http://slow.writerscafe.org/CrazyEllen The original writings of author CrazyEllen en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776041497 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 I look in the mirrorYet I don’t recognize the girl staring back at meShe looks sadDefeatedLostThink quicklyNo one else must seeIt must forever be a secretHidden IdentityI slowly put on my faceCover every inchHide my insecuritiesThe lost look in her eyesThe pleads to be freeCovering the girl in.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/CrazyEllen/1655280/ My mother asks me where does it hurtBut I don’t want to tell her where the pain truly residesSo I lieI tell her my shoulderI can’t tell her that pain’s insideThat when I breathe it feels like my insides are collidingThat I’m drowning in a sea of emotionsEmotions I am too youn.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/CrazyEllen/1655254/ Within meIs a crySo loudSo desperateIt could shake mountainsTrying to get outTo be heardBottled upSeeping through the lidIf you listen closelyYou could almost hearSee a glimmer of what was barely thereThen its goneQuick as it cameCompletely disappearedObliteratedTo everyoneBut meI still hear it as l.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/CrazyEllen/1655249/ All she wants is to be differentBe apart of something biggerTo be wantedTo be lovedNot just a memoryDestined to be forgottenLike last years old shoesThrown awayNot cared aboutUnknownAll she wants is to feelNot just hopelessMonsterAbominationWaste of spaceIs all she hearsRepeatingOn a loopIn her head.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/CrazyEllen/1655242/ Pretty woman who wears a faceless maskHer face has yet to be unveiledI may be blind to her faceYet her soul I can see as clear as dayThe way it curves in all the right placesHow she keeps her private places, privateAll neat and tidyThe way her brain stretches across oceans and mountainsHow she .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/CrazyEllen/1654673/ Did you think of us when you decided to leaveDecided to be freeWhen you needed reasons to stay did you ever think of the ones that would miss your presence Could you have been so selfish as to not care about usSo blind not to have seenWhat was right in front of youOpen your eyesYou could’.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/CrazyEllen/1654303/ I wonder if I am ever just on your mindLike 5 a.m. thoughts that just won’t allow you to sleep at nightOr when your’re day dreaming does your thoughts just drift off to meDo you see couples in the park and just think what could have beenDo you dream about me in your sleep and just wake u.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/CrazyEllen/1654286/ Can you hear meAm I loud enoughSelective hearing you must haveHe hears meWhy not youIs my weeping not loud enoughAre my pleads not sincere enoughAm I not loud enoughWhy can you not hear meShould I yellGet louderBegWhat haven’t I doneAll I ask is that you hear mePlease hear meSo I ask againCan .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/CrazyEllen/1654278/ Did you ever think of meDid you ever think of my firstsMy first stepsMy first wordsMy first laughMy first cryWhen I came into this worldDid you even careI guess notThey say actions speak louder than wordsI guess you prefer silenceWhere were you when I needed you the mostYou were supposed to guide me.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/CrazyEllen/1654259/ You say that you love me, but youHit me with your wordsChoke me with your negative feelingsYou say that you love me, but youRevel in my defeatLaugh at me tearsYou constantly destroy me My prideMy dignityMy trust My heartShattered into a million piecesHow could I love such a monstrosity?Hav.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/CrazyEllen/1654197/