http://slow.writerscafe.org/Northend The original writings of author Northend en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776109909 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 time and time again I think things throughthen over thinkagain and again I fightwithin myselfwanting one side to winwanting to let things bebut how can I?when all I do is regretnot jumping at my chancenot chasing youstaying on the sidelineswatching you walk awaywith a smile on my facelying.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Northend/2110755/ Dear friendDear my loveI have something that I must saythat I must dowhat I got to sayis I love youwhat I got to dois show youthat I want youthat I need youthat you mean more to methen anyone elseI want to say the truththat i want you to stayI want to speak to sayI love you don't leaveDon'.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Northend/2108171/ Beautiful,was the first wordthat wanted to cross my lips when we met. I was 8you were 7 just learning the worldjust getting our feet wetI would never knowjust how much you would hold me upthrough out the yearsyou gave me loveyou gave me heart acheyou gave me laughter and you.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Northend/2107087/ left aloneby myself without youwhile your offtalking to other menmeeting themseeing themwhile i get to sit alonewhy do i feel so tangled inside?why do i feel so jealousyou tell me he is just a friendyou tell me i got nothing to worrythen why do i feel so uneasywhy do i feel like your looking for som.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Northend/2018977/ My hun,you have been there the entire timehelping me up making me smilewatchingcaring lovingyou have done all thesethings and so much moreI haven't told youhave I?how much I appreciate you?how much I love you?what you mean to me?I thought it was be plain to seebut I still haven't told you have I?I s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Northend/1953379/ Don't leave is what I want to sayDon't go away is what I want to hearBut I don't get that I don't understand the feelingsinside of meI walk into this houseempty as it isexpecting to hear your voice,to tell me welcome hometo tell me that its okI am home now.instead I see the ghost ofwhere you use to .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Northend/1948400/ For someone who passed away 2 days before my birthday http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Northend/1947768/ Family family is the most important thing to me,from a young age I alwayswanted a family tohave that job and house,have a little one come running to mebig smile on their facearms open happy to see mefamily will always be important to meTrustTrust is easly broken but much harder to fixI want to have .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Northend/1947755/ I thought I could trust you,I thought I could tell you my darkest secrets,I never thought you hurt me like thisI was lost in a personal hellsurrounded by my demonsI told you I couldn't ever go backthat I lose myself if I went backbut you sent me therewith out a carewithout a thought of mejust with s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Northend/1944575/ I was in jail for 2 nights and this came to me http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Northend/1943514/ My heart is broken but I have hope to fix it with the only one who can use a needle http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Northend/1943511/ In the depths of regret,I lost what was me,I had nothing left,I lost what i was trying to hold on to.I had thought that i had nothing left to lose.Then you reached out your hand,Gave me life,Gave me reason,When i had no reason to keep walking,When i was so lost in my own Self hate,You brought m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Northend/1336928/ To be honest I think I really like youTo be honest I haven't felt this way before To be able to feel like I am alive again After being dead for so longTo be honest I didn't want to let you goI didn't want to feel dead inside againTo be honest I wanted to ask you to stayYet I .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Northend/1104316/ Sitting in the cold roombound by the chains i have madeI look out unto the worldWishing that a bird will come and take me out into the vast sky,then you came,you broke the chainsthat have bound me to the earthyou have opend my eyes and shatterd all the wallsthat i built brick by brick.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Northend/1028746/ I sit alone on this porchrealing from what i just did,holding my handsfeeling the cold blood drip from them.a new feelingto this lifeless body,letting myself go lifelessas the ant i just stepped on.just an easy step,staying alive is the hard part.I look up to see you standing there,i .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Northend/800852/ Staring blankly at the screen,noticing yet,not seeing,for the moment has passed,and I shall put my heart to rest,the pain is still here,along with the broken pieces of my past.Losing the one person,that meant anything in this life.has taken its tollon my worthless .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Northend/800851/ i might change it later, http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Northend/800831/ Talking with words of painand words of regretnever fogetting the painfull things i did to youwhy cant i accept that you have moved on?on to anther mans arms,i cant help but wonder if you thinkof me while you are sleeping with himdo you wonder what would of happendif we tried one more.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Northend/763146/ Everytime i See your pictureI cant stop my heart from raceing Everytime i think of youi get butterflysbut i cant justifywhat i have done to youall i can see is the doomi have brought to the tableEveryone lies,Everyone cheats,Everyone dies,and i am no differnt.  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Northend/760354/ I've been waiting for someone to comeand set me freebut all i see is the left oversof a long agoand long forgottenfire of passtioni wish i could see youfeel your touchthe softness of your lipspressed agasint minethe way your body leaned into mine.the way you smiled with hap.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Northend/760348/ All my life i done things alone.did what i needed to doto make myself feel alivenow i have hurt the person that i loved the most.how can i turn the hands of timeback to the night that i made that gravemistake. All my life i've been debating on ending it right here and nowto let m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Northend/760339/ idk http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Northend/760336/ I am scared of whatis to comeI am afraid of whathas been doneI can’t get out ofthis rutFor all I beenthroughMay I not have a bitof restCan’t I spill myguts?Why do I have to fearfor my self?Now with a new one onthe wayCant I help but think.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Northend/687430/ With every breath I takeI feel like I amslowly fading awayAlong with my life I know I have notlongI can only say isI have no regrets inthis lifeMaybe the next lifewill be betterMaybe with the nextstep In this never ending cycleI will find peace,Jus.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Northend/687226/ Why do you alwayswant to break me down?Can’t you leave goodenough alone?Can’t you see I ambroken?Nothing is here foryou to brakeCan you just leave mealone?With you finally goneI try to find myself I find a stranger trappedinsideI step away from.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Northend/687225/ Taking your hands in mind Holding you tight in my eyesJust the sound of us breathingIs like nothing I can comprehendHolding you again Loving you againIs like giving a starving man foodBeing so closeYet so farCan be life threatenIf you’re to blind to seeThat just by your.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Northend/667453/                                                   .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Northend/661729/                     I came running down the little hill we have in our back yard. Stopped at the door and steadied my breathing before walking in the house. I opened the door and yelled. “I&rsquo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Northend/661727/                                       A good 30 days later at a Park with Hailey not too far from my house. .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Northend/661723/  The boy came up and looked at me and looked at me hard. He asked “dude are you okay? You just seem a little out of it John.” “I feel just fine just a little tired.”That's all I told the kid and then I looked into John's memory and find out that this guy's nam.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Northend/661720/ Its our heros first day of school and its not what he thought it would be!!!! http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Northend/661717/ our hero find him self in a new place and meets a new friend. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Northend/661715/ this is the next chapter in my story our hero falls victom to the sweet song of death..... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Northend/661713/ It is the start, this is where we meet our Guardian http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Northend/658658/ This is a story i promised a group of friends that i had when I was younger may their souls rest in peace this is for you guys! http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Northend/657843/ this is a bleh poem http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Northend/654654/ this is something that i wrote down and i thought i would put it up idk why i wrote it really just words taht poped out of my head http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Northend/654647/ to be honest i don't know why i wrote this i lost so many ppl and all i could think of is why cant i feel any hate so ya here u go http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Northend/626528/ i wrote this after i talked with my girl http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Northend/626519/ this was after a fight and then haveing do listen to someone else brake down in front of me http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Northend/626027/ i wrote this after my and my ex broke up http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Northend/626025/ i was hurting really bad back then and i just found this in a bunch of papers when i went though my storge shed http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Northend/624835/ i wrote this years ago after a fight http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Northend/616766/ I wrote this when i couldnt sleep while locked up. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Northend/616763/ I wrote this right after I was Sentenced by the judge. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Northend/616757/ I am being made to do this by my evil girlfriend -_- LOL http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Northend/616753/