http://slow.writerscafe.org/Terra05 The original writings of author Terra Bendite en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775985542 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Sleep no morePain still feltEveryday toreMy mind still melts http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Terra05/1962336/ Everything I touch is brokenEverything I've ever had has disappearedEverything I knew was a lieFrom the past till nowI've been a mistakeA failureDoomed to the eternal voidNothing to feel but sadnessNot even sadness can be an excuse for the tearsFor everyday I wellow in the feelingFor none know of th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Terra05/1961986/ A simple goodbye Could feel like a stab at the heart But what if it was a final goodbye? It wouldn't be a stab at the heart The heart would be gone completely Tears would overflow the void But it wouldn't help Would you mourn over me? Would you care? Woul.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Terra05/1722604/ Left alone in this empty voidNo path leading outPain growing with every breathTears can't helpBeing forced to live with thisThe pain no one noticesHow can they?I can't be seen, I am ignoredThis void is my homeFilled with my self loathingMy fearsMy searing pain http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Terra05/1716206/ Alone in my mindthinking it overwhy was I treated like thishe stole my love and played with ithe made me feel like dirtor someone that doesn't deserve to liveI didn't see through his disguiseof flattery and charmjust saw him as good guybut he deserted meleft me to rotto be b.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Terra05/1680654/ She sits on the reclinerlooking through her photoschatting with friendslong brown hair rests on her chesther glasses reflecting lightshe rests her head on her handlooking lonelywhile being busydoing nothingin a very quiet roomnot talking but textingto many peoplebut looks depressedI wish I could hel.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Terra05/1680645/ Running, hidingbreathlessly trying to runawayfrom everythingand everyoneto get away is my goalnothing changed my mindI don't want to feel thisI am scared of ithiding from what frightens me mostlove http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Terra05/1680380/ I am on this planet, alonethe earth crumbling under my feetthe sun close, smothering the landthe oceans depletedthis world is no place for the livingevery building lay in ruinsthe roads crackedair filled with heateven though I liveI can’t be alonenot in this world of destructionthis planet is .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Terra05/1680361/ My demons surround methey strengthen my fearthey choke me into nothingcan’t be helpedcan’t hidecan’t run awayjust everyday is hardto go through this anxietyto worry about everythingcan’t be helpedcan't hidecan't run awayfriends try to helpbut make it worsewhy can’t I co.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Terra05/1679282/ My heart is shriveled, lifelesstoo many heart breaksI have no more love to giveit has been takenand shredded to nothingI am alone, alwaysseeing everyone have their somebody specialsurrounded and ignoredI can’t be seen by my friendstheir time spent with their loveI have nobody to care forto be .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Terra05/1679277/ Being misunderstoodTrue friendship goneI was once safeJust walking by without a careInvisible to anyoneHe was my everythingHe left an empty gapMy life chained to depressionNever-ending shadow fills my soulDarkness clouds my visionIt's unsafe to feelMy feelings aren’t trustedThe race against my.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Terra05/1677905/ I look into my soulnothing seems wronguntil I have to make a choiceit seems wrongor horriblewhat comes from itis what I avoidpeople always get hurtI try not tobut the outcome is the sameI lose my friendsI have no oneI never want to lose youbut it comes out as rejectionI care but it doesn’t sho.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Terra05/1677363/ Hidden in plain sightI talk, no one hearsI yell, I am invisibleI walk in front of themI don’t existon a ledge, ready to jumpwould they see me?I am not knownI am forgottenI am hidden in plain sight http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Terra05/1671835/ Shootings, suicide bombersParis, a beautiful placebeing attackedinnocent people deadmany injuredasking for helponly to wait for rescuein the darkening nightfearing for their livesParis was a beautiful placebut if this continuesit will be rememberedas a bloody massacre http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Terra05/1669063/ I sit on a bench, waiting for the bus to pick me up. Footsteps fill the air as people pass me by but this one man stood out. His hair dyed pink except for the sides, arms toned, the bright shirt shaping his broad shoulders. He only looked at me for a second before moving on, chestnut eyes glaring, m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Terra05/1668422/ Feeling alonefriends around me laughingpeople in relationshipsjust left alone to cryno one notices meinvisible anywhere I goleft alone to wallowis suicide the answermaybe?no one even caresif I consider itno one understands lonelinesslike I domaybe I should leaveno one saw meno one needs meno on.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Terra05/1666898/ He is the galaxieI am one starhe is my everythingI am nothingthe stars, the moon, the earthhe is the bee to my flowerhe is the sun on this earthhe is the moon with the starshe is my everythingI am nothing http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Terra05/1666754/ To my surprise you did bring happiness to my heartbut only for a moment until you betrayed meyou walk away to another girlmy heart gone from my chestnonexistent, just a empty gapforever openthat moment you walked awayI died inside http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Terra05/1666275/ Chains skimming across the groundmetal scraping skinfeet drag across the muddirt covers our facesstarvation sets inI consider the people around me my familywe are forced to work the minesforever togethernever to escapejust mining until we diethe sound of metal on rockcries from little childrentheir .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Terra05/1666218/ Surrounded by the never-ending shadowit is always with mewherever I go it followsthrough the cracks in the wallsseeping into my soulthe voidit's apart of meI can't get awayno matter what I doit always follows http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Terra05/1665676/ The creature in the mountainscales as red as blood, impenetrablefire as hot as the sunsleeps unwoken in the cold stone castleengulfed by tressureeverything made out of goldcoins, cups, necklacesthe creature’s wings covered by gemssmoke coming from it's nostrilsalone with his greedthe dragon Sm.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Terra05/1665114/ Fangs bearingclaws sharp as knivesfur as black as nightprowling the area for foodor an enemy to fightoff the search, the wolf went back to the denthree pups lay asleepall innocentsniffing the aira new scent appearedHUMAN!tracking the smellhearing the footsteps of the unwary humansneaking around, try.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Terra05/1665072/ Looking at my laptopI wonder what to writeshould I write about love?or lonelinessthe decision is hardbut I go with what I knowbeing alone not knowing lovenot ever being in lovejust my stone cold heartinside my chest telling me to typeabout what I experienced which is loneliness http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Terra05/1665020/ The engine revsthe smell of gasoline fills the airthe track ready for cars to raceas the countdown startspeople wait and seewhile having snacks in their lapsas the countdown hits one the cars raceblurs of colors across the trackpeople cheering while I sit watchinga bright race car starts passingthen.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Terra05/1664433/ The way before me is unclearand uncertainI never want to go on the pathbut I am told to anywayforced to do what others wantto feel what they feelto see what they seebut I am not like othersI want to go my own waynot what others want for meto go on a clearand certain paththat I choose http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Terra05/1664424/ Leaves fall along the breezebeing carried to unknown placesthe trees swayinganimals scurrying across the roadchildren jumping in piles of leavesfrost covers the grassthe sky filled with cloudsthe cold covers my faceas I look at the world around mewalking along the road of dirt and fallen leavesrocks.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Terra05/1664388/ The strong pull guiding mewhere?I don’t knowbut I follow it anywayone way in, one way outthat’s how I feel the thrill of not knowingthe sensation of lifefilling my body to where I can’t thinkbut I follow to maybe have a better lifeto have a life of purpose,fulfillment,and loveso I .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Terra05/1664369/ The days dragged on as the light left the daythe ice cold wind surrounding meall I have for warmth is my jacketno one to talk tomy thoughts kept to myselfI start to feel numbthis sensation fills my whole bodyI don’t want to movemy stomach growls but there is nothing to eatjust alone in this da.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Terra05/1664338/ The sound of terror fills the airhorses hooves hit the ground like cannonsbullets fly pastbodies start to pile upred soaks the groundnothing here was rightAs the fight diles downpeople search for survivorsas they step on the blood soaked groundthey see children, innocent people deadthis war was a mi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Terra05/1664324/ Can’t get away, can’t runif I try he will comeif I do he will have some funif I run he will followthe terror of not knowingwhat will happenI do not knowI was so saddened by what was happeningI wished it was overwhy did it happen?why me?I do not know http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Terra05/1662674/ I thought you were the onebut all you said were lies“I love you” he’d saythat was a liehe had my heart, I gave it to himOur relationship was a liehe would buy things, say sweet thingsbut nothing will fix this liethe truth he desperately hid from methat left me in shackles to be for.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Terra05/1662656/ Fears hold me backpeople say “deal with it”just hearing those wordsfills me with more fearlife is hard enough to deal withjust trying to be normal with everyone elsesomething is holding me back the weight of life pulls me downto what seems like nothingjust trying to survivein this jungle.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Terra05/1662603/ The yearning of someone elsemy heart filled with dread loneliness made me who I amfearing to love, to be rejectednot knowing who to trustor who to loveI just don’t know if I can take the painof another lost love http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Terra05/1662586/ Rain falls along with my will to loveever gone in the void of shadownothing to heal the open woundjust pure darkness in a world of lightthis veil covers my face from my true feelingsguilt, sadness, regret, tormentof a horrible life http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Terra05/1662555/