http://slow.writerscafe.org/lady%20meth The original writings of author Nina Love en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776028398 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 I have always known there was something wrong,Evidence in the little things you've doneOr said throughout my life.But I never wanted to admitMy own mother hates me.For so long I blamed myself and saidI'm just trouble,Never smart enough,Never sweet enough,Never good enough.But as I grew olderI grew u.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lady-meth/924016/ Teen rating for mild cursing. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lady-meth/923925/ My heart is still sore, always waryHow can I forget or forgive?I know it's past, the present seems to beBetterBut the rage still stays.I can not help but be suspiciousOf the things you say,And the things you don't.I still catch you in your liesTho they may not beNEARLYAs terrible as before,They help.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lady-meth/921718/ Rough.. Feelings after a fight. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lady-meth/691659/ Cut up angel with torn down wings i hear your hidden pain when you sing. Do your feathers singe when you touch my burning sinners skin? Fucked up angel held up by strings, does your halo draw you down with the weight of being? Will my horns tear through you; will your wings suffocate me? Hun.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lady-meth/642670/ Dear Agony,Do you hear my heart breakingWith all your impossibilities?Dear Agony,Can you feel the painAll your blind hope offers me?Dear Agony,Do you love to slice into me, tenderly,As if I had a bulls-eyePainted over my heart?Dear Agony,Would you let my weary soul rest?Dear Agony,Let the .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lady-meth/642668/ I wear a necklace of roses,The thorns point in, at my throat.It is my sorrow and shame,It is my guilt and my pain.I have a cage of panther teeth,They hold in my heart.My collar of roses tightens,Drawing blood.My panther-teeth cage closes,Choking my heart.I wear a hummingbird in my hair,Her w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lady-meth/642667/ I knelt uponThe edge of the worldWith wind tracing its danceThrough my hairAnd the moon illuminatingThe fissures within my heart.My fingers had long been cold,Face nearly numb.Only silent slipping tearsLet me know I could stillFeel.I knelt upon the edge of the world,With the ground crumbll.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lady-meth/641376/ Play the song at the bottom of the page while reading. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lady-meth/393724/ They tell me I am cold. My hands, my skin, my eyes... All are cold. But they are wrong when they say That my heart is cold. ...I wish it was... I wish I could build a wall of ice Around this te.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lady-meth/384589/ Siad inis me' as fuar.Agam la'm, agam craiceann, agam suil...Uile an fuar.Ach siad an e'agri'ir nuairSiad sin me' croi se' fuar....Me' mian Liom i ag...Me' mian liom me' fhail to'g a balla de ioghearTimpeal sea maoth croi fhail mo,A balla chuig meait seail an to'g i agam suil;A bal.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lady-meth/384584/ Everything is over,Yet this is just the beginningSmile and say goodbye like nothing's wrongBecause nothing is.I love you, yeah you know,But for once I'll be okay on my own I'm strong enough to be without youI just wish it could have been different.All the sins, I've laid my soul bare.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lady-meth/383291/ This was in response to a poem that my ex wrote and sent to me. (ext. ending) http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lady-meth/349048/ You tore into my life/Brought me low.Forced me into loveI was afraid to show.First KissShy/Soft/HungryMade me crave more:You never loved me,I don't know how/I LOVED YOU!We could never talk(you were always high)All you did was F**kUP MY LIFE!I loved you and youLEFT ME TO.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lady-meth/329457/ I try to remember your face,As I begin to restlessly pace.As each day passes,With eaach line I write,I'm losing a little more.The memories are torn from my soul.With each passing hour,I begin to feel like Rapunzel, locked in her tower.Another day is past,It's all going to fast... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lady-meth/317566/ I want to capture what I used to be,I want to hold it inside of me.Maybe, If I remember who I was,I can Love again.I don't want to cry anymore,Let me dry my eyes, and go on with my life.I'm done running now,That I can remember how,To love again http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lady-meth/317565/ I wish I could save you,I never want to change you.-your perfect the way you are-Wake up,Wake up,It's not your fault.Wake up,Wake up,Just listen to your heart.Wake up,Wake up,Even just caring is a start. To the world,Your just one person.But to me,You are the wor.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lady-meth/317543/ (this starts at the bottom)   yeah it made me happy, chris,but ignorance is only bliss until you find outthat what you thought was real was just a lie.and chris, i told you that losing my virginity wasnt a big deal,but the truth is,i was waiting until i was in love.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lady-meth/315837/ i dont know what to say.dont know what to feel.dont know what to tell you.dont know whats real.you say:i cant hear my heartim really really trying tooive been ignoring it for to long i guessthat it just feels different levels of paini guess ill just have to learn to live with it.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lady-meth/315818/ blue text is Valentino talking, purple text is Sarra http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lady-meth/314487/ so im sitting in class,and wouldnt you know it?i cant concentrate.i have no idea what the hell mrs turner is saying,or what i should be doing.the only thing i can think aboutis seeing you tonight.I love you,silly as it seems,youre the facethat dominates my dreams,and as strange.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lady-meth/309988/ xCrankx Flying high has a price,plunging, screaming, agonizing        xcrashesxthat make you wantto tear the flesh from your bonesusing only broken teeth and dull, ragged nailsif only it would stop that hideous pain.   .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lady-meth/305839/ Whiskey. Tipping the bottle back again,I can feel the whisky sear my throatLike liquid fire.Estranged, enraged,Unreasonable like this,I heave the bottle across the room andWatch that golden fireSplatter the walls.Listening to the glass explodeInto transparent little knives.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lady-meth/305838/             Today is beautiful. It is perfect and unspoiled, here beside you underneath the hot summer sun, basking in the warmth on violet-blue towels spread upon the white-gold sand. Your eyes are closed and I get to watch you fondly as you sl.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lady-meth/305837/ I met you not long ago,When the sun still shinedAnd the days were long and hot.You were silent and mysteriousFrom the start.      Weeks later you broke your silence   And befriended me.We sat t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lady-meth/305836/ Loving you is likelighting dynamite in my heartevery emotion burning me uptill there's nothing leftand i am just an empty shell.trying to hold youto make you staywas like trying to hold a cloudon a windy dayand just like a cloud after the rain,you faded away.  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lady-meth/305835/ I listen to the sweet sounds,The lilting music of brougeAnd let my heart lead meTo the land I call my love.I close my eyes,Breathe in deep,And know I've come home.Home is where the heart is,And my heart is in this landWhere the magic flows within our bloodAnd fairy's dance beneat.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lady-meth/305834/ I know I look okay,Outwardlly normalWith only haunted eyesTo belie what's insideTo show thatMy heart is breakingYet againThat my world isComing down around meAnd there is nothing I can doTo stop it.Inside,My tears choke in my troat,My sobs,My cries,My screams held still.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lady-meth/305833/ Taking the bruises from my heart,I slash them into my skin.I carve the words into my skin againEven though I know this will only makeEverything so much worse.Blade in hand,Biting into tender skin,I write I'm Fine,And let the process begin.I start shaking as ice steals through my ve.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lady-meth/305832/ I remember my last night with you,I remember roses, wilted and fading,Petals falling like snowTo lie against your frozen lipsReminiscent of our last kissLying like deathIn the snow and mistI remember tears trailing from your Shattered eyesUnto my wristTo form a glittering bracelet.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lady-meth/305831/ Can you save me from my nightmarecan you give me something elsesome other memory to hold on tocan you replace my pain?crisscrossX marks the spotcut here,all the way downtill you slice open my fist.Eyes closed so hard,to try and stop the screamingbut I can't stop my heart from w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lady-meth/305830/ I am blocked,The pain has stolen my voice,It tears my brain apartAnd all my lines and rhymes flowOut my eyesShining like tears in the sun.I scream,I plead,I let myself bleed,But no amount of this can stopThe over-flowing woundYou slashed in my tender heart.The only cure is yo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lady-meth/305829/ Let me sink into your skin,Lips and fingers holding you in.Let me touch you like I'll never feel youNext to me again.  Just talk to me for days.Sing to me, tell me everything you never said,Let me listen like you'll never say my name again Let me hear you s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lady-meth/305828/ I miss you.I think about you every nightI think about you even when I'm with Chris.I miss the sound of your voice,I remember the sound of your laughWhen I try to sleep at night.I'll never forget the love you sharedAnd the compassion you showedEven as I acted cold.I'll love you fore.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lady-meth/301038/ Io stands still as the guard slips hisLarge, callused, dirty hands beneath the jacket.He shifts her arms like she was a doll,Uncappable of moving for herself.He moves her arm forward and up,Lingering just long enough to be innapropriate.Io doesn't move.Io doesn't speak.Io just stands.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lady-meth/286520/ Everything we said...And Everything we didn't. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lady-meth/276192/    Double personalities,Double lives.Ones is sweet and smart and kind.Her name is Belle,But the other one...Cold, hard, with a sharp tounge and a sharper mind,They call her Jaguar.Its not a name,Its who she is.She earned that nameWith blood, sweat, and .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lady-meth/266986/   I miss you more than my words can say,My heart hurts a little more every dayAnd without you here to guide me on my way,Love, I think I'm lost. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lady-meth/259376/ All is calmAll is normalAll is quiet.And Then...Your mind begins to twistThe ground into a shapeless,Writhing brown and green seaAnd the sky turns black and yellow,Striped with clouds like a bee.The trees come alive and dance,Alive with the glory of freedom.Ants grow big as c.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lady-meth/259014/ I'm so afraidToday I got the newsHe's back in surgery.Again and again,I wait for the callI wait for my world to stop,To fall apart.Alexanderous...His name is the fire thatFuels my words,My life.He is my best friend,My confidant,The love of my life,And my hero,So how can.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lady-meth/256795/ This is the beginning of what I hope I can finish into a three part story on my life before with and after my late girlfriend, Dove. this is a real pouring out of my heart, so please no flames, but i do appreciate any constructive crits. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lady-meth/253556/ Swimming in the saltwater room,Ear to a seashell,I can hear the oceanWaves crashing over me. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lady-meth/252497/ Dove was my beautiful, talented girlfriend. Her stepfather killed her two years ago. I am only just now writing about her because Until now, I could not even speak her name Without crying, and Raging at the Goddess who Would dare take her from me. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lady-meth/247929/ Not quite what the title seems... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lady-meth/247491/ Sometimes I wishThis world wasn't so hard to deal withSometimes I tryTo take a look inside andTry to fix what I cannot find.What was wrong with us isEver changing andI wonder if IWill ever see you again.You turn away just asI turn your wayAnd you pretend not to notice when IC.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lady-meth/246980/ I ARISE FROM THE DEPTHS OF HELL! FROM THE FORBIDDEN REALM OF  THE DARK CARNIVAL TO SEEK MY REVENGE UPON THE SUN WALKING HUMANS.AS YOU SLEEP PEACEFULLY,DREAMING OF MONEY AND LOVEI HIDE UNDER YOUR BED,CLOWN FROM HELL, HATCHET IN HAND! &nbsp.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lady-meth/232251/ Daniella.so youngso sweet, so innocentit cannot be,we cannot be.too tainted am I,to even hold her hand.too sweetly serenly unawareof life's hardships is this woman,this Girl.I cannot...bring myself to sully thatinnocence,I am too far gonebut not far enough to.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lady-meth/229463/  My skin fever hot,          Mind lost in tangled thoughts         Crying, Weeping Held in your arms But the warmth won't penetrate T.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lady-meth/229006/ Maybe just a little more.One more hit.Nothing can stop me now, I'm flying!Suddenly I crash...Time is gone, and so am I, lost in tweeker time.Emptiness curls inside of me,Reaching for my soul. Careful now, don't spill.Ready yourself, this may hurt.All together now, on three!.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lady-meth/229001/ A spontaneous bit of writing done in history class. (Finished Ending, YAY!!) http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lady-meth/228519/