http://slow.writerscafe.org/Est19xxbadd3st The original writings of author Est19xxbadd3st en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776031764 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 I'm so numb until I feel that blade slide acrross my skin.I was doing so good but like before I let the darkness win.Its unlike any other high i can't explain it.I know I need to get help that this isn't a permanent fix.I love the rush I get when I get to feel.It just sucks that the scars .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Est19xxbadd3st/1685340/ Its been a long time since I wrote lyrics....here it goes. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Est19xxbadd3st/1685338/ Never did I ever think you would f**k me over like this.I was always there for you but its clear i was took for granted an you never gave a s**t.You promised me you would never go back to that s**t.But what you get down and desperate cus life got a lil rough.Well suck it up and stopping bein.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Est19xxbadd3st/1685333/ My sweet peanut you were suppose to be 12 weeks Friday. But sadly you stopped growing so in my arms you will never lay.My world shattered when I heard the worse news of my life.I hurt so bad this is pain I can't describe I feel like I just wanna die.Its not fair that I lost another sweet ang.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Est19xxbadd3st/1685331/ CrushFrom the moment we first spoke I felt a connection. Now your constantly on my mind and all I want is your attention. Your looks is what attracted me but its your personality that impressed an hooked me.I know you been hurt and fucked over by every b***h but I'm different you will see... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Est19xxbadd3st/1685327/ You wanna hear a sad story about a scarred and broken girl.Who always felt so lost and alone in this fucked up an cruel world.She always felt outta place like she never belonged.And everyone to cross her path has always done her wrong.When it came to love she never even came close. It.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Est19xxbadd3st/1685323/ I'm screaming but no one can hear my silent screams.I'm in so much pain I wear It under my jeans.The darkness has come back an is stronger then ever.I thought it was gone and things would finally get better.But what a fool I was to think that would be true.The numbness is taking over if th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Est19xxbadd3st/1685205/ "Cruel world"It's fucked up when people always say they are there for me an care.But when I need someone the most nobody is there.I was in a really dark place and again I faced it alone.I cried out for help but nobody so much as called my phone.I coulda killed myself and nobody .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Est19xxbadd3st/1685204/