http://slow.writerscafe.org/alisajs The original writings of author Alisa Js en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776058310 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 there are those momentsafter a chaotic, hectic whirlwind,after pressing your way homewardeverything upended,nothing went right,and all you can think of is getting backreaching that place where memories lingerlaughter awaits,and joy breathes a sigh of relief when you walk inand my worl.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/alisajs/2889106/ they were all there laid out so deliciouslydelicately wrappedas not to fade too far from viewand yet, you didn't noticeas we continued our usual chatsanger, sadness, laughter, grieffor years I've been herefor decades I've caredlistening to all your great charadesand yet, you wouldn't or co.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/alisajs/2877555/ I thought of her today as I sometimes doin  bittersweet  fragmented wisps,a brief hi-hothat familiar slash inside my soulwas it really her I missedor the 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