http://slow.writerscafe.org/Caustic_Dystopia The original writings of author Caustic_Dystopia en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776029618 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 I am not the girl men fall irrevocably in love with.I am temporary.I am the girl life brings you when you've forgotten how to love, to remind you and show you, you deserve to be loved unconditionally and without reservation.And once that lesson is learned, you will break my heart and go .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Caustic_Dystopia/2829775/ I came to you with bags in tow and begged you to tell me to stay, but you just opened the door for me, and so I walked away.But I never wanted us to end up where we are. From lovers to strangers once again it seems we were never destined for the stars.Time it moves so slowly, especially at n.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Caustic_Dystopia/2827876/ Diphenhydramine, 25mg55 pills, 1,375mgTrying to find a reason not to.All that comes back is silence. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Caustic_Dystopia/2827558/ The end of us came and went, but here I sit still stuck in descent.Falling and spiraling, I've lost my mind, don't know how to stop this decline.The voices surround me, back once more ever since you walked out that door.Was any of it ever true? Or was my time just wasted on you?Four .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Caustic_Dystopia/2827079/ To feel your touch, to taste your kiss,To be wrapped in your arms in immeasurable bliss.To look in your eyes and see them starting back,The bright of your aura lighting up the black.A feeling I thought I'd never feel again,I can't stop you from becoming my favorite sin.When you say you love me, my h.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Caustic_Dystopia/2801184/ So Intertwined right from the start, not by blood, but definitely by heart.Like a shadow I followed right behind, step by step completely spell-bind.Your little buddy, your pocket-helper, still too young for all the helter-skelter.With my wooden tools you made me I was a pint-sized handyman: a real .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Caustic_Dystopia/2791642/ We run down the sidewalk, hand on my backDaddy let go, and I zoom down the tarmac.A few years later and I'm in a huff,"You don't understand!" I shout in rebuff."Daddy, I love him." and your face goes grim."You're too young for love, you don't know what it is."I'm 18 now and we stand in an empty room.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Caustic_Dystopia/2758949/ Uninspired for so long now.A need to write, but not sure how.Pencil to paper, no words are wrote.Disorganized thoughts that have no denote.No purpose, no motivation, I'm just stranded in the dark.This labyrinth of a life intermittently goes stark.What am I doing? Where am I going?I need some guidanc.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Caustic_Dystopia/2153257/ I think of you from time to time,But don't you worry, I'm just fine.Distant memories of what used to beAre clouded now with misery.I can no longer recall the good without reliving the bad,Bittersweet midnight dreams that make me feel so mad.You've tainted it all with your poisonous lies,So I stood s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Caustic_Dystopia/2108164/ I don't usually do this.I'm not the outgoing type.I'm most comfortable sitting alone in my room losing myself in my tripe.But with one look at you I'm somebody new,And I'm lost in the complexity of your hue. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Caustic_Dystopia/2107994/ I'm sorry things just didn't work out.I'm sorry that I caused you doubt.I didn't mean to break your heart.Just like you didn't mean to rip me apart.I sorry for how it all ended.I hope you know I tried to mend it.I'm sorry we just weren't meant to be.I'm sorry I couldn't make you love me. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Caustic_Dystopia/2107989/ A missed opportunity? It's what I do best.Don't know why I'm surprised, I really should have guessed.Of course, you're with her, why wouldn't you be?You're a catch, it's not hard for anyone to see.And she's pretty, so pretty, I bet she's funny too.And the way you look at her, she mirrors back at you.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Caustic_Dystopia/2105435/ My heartbeat can't be tamed.Not a single soul would say I'm to blame.Nobody else has this hold over me;You've got my heart under lock and key.I tried to fight it, but I was too late;I guess even an indeterminist can't fight fate.A hypnotic look from those deep brown eyes,Just one glance can cause my.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Caustic_Dystopia/2105221/ If you smile with your eyes they will never see it coming. Learn to say it like you mean it and the lies will sound like humming.Every laugh you muster up when someone tells a joke Will be so damn impressive they will never see you choke.Pretend that you don't see the monsters every time y.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Caustic_Dystopia/2030747/ The words I needed, you never saidJust played your games inside my head. Found someone to believe your lies.Never believed I would say my goodbyes.Took some time, more than I'd like to admit, To leave you behind, but I did it.They say your first love is one you never forget. What they.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Caustic_Dystopia/1956627/ None of the words will come out right,I don't know what to do? I've tried and tried and tried again,But I can't stop loving you. No one I meet is good enoughI just can't help, but compareHis eyes, his laugh, the way he movesTo you and it's just not fair.  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Caustic_Dystopia/1940802/ Been at a loss for words of late, just can't seem to form a thought.Can't figure out which way to go, stuck stranded in one spot.The papers worn with faded marks of words that just weren't right. A train of thought, lost in the dark and no way to find the light.It used to be so simple, even bef.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Caustic_Dystopia/1937999/ A late night converesation where you defied all expectations.A degree of intrest I'd never thought I'd see.Yet stil I stand behind these walls ready for the chance to flee.A broken, emotional wreck terrified of attention, but then you flashed a smile to a whole new dimension.A place where the w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Caustic_Dystopia/1908925/     "Nice Shot, Elle" Celeste beemed as my arrow hit the bullseye.    "Thanks."    "How are you so good at this?"    "Practice, dedication?" 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Should I listen? I'm not sure what to do.Am I annoying? Too quiet? Why .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Caustic_Dystopia/1854870/ Boom goes the grenade, debris crashes to the groundThere's goes my safe zone, took so long to be found.I'm running through the ruins trying to get awayBarely dodging bullets, when I'm hit by a stray. I hit the ground the shots still fly And I've nowhere left to hide.Somethin's gotta give s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Caustic_Dystopia/1854869/ A knock on the door, a shuffle of feetA nervous boy with flowers is ordered to take a seat.She walks down the stairs and up he stands."You looks beautiful." He whispers and takes her hand.A curfew is placed and a promise she'll be homeThen off into the night they roam.Opening doors, polite words spo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Caustic_Dystopia/1854867/ Guess you found your way under my skin. I swore to God, I wouldn't let you win,What happened?I promised myself you wouldn't hypnotize meNow I'm paralyzed and drowning at seaAnd just as everything fades to black I'm suddenly revivedAre you really keeping me alive?Why can't I break this spell you.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Caustic_Dystopia/1854865/ You could go and leave me all aloneSitting in a corner waiting on the phoneYou could curse my name and tell people I'm to blame.You could move on with someone new forget my face and all we've been through.You could betray my trust, Squeeze my heart 'til it turns to dust.You could say .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Caustic_Dystopia/1854860/ The vibrancy of your soul is depleting The confidence in your smile is fleeting.Most of the world makes you miserableBut to the rest of the world you're invisible.Trying to blend in with the shadowsCutting to erase your new lowsBut stop!Open your eyes to the futureFor your pain does have a cure.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Caustic_Dystopia/1854859/ Today would have been three years.Now instead it's 4 months of my tears.Today I would have said "I love you."Now instead I have to find someone new.Today would have made me gratefulNow instead my heart has gone dull.Today would be closer to foreverNow instead we're working on neverToday I would've b.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Caustic_Dystopia/1854857/ The lighter flicks, my lungs fill with smokeThere's a slight burning in my throat.My thoughts are a little hazy, And everything I say sounds a bit crazy.I finally found my remedy The thing that let's my heart break free.My laughs are whole heartedThe darkness has partedI no longer feel alo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Caustic_Dystopia/1854855/ Today was your birthday, no I didn't forgetYou may have moved on, but I haven't quite, yetI lit a candle and said a wish just for youThat today would be happy and beautiful, too.I hoped that nothing was against you todayAnd maybe just once you wished you had stayed.I know that you don't and you didn.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Caustic_Dystopia/1854853/ Don't bother calling I'll just hung up the phone. With, or without you I'm still all alone. You don't care enough to put  me first, you don't care enough to try. Tired of the tears, I found the courage to say goodbye. Do what you want I don't care anymore. Fighting is u.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Caustic_Dystopia/1854850/ The numbness consumes what's left of my soul. I'm empty and broken, my heart has gone dull. I woke up today with tears in my eyes, not a second goes by that I can't help but cry. You told me my heart would be safe with you, that you'd never give up, you swore it was true.&nb.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Caustic_Dystopia/1854708/ Nobody really cares if you're broken, don't waste your breath on useless words spoken.The polite concern when you're not the sameIs nothing more than societies game.Growing apart, moving on somebody new for your lying song.Drowning in a sea of painInvisible sorrow pours down like rain.Scre.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Caustic_Dystopia/1854707/