http://slow.writerscafe.org/JennaKay The original writings of author Jenna Kay en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776013103 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 F**k every you that ever told me you loved me when you didn’t mean itEvery you that ever only wanted sexEvery you that could only say yes Every you that ever looked into my eyes like they were yoursFuck every you that tore them from my head F**k every you that treated me like a prize, showed m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JennaKay/2041408/ Icicles drip from the edges of your car, but we're drinking up fire withinI lay back, feeling the clouds swirl around on the inside of my headI'm slow, I told you,I can't move too quick - I might just create a hurricaneAnd white rain is slowly falling, blinding your windshield and talkative str.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JennaKay/1991690/ There's a hummingbird inside my rib cageAnd it's dyingAnd I can't decide if I want it to keep drinking the red sugar of my bloodOr let it starve and wither away beside my bones For I fear I may be lonely without itFor I fear I may be empty http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JennaKay/1989415/ My OpheliaRip yourself apart for meFill your mouth to the brim for meAnd I'll outline your weightless body in violets and rueDestroy your mind and cross every lineAnd I'll lay down inside of your grave with you Never more will you be lonely http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JennaKay/1961204/ You told me I could text you if I ever felt lonelyCall you in the middle of sun-less hours if I was breaking and needed someone to take away just part of my painAnd stay for just a few momentsIn your typography, I could tie down my demonsAnd disspel my darknessFor just a few moments...I think you've.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JennaKay/1959875/ Slip through the back door by the cemetery gateYou can always come over but til nighttime you waitYou wipe off the lipstick you wore with your guySo it's easier to kiss me and wish you would dieI watch you drink up cigarettes at 4:40 a.m.In a nightshirt too sheer with a yellowing hemLay my head on y.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JennaKay/1959080/ A long cemetery road separated the rows of corpses underneath tombstones from an untouched field of wildflowers and wanderersAnd Iwalked on that roadnot knowing which side I belonged on http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JennaKay/1947251/ She floated weightlessly above her city Her body made of gold and glitter And through her metallic skin, a sun glowed from beneathBursting forthAnd those who looked upon this yellow sunlit star, squinted their eyes so that they could see this body of sparkling gold But even within the thou.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JennaKay/1889273/ The curve of my spine still remembers the feel of your tracing fingers My thighs still recall the way they wrapped around your hips And my lips hold their memory of the incredible softness of your mouth The mouth that pressed against my neck, my breast, my colorbones, my thighs My eyes will .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JennaKay/1863780/ I'm standing towards the sunThe light warms my hands, my chest, my faceI imagine it enveloping my body, draping, holdingMy palms are open wideMy heart expandingReachingFor the sunlight is not shining quick enoughAnd I yearn to be closerWarmerUntil the fire in my eyes matches that of the blaze inside.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JennaKay/1842431/ White sunlightBaby blue skyPure green grass swaying careless in an easy breezeI lay with the soft earth flowing around meTaking inBreathingExistingTrying to feel every feelingNotice every shade of green, blue, whiteMy fingertips dancing through the miniature forestsSoft, coolLi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JennaKay/1832523/ Take me in your arms once more and read me all your loveCover my chest in the calligraphy of your fingertips and bathe my thoughts in your permanent inkPlace on my neck your personal stamp Show me the story behind those eyesAnd in time I'll paint on your lips a landscape of Paris in summerWhen .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JennaKay/1828512/ It's all a little terrifyingStanding on the edge of my horizonReaching out, brushing the sun with my frostbitten fingersFrozen in timeNot fully able to grasp the enormity of my potential http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JennaKay/1810111/ Too long has night and darkness flooded across my shores The storms are feeding off the frenzied ocean waves and thundering upon my aching heart The land and sea have kept us apart And I need to be within your embrace once more All day, this hurricane has pounded the rhythm of the rain insi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JennaKay/1806603/ I can't stop writing these things. S.O.S. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JennaKay/1790641/ It's been almost two weeks since the last time I saw youAnd let me tell youYou're stuck in my headI lay in bed at night, thinking of how much better it would be if you were with me, holding me tightI think of your eyes and how they seem to shine when they're looking into mineI long to listen to your.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JennaKay/1787043/ You compared yourself to a rainstormYour favorite kind of weatherPouring, overflowing on cool Autumn daysDripping through the trees leaving pearls on the leavesAnd lighting up clouds, seeming daytime within the nightIn contrast, you called me a song bird In late Spring or SummerIn clear blue sk.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JennaKay/1784857/ You're currently on the other side of the world and this is really not helping http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JennaKay/1784566/ A Letter to My Freshman Self Written on the Night of My High School Graduation http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JennaKay/1781157/ A quick poem I wrote inspired by the movie Wuthering Heights http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JennaKay/1750953/ Upon the horizon I watched for ships who had traveled worldsTo get to my islandWhile all alongOn the opposite shoreA humble vessel had all ready arrivedAnd in the course of searching land to find meI was too busy searching the sea to explore http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JennaKay/1740107/ "If I was a kind of weather, what would I be?"He replied instantly, no questions asked"You would be a bright summer day, with the sun shining and the clearest blue sky. You would be the kind of day that makes a person want to stay outside for hours."I was flattered I saw myself as a hurricane&n.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JennaKay/1734873/ It's beenThree yearsThree monthsAnd 19 daysSince the day I almost ended my own lifeSince the day I almost forgot about all of my hopeAll of my dreamsAnd everything I had worked towards Three years Three monthsAnd 19 days Since I almost took out my father's gun And put it up to my.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JennaKay/1732993/ My dearHow do I show you that everything you find inadequate about yourself is so beautiful in my eyesWhat you see as nothing special, I find to be glorious and inspiredYou see yourself in ashes while I see you burning with passionI don't care how I too am fighting against realityWe will make it wor.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JennaKay/1732619/ Your lips were yellowAnd mine were burning redAnd when we kissed, we painted a golden orange sunset with our passionCreating blush pink clouds upon our cheeks And rainbows when we criedAnd as dusk settled upon us, we escaped into our sunsetWhere the colors were much brighter than any reality we.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JennaKay/1732488/ From across the divide, Summer, in all of her golden radiance, reached out to WinterBut as the crystalized Winter reached back, her fingers began to burn,While Summer's were frostbitten blueEach in turn pulled back from one anotherGazing at each others beauty from afarAnd wishing in the corners of t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JennaKay/1708761/ “Unfortunately, the clock is ticking, the hours are going by. The past increases, the future recedes. Possibilities decreasing, regrets mounting.” ― Haruki Murakami, Dance Dance DanceEarly in the eveningAs the indigo sky slowly fades into darknessWe lay together on y.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JennaKay/1706255/ I have found a place where I am invisibleIt's behind a locked door, on a white tile floorWhile the only sounds are my breathing and the running water in the sink that's downing out the voice of my tears because my fears are drowning meIt's a good thing no one can seeI'm sitting here shaking, avoidin.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JennaKay/1701055/ How can someone "complete" you? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JennaKay/1700762/ I'm selling all my pens if you'd like to buy a fewI want to rid my desk of them so I will not write of youAnd hey, while you are here, could you take my paper tooIt reminds me of the emptiness I feel when missing you http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JennaKay/1699070/ My heart is that of the tulipsIn the day time, they bloom in breathtaking colorTheir petals spread, bursting forth to capture the lightBut as the darkness comes, they shut themselvesSuddenlyAfraidThe night is too black and the cold coils itself around the delicate flowersAnd the tulips hide, as do I.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JennaKay/1698481/ Dear Spring, How lovely you areThinking of your bright life brings a warm smile to my faceThe cool touch of Winter's lingering air mixing with yours is a tenderness I sadly will never knowFrom your cleansing showers to the flowers you never fail to bloom,You paint new elegance with every brush .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JennaKay/1697279/ Sometimes I swear my mother is colorblindThe other day she said, “Darling, if you were gay, I think I’d know”Well Mom, there’s a rainbow inside me but you see straight through itI’m a prism in your hands but you refuse to hold me in the lightMom, I’m biBut she won.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JennaKay/1691301/ "It's a bagel day," I say to my motherAnother beautiful afternoon of clear blue skies and light spilling through the kitchen windowsShe looks at me strange"What does that even mean?" she asks, extremely confused"Well," I start, already hearing the mocking in my mind I am sure to get for ever.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JennaKay/1684994/ I said yes to livingI say yes everydayThrough all this pain and confusion, somehow I am still making my way through the world Every morning I think how much easier it would be to stay there, drifting deep into the dreams of a fake realityWho wouldn't, when you wake up into your nightmareI,.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JennaKay/1684419/ Dear Best Friend... This is definitely the personalized poem I have ever written, and one of my favorites. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JennaKay/1682561/ What it's like to have a panic attack with ADD http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JennaKay/1674177/ I think its time for me to let goMy magnetic muse is losing touch Because this pain is too muchAnd I'm sorry for thatYou put on your headphones with tears in your eyesKnowing you could never sing my song And it kills youThis is all hurting you tooPlease don't blame yourself for what .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JennaKay/1664685/ Coping with anger http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JennaKay/1661183/ My eyes are playing tricks on meThe one I thought I cared for is transforming into someone I don't recognize Her midnight hair bleaching in the daylightThe brown in her hazel eyes is consumed by an ocean of greenShe towers over me now, as if she thought I needed her to That I wanted thisWe.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JennaKay/1660639/ I cannot decide If the voices in my head Are really my own Or if something else Too dark for understandingIs consuming me http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JennaKay/1660401/ "You can't choose who you love." http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JennaKay/1657395/ Cover my eyes from the lightFrom these small candles with square flames too brightProtect me from the windThat pushes and pulls and uncovers my sinsMask the darkness within meWhich matches the wild surrounding the gleamBut unlike the nightI have no stars The fire&rsqu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JennaKay/1657159/ Part two of my three piece Evolution set http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JennaKay/1656179/ Part one of my three piece Evolution set http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JennaKay/1655844/ So quietlyWith words beyond soundThey gather in placesToo easily foundBlindly drawnTo a life all the restHave already knownAnd already forgetTheir dark eyes reflectWhat they can't comprehend Yet they yearn for it greatlyTheir voices contendTheir wings become shreddedIn this hunt of the nightWhi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JennaKay/1654788/ I wish you wouldn't treat yourself this way Because its not just you that's feeling all of this painYou tear yourself apart, bone by bone, and God only knows I'm doing the sameI wish you could see me nowSitting on the floor of my roomDrawing a picture of you from memory But I can't seem to.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JennaKay/1654254/ From ashes I was bornupon a new world already laying curses within meI breathed in the toxic smoke, embers burning in my eyesIn only a moment, I already knew the pain of bearing coal upon my backAnd my facedusted in a grey made only darker when I tried to wipe it away with my soot-covered handsMy lu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JennaKay/1654044/ We're thousands of miles away, but what I'm feeling now is a different kind of distanceAn unspoken rule of silence is telling me to let go of someone I never actually had the chance to holdAnd you needed to be heldI know you didYou clung to your phone like it was my hand, feeling the false warmth as.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JennaKay/1653969/ I'm cheating on Life with SleepLife was once young and beautiful, taking me by the hands and whispering sweetly"Look at all I have to offer you"And my body melted into the warmth of her embraceBut one day, the light burned too bright in my eyes And closing them to the world, I found a refreshin.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JennaKay/1653964/