http://slow.writerscafe.org/Jen_ma_cat The original writings of author Jen_ma_cat en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776020039 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 When will it be okay for us to part our lips from the straight pressed lineAnd let out small gasp for sweat airFor our eyebrows to un-knit And fall into an expression unseen by anyone elsePutting down the facade for a momentMaybe we can even let out lips curl up at it’s cornersInto the smalles.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jen_ma_cat/1905128/ I can remember the day it all startedWe had a small homeIt was cozy Before it felt crampedWe lived a life so half halfheartedlyBut I didn't knowWhat it was to put my whole heart into somethingWe painted the walls monochrome Black and whiteBut I didn't know that those weren'tThe only two colors in th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jen_ma_cat/1835959/ What are dreams?Goals? Achievements?To achieve your dreamSeems to be the ultimate goalIn lifeBut it doesn't make a difference To death We all dieDreams achieved or notSo what's the difference Between my life and yoursIf everybody follows the pathOf death Some paths my seems to&nb.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jen_ma_cat/1806831/ Are you okay?Why are these wordsSo hard to askWithout a backlash of questioningI don't always ask becauseI think you aren't I ask because I don't knowWhat okay looks like on youWhen you won't answer my questionAre you okay?Why do you turn these words,Into insults?Their not.Are you okay?If I ask.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jen_ma_cat/1790132/ I'm not afraid of deathI'm afraid of the road that leads to itI'm afraid of the futureIn this current moment I can turn my headLeft and rightEveryone I love is by my sideBut will it stay like this forever?I would rather not find outThe small hearts breaksAre things i can live with But in the fu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jen_ma_cat/1769766/ I feel like I give more loveThan love I am givenI am the beloved toy On the top shelfSought for when needed comfortBut always put backOn the top shelfI'm like a joyously rich flowerNectar oozing from my petalsBut then I am robbed Of my joyBy bees and insectsSlowly draining meLike the shore.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jen_ma_cat/1763869/ What if I jumpAnd moments Before my toes emerge into the waterTime stopsAnd I stay in suspenseFor all of eternityMy heart would still beatAnd the ocean waves would still moveBut I Would freeze in midair I could still feel the sea breezeComb through my hairMaybe time wouldn't stopJust .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jen_ma_cat/1754568/ On a canvasI stroke the paper with warmthMy heart skips a beat at the glances we exchangeAlways looking away firstBut slowly turning once moreYour eyesMoving my wristCreating slow strokesThen fastWarm colors Then coldMimicking my unsteady heartI feel like a childWell,I am onePlaying these games.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jen_ma_cat/1752228/ There are two kinds of people on this earthThe ones born to loveAnd the ones taught to loveI was taughtI have always been able to see the worldIn all its cruel clarityIn all it's sinister beautyI hated the worldThe black twisting vines of fate encased meIn my own pity and hateThe moment I was bornI .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jen_ma_cat/1747887/ More than anything I want anOpportunityMore than anythingI want to break the daily routine Of living half dead inside, Dragging my soul outside my bodyMore than anything I want the sensation of dangerCoursing through my body like a speeding highway I want my heart to beatBea.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jen_ma_cat/1746503/ I am a fakeA phonyI'm the person who fakes smiles for othersAnd then they stab at my heart even more,Like the dead animal on the side of the roadI'm the person picking everyone upAnd no one is there for me when I fallI'm the one who pretends to be friends with people I can't standBecause the thought.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jen_ma_cat/1742780/ YouYou was once like a shining light of hope at the end of a long dark tunnelYou Was once like that warm summer breeze you would get in the depths of winter, picking you back up and bringing security and warmthYouYou was once like the first laughter of an infant child, spreading love and joy an.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jen_ma_cat/1725973/ Stop itYour dressed up liesPity commentsI get it alreadyStop itBecause your wrong BecauseI'm not tall or athleticI'm like a squished soda canMy eyes don't shimmer when the light catches them just rightMy eyes are the color of dirt  I know what you wantLies in returnI won't give them to you.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jen_ma_cat/1719865/ When we look into the mirror we don't see usYou don't see youAnd I don't see meWe see who we think we areBut not who we should be http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jen_ma_cat/1708317/ Be the bestYou need to be number oneStudyScoresReport cardNumber two isn't good enough anymoreBe the bestYou will disappoint them Be the bestYour already a disappointmentBe the bestNumber two isn'tGood enough Study Scores Report cardIt feels like my brain is hurting my heartBe nu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jen_ma_cat/1700003/ When I see you nextWill you please hug me? The way you always doDevouring my small self And your hand against the back of my headRuffling my hair And I, smelling your heavily masked cologneWhen I see you nextWill you please tell me everything, Is okay again? That the nights .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jen_ma_cat/1697310/ Sadness does not go awayIt lives in the back of your headAnd waits for that momentWhen everything is alrightEverything is quiteAnd strikesIt laughs, mocks, and hurts youSadness does not go away http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jen_ma_cat/1678077/ A girl and her life. 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