls falling in love all over againBecause we were made for each otherI have made my way to you againHere in this placeWhere.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SuicideHurts/234764/  Love is like the rose that grows through the concreteIt will weather any stormBecause that is all it knows how to doLove survivesBecause it is greater than just us twoIt evolves and grows surrounding all the people around usIt breeds and bares childrenIt grows old and eventuall.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SuicideHurts/234758/ These thots spread their way from meOut of my mind and down my spineToward youInfecting your heartI'm gore obsessedFucked up and neglectedThese dead bodies make me feelAnd I know that i'm not realJust a paperJust a penWords written with bloodall sent to people that never open t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SuicideHurts/233145/ The sick sad feeling in my stomach when I miss youThe tears that don't fall from my eyesAnd the razors that don't cut meI feel no painMy armor is just too thickI can't feel anythingI wear these wurds right on the surfaceThe elegant scripture of my pain and tormentembedded much too de.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SuicideHurts/233143/ I am searchingFor a messiah made of paperAnd a womyn made of fireI am searchingFor a better lifeAnd a lover that's not a liarI am searchingFor someone devotedAnd someone as angry as meI am searchingFor artistic freedomAnd someone to share it withI am searchingFor a .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SuicideHurts/233141/ If time changes everythingWhy are you still the sameI try to please youTry to make you happyAnd it all amounts to nothingI struggle to standInstead of kneeling at your feetAnd with each inch you push me back downYou scream at meTell me I'm a failureI've been a failure since you f.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SuicideHurts/233140/ The vision of a crossNailed delicately is your bodyCrucifiedMy holy sAIN'TMy martyrIs quickly becoming nothingDecayingRotting awayEviseratedMy memories of loveAre overlaid with memories of mistrustBetrayalDenialLove can not fix everythingAnd hope will be the death of me.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SuicideHurts/233138/ Love is a bullet wound deep in my shoulderI feel the bullet lodged thereTrapped in bone and muscle tissueThe wound bloodied and itchyI can't get it outMy fingers don't go at that angleThe tweezers are too shortI can't go to the hospitalWhat will I say?"Cupid shot me and it hur.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SuicideHurts/233137/ Memories of shadow soldiers fallenScar my mind like seared fleshMy friends are all deadExcept for youBut sometimes I feel like we're dead tooHow do you forget the past?Without f*****g up the futureI know I don't want to be hereBut where can I goI've got so much hope for the future.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SuicideHurts/233136/ Cutting was my expression of everythingNo one would listen to the words I was sayingEven after i began screaming themSo I began carving lines into myselfTo keep tally of all the insignificant songs I sungWhat I never realized is that you were there all alongTrying to show me you were the.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SuicideHurts/233135/ This swelling feeling in meFrighteningI am a monsterHow could anyone love meBut you tell me I'm beautifulYou sleep next to me every nightAre your words trueOr is this all a lieYou won't leave me aloneOr let me put my walls up and get upsetYou just want to know what's wrongTo tr.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SuicideHurts/233134/ Today was just like every other dayUntil the phone rangIt was only a few days ago I saw youWrapped in your drama like celophaneYour eyes ringed in blackThick tears down your faceI whispered to you softlyTelling you I would one day be a ghost of a memoryYou held me so softlyStill a .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SuicideHurts/233133/ He crawled out from beneath the floor boardsAnd entered in my mindPlaying with all the smoke surrounding himThat I was using to hide behindHe cleared my thotsAnd held up a mirrorI was horrified by what I'd foundLieing on the groundI was a monsterFull of sickness and bileAnd he pi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SuicideHurts/233130/ I look in the mirrorAnd I don't know who I seeThis bruised, swollen girlFilled with scars and doubtI just want to screamI want everything to just stopI never thought I'd be with a manAnd sometimes I feel scaredI wonder how things shiftedAnd why I don't care anymoreEven though som.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SuicideHurts/233129/ Hold my handsMy knuckles are brokenCradle my headThere are cracks in itCover my eyesThey are blinded from the lightDo you see these wounds I holdThis hole in my heartThis emptiness in my stomachI am falling apartPut me back togetherHelp MeFind the wayTo a light that doesn't.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SuicideHurts/233128/ Lips blistered and chappedYou scorch me like the sunMy heart travels from my chestTo the core of meDwelling deeper inside of meSafer and protectedCan you reach out and touch itFeel my heart between your fingertipsLike whispers from Lillith to EveDeep inside the sacred cave of human.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SuicideHurts/233127/ Life is becoming weird, a strange and warped trip.I love being here, in the home land so close to my ocean.So close to the tides that held me in the warm summer and taught me life.And I'm getting farther and farther away from his lake.His still stagnant waters.With no tides and no waves to.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SuicideHurts/233126/ Sitting, waiting, hoping this feeling goes awayPraying that this will somehow become normalThere is a child growing inside of meBecause I was trying so hard to prove Him rightThat I could love himAnd hold himBut how can I tell him the truthI never dream of himIn the shameful darkness.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SuicideHurts/233124/ There's a baby in the atticCrying in the storm drainShe's been stuck there 19 yearsWatching the water drip down around herShe used to listen to the childrenPlaying where she'll never beTape recordings of butterfliesAnd memories of a life she'll never liveKeeping her breath stillAs .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SuicideHurts/233123/ I saw you siting thereAll alone in such a big forestYou were captivatingYou were terrified of who you areOf the wrong people finding out the secretBut I did not know this thenI saw only your fear of the lightThe way you held yourself back from the worldAnd I wanted to.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SuicideHurts/233122/ you say you love mebut do you see meif i show you my scarsdo you understand their meaningyou whisper sweet nothings in my earas i lay soft and sleepingbut would you hate me for what i'm dreamingthat i betray you nightlywith the passion of a thousand godsjust for one taste of hery.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SuicideHurts/233121/ A heartbreak sunrise awakens meto all the facts I couldn't seemy heart is emptylast night it was fullI never realised how heavy it wasuntil there was nothing left to carryif you held me in your armswould you take your timeto tell me that you love mebefore you slip insideor would .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SuicideHurts/233119/ I used to wonder whyMy lover diedMaybe it was depressionMaybe I just wasn't rightBut why sit and wonderThe past is the pastAnd I can't change a thingHer blood is still on my handsAnd she'll never come back from the shadowsBut she'll always be in my heartLike wounds full of poison.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SuicideHurts/233118/ Once a flower grewLike the tears of Lilith fallingAnd life became a mysteryNothing but memories and tragedyAnd some thought the sun would never shine againBut they were wrongThey did not know at firstThat it was the sun shiningThey were afraidBlinded by the lightAnd there she sto.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SuicideHurts/233117/ Love drips like rainfallCovering everyone who stands in itEnveloping you like thick syrupChanging and realining your perception of the worldLike watching your first child be bornOr remembering the first time someone showed you kindnessThere is no rhyme or reasonThere is just this exsis.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SuicideHurts/233116/ You pay for everything in painAnd life just drifts awayWords lose their meaningAnd wounds have no feelingThings become undefineableAnd everything is deliriumHow do you find your wayWhen the road is paved with thornsYou walk and walk cutting up yourselfOnly to get to a crossroadsA.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SuicideHurts/233115/ Life unfolds like a paperback bookTaking toll on everything I beholdMy heart was chained the day I was bornIt's only fitting that another birth has unlocked itShowing my heart to the worldBare and unprotected for the first timeI'd scrolled by the combination billions of timesThose four.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SuicideHurts/233114/ my life ended the day eye let ewe inmy heart became a battle groundmy every whisper a battle cryeye didn't know eye'd have to fight for this2 be able to hold on to every kisslooking back eye may have chosen quicklybut everything is quick on a human timelinemy heart has chosenthe hear.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SuicideHurts/233112/ I sleep next to you every nightAnd yet something will never beBecause every night your blood sings to meBut I can not feed that temptationThough I am yoursI feel as if you are not mineThat you never will beThat you love me from compromiseAnd not from a fire in your heartMy heart br.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SuicideHurts/233104/ Casual love and soulmates don't mix... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SuicideHurts/233087/