http://slow.writerscafe.org/heidi%20turner The original writings of author trainwreck en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775995680 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 You met with me again, There you were, Little sister and best friend, And it was like a day hadn’t passed.  I could see your past, You crying on my chest, While I was trying to try my bestTo hold you tight enough to scare.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/heidi-turner/1155304/ It’s never been easy to look in your eyes.I can gaze into your soul, Pretending I know What to say, or how to hide. If we could fall again, deeper in the sand, I could hold your heart, Plead that you not fall apart,Oh, to hol.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/heidi-turner/1143062/ Do you remember the magic We had back then, Way back when You and I were young, Just scorching in the sun, You and I, two lost souls on the run?Do you recall the memory Of when your soul first kissed me?Is it fading? 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