http://slow.writerscafe.org/fak1ng000l1fe The original writings of author faked.reality en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776013023 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 I haven't been writing lately. So I decided to force myself to write SOMETHING...and this is what was on my mind I guess http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fak1ng000l1fe/1686474/ My eyes are red from the crying last nightWhite pills I take to numb my painThe sun is yellow shining inside from outsideMy outfit is just black and plain Their fake lipstick smiles are redMy nails are blue blue blueThere isn’t a color to describe what’s in my headPainted my face with th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fak1ng000l1fe/1674115/ Something I wrote for my mom, though I know I could never have the guts to give it to her. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fak1ng000l1fe/1673541/ Would it be so bad to sleep for eternityWould it be so bad to let me leaveFlowers on my head, rope around my neckWould it be so bad to set me freeFree from the scheduled silent tearsFree from my wrists’ painFree from the ingrained fearFree from going insaneIf you could change meWhat would you .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fak1ng000l1fe/1669634/ I know you'll be here soon. I don't know if I should be excited or scared. We've been through much, and then you had to go. It's only been six weeks, but so much has happened since then. When I see you, can I run up to you and cry in your arms? Or should I not even make eye contact? I mean, I left .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fak1ng000l1fe/1669025/ They sink their teeth Into the weakOne cut, two cuts, I know the scars won’t fadeIf they only knew The crimes committed in my room. Their words running through my mind They sting because they aren’t liesSlut, ugly, stupid, and dumb. I guess I’m transparent to everyoneBut all I want.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fak1ng000l1fe/1668298/ RunningHidingCryingScreamingCalmingSmilingLaughingTeasingRepeatingI run, I hide, and I cry. I scream to let my anger out. I calm down, and start to smile again. My smile turns into a laugh...until they tease me. Then this cycle simply repeats. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fak1ng000l1fe/1665015/ Please tell meWhere did you goWhy did you leaveWhy didn't I knowI thought you hadYour life figured outYou were always thereFor everyone elseYou were always laughingNo one saw you cryYou seemed so happyWas it all a lieCan't you see I'm cryingHow could you do thisWhy did you leave meWas it something I.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fak1ng000l1fe/1664994/ I wrote this poem out of anger... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fak1ng000l1fe/1664334/ It's a song I wrote...Just something I've kept in for a long time http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fak1ng000l1fe/1664329/ I don't know why I'm still tryingYou've obviously given upI'm tired of all your lyingI know this isn't loveThough your blue eyes are hauntingYour smile's just a ghostI gave you my everythingBut I guess it wasn't enoughIf you're going to leaveJust do it nowNever will I be "ready" So why stick ar.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fak1ng000l1fe/1664327/