http://slow.writerscafe.org/Abeer_Elfayomi The original writings of author Abeer Tarek en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775981107 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15      “It is a blue heart shaped necklace that I stole from my mom, I loved it and I have been wearing it for a while now, it looked like my own heart, however, came the day I shall take it off.You loved blue, didn’t you? I liked it too, and even though you didn’t giv.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Abeer_Elfayomi/1776675/ "I crave happiness like lovers crave hugs. I feel torn, both physically and emotionally, I am no longer tolerant, no longer tolerant to pain and no longer tolerant to tears. Goosebumps fill my skin, I have no idea why but they are annoying me, they are making me feel weak.When I close my eyes I see .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Abeer_Elfayomi/1742548/ "God didn't create one universe, God created billions, one in each's mind, and people either choose to embrace it, or choose to destroy it.I wish we could see souls like we see eyes, I wish we could hear hearts like we hear voices, and I wish we could feel minds like we feel touches.It's hard to exp.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Abeer_Elfayomi/1739659/  I know nothing about time. I know nothing about it's depth and soul which scares me. It scares me how it moves forward and never backward. It scares me how many things can happen in a second and how those many things can  never rewind.  I know nothing about s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Abeer_Elfayomi/1728655/ Crisp smell of rain,saved me from my despair.Hope enchanted me,when strength healed the pain.Happiness I suppose,was worth all the tears.I loved life when, rain interfered with fears.An invisible barrier formed, between myself and weakness. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Abeer_Elfayomi/1726786/ "I drowned in the darkness of cold water, I drowned in the depths of your despair, I forgot what love was until I remembered poetry, I forgot what happiness was until I remembered madness; a beauty which I drowned in, which I craved and swallowed, where only darkness conquers and souls overcome.&nbs.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Abeer_Elfayomi/1714713/            Do you know how much I loved you? I loved you so much I'd be glad to hear you talk about that girl you loved deeply just to hear your voice.I loved you so much that I would bear you loving her just so that I can see that sparkle in your eyes.  I lov.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Abeer_Elfayomi/1709771/ Darkness.                   "I'm dark, hell my soul is darkest and so are my thoughts, you will never see it when you first get to know me, I'm bubbly and sweet, but once you do you'll start realizing the galaxy that lies ahead. Over-thinking, fear, .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Abeer_Elfayomi/1705477/                 Remember My Heart.               "My mornings are dark, my nights are freezing and my days are empty. I miss you, I miss our tears, our long hugs, our cold nights, our steady stares, and our heavenly.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Abeer_Elfayomi/1696856/ Laughing.        "I have been laughing so much lately, even my friends have noticed, only the close ones though, for only they can see through me. The last time I was depressed was more than a year ago, when coldness was then an enemy. I didn't miss that feeling, not one bit..but.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Abeer_Elfayomi/1683208/ Trust.    "It is crazy how you can feel so lonely even though there are so many people around you, so many voices yet all you feel is silence, merely because you felt nothing but trust towards them yet they stab you in the back every time you show that trust, they stab you with everything .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Abeer_Elfayomi/1680022/ I am afraid.    "I'm guilty, guilty for feeling electricity from your your touch, guilty for craving your hugs, and guilty for longing for your kiss. You're not mine and I am not yours, for that I am afraid to fall, I'm afraid to fall in your dark depths even though they match mine, I'm af.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Abeer_Elfayomi/1672744/ Art."I hated drawing and art beyond words, probably because I had a teacher that made fun of my drawing once, I know it wasn't the nicest drawing but for some reason I felt insecure because of that..so I hated it. I never thought of art or colors as therapeutic as most people say, I used to always g.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Abeer_Elfayomi/1670159/   I Broke My Promise.      "After you broke down my walls, after you made every shield crumble and after you made me fall in love; I was scared, hell, I was terrified, I was intimidated that you'd leave me, even though you promised. You claimed to be different, you claimed t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Abeer_Elfayomi/1668877/ Flaws. "Flaws are in every part of me, every part of my vulnerable self, and I admit it. I'm moody, annoying, depressing, naive, stubborn and foolish, I'm dark, weak and fragile; those are not flaws you easily ignore, those are not flaws you can just notice and let go. I understand that imperfe.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Abeer_Elfayomi/1667806/ I Love You Deep.      I have fallen in love with people before you, I was ready to sacrifice my heart and soul for them, but they betrayed me, they left me to rot in my own grieve, I promised to never fall again, never fall in love, never fall for those l.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Abeer_Elfayomi/1665132/ Confidence."People's opinions don't matter anymore, all you care about is yours, because you will never please everyone and you were not born to please everyone. The only person you need to please is yourself and yourself only. You can be chubby, short, tall, thin, pale, tanned, blonde or burnette; .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Abeer_Elfayomi/1665113/ Happiness."The tiniest thing you can think of can make me the happiest, I appreciate many things and I love that about myself. A simple Hello from someone I love, a new song released by a singer I love or a cuddle given to me by someone I love, I swear to God those little things make me appreciate l.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Abeer_Elfayomi/1665070/ Faith."I have been through many things, and I have encountered many feelings; however faith I can call the strongest of them all, I have never had faith in my Lord and he failed me, never in my sixteen years of life, and for that I am eternally grateful. Life gets tough sometimes, in fact, most of t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Abeer_Elfayomi/1665068/ Perfection."Everyone seeks perfection, they run after it with high hopes that they can master it; it is just pure human nature, it happens spontaneously but they don't and they never will master it, because it merely does not exist. It is intimidating sometimes, people can spend life times running a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Abeer_Elfayomi/1665066/ Satisfaction."Life can never and will never be perfect, no matter how many materialistic things you have, money can never buy this feeling, a feeling of pure happiness, in fact, it is a far greater feeling than happiness. It is when you have the perfect life in your eyes, even if you have the least .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Abeer_Elfayomi/1665058/ Anger."It makes my heart beat like a sewing machine, fast and furious, my mind is racing and my hands are shaking. I have zero control over it, but I have to keep it all in, even through sometimes I just feel like screaming at the top of my lungs, I feel like swearing but I don't because I know the .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Abeer_Elfayomi/1665056/ Anxiety."My head is pounding with pain, my hearts is beating faster than it should, my crying has become involuntary, my blood is warm, warmer than it should, I feel it burning under my thin skin, I feel my eyes boiling and I feel my fingers shaking; but it's normal, all of that is normal, I try to .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Abeer_Elfayomi/1665054/ Love."Love can be the best yet the worst feeling a human being could ever feel, it's when your stomach clenches at the mention of their name, when all what you want to do is be with them, merely because it's what every inch and fiber in your brain is thinking about, when their happiness becomes all .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Abeer_Elfayomi/1665053/ Tears."I hate feelings, and I hate myself for having them, they contain me in the worst way possible, I weep in times when I shouldn't and I don't in times when I should; because tears are betrayers, they come out when people are around and because I have feelings I can't control them. They show how.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Abeer_Elfayomi/1665052/ Depression."It's not sadness, it's emptiness. It feels like your tiny heart is hollowed out, yet it's too heavy to carry in your chest, like it's slowly drowning in the darkest depths of the ocean. You almost feel no emotions anymore, you don't love, you don't hate, you don't smile and you don't cry.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Abeer_Elfayomi/1665048/ Fear."Fear is a disease. It slowly takes over your life, it becomes all what you think about. It starts out small, almost unnoticeable, then it grows, it grows like a monster inside you, it takes over your mind, your heart and your body. It brutally suffocates you. Fear of failure, fear of lonelines.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Abeer_Elfayomi/1665045/ Weakness."Hell how much I envy strong people, people whom have been through the worst of things yet manage to have that sparkle in their eyes, they manage to give you the impression that no matter what you did you can't break them and even if you did they will never show you that they're hurt, not o.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Abeer_Elfayomi/1661490/ Pain.       "It's insane how emotional pain can be so immense that you'd physically feel it. I can feel my heart split open, I can feel the emptiness inside of my chest, I can feel my brain collapsing, I can feel my heart struggling to stay alive, I can feel pain in every fiber o.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Abeer_Elfayomi/1661487/ I feel so many emotions, so many feelings, they are all trapped inside my wilted heart, because I don't trust people enough I had to pour my feelings somewhere else other than to people's minds, and t http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Abeer_Elfayomi/1661479/