http://slow.writerscafe.org/ms_lynise The original writings of author d.lynise en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776093331 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 I crave a love that conquers all I amA love that makes me feel safeUnafraidA love that challengesNot criticizesA love that throws rocks outside my windowAnd gifts me with jewels, a reflection of meGreets me with my favorite thingsWithout being askedA love that is unaffected by mood, unconditionalAnd.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ms_lynise/1702977/ I crave you,Longing for your being to fellowship with mineWaiting for the dayOur souls will be intertwinedPraying for your peaceBefore you even belong to meSeeing all that you couldAnd should beWith meMy heartbeat calls for yoursScreaming through my chestTrying to bre.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ms_lynise/1249445/ You make me uncomfortable,Unknowingly transporting me to a place of unpreparedness.You completely disarm me,With your intellectual beauty.I could walk miles with your conversation,And eternally make love to your thoughts.You give me a feeling I've never had before,Vulnerability. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ms_lynise/1221677/ I've come to learnI am heartless.Not purposely, but defensively.Ruined by the one that birthed me,I am cold and numb,Without a cure.As hard as I tryUnable to cry, Unable to feel.Unable to love, Unable to trust,And the worst thing is,I don't know how to fix it.I am taking the first step in .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ms_lynise/1077152/ I haven't written since OctoberI can't believe I lost myself, again.But I promise this is the absolute last time.Like a tempting devilGrinning in the shadows,You have become my greatest sin.Drawn to you as the waves to the shore,I drank you in with all your poison,Engorging my gluttonous selfWith al.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ms_lynise/948826/ Love is WarAnd War is not won without TearsAnd Blooshed.Love has no LimitsTo those whose Life it can DestroyOr Revive.Love can be Wasted,Love can be Salvaged,Love can be Forever.But it cannot be Tamed.As a Wildfire,Love consumes everything in it's path,And devours the emotions of the Heart.It leaves.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ms_lynise/812220/ A Blade of GrassA Leaf grazing my CheekThe glow of FallAll Around MeThe Smell of CinnamonAnd Apple PiesBrings instant SparkleTo my anxious EyesThe Crunching SoundsAs I WalkTree limbs beneath my feetAs Acorns softly TalkBarren TreesA Sea of Transformed LeavesA Calmer SunBlesses Earth With the Se.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ms_lynise/812219/ I don't know what's going on with me. Maybe you're transforming me, yet again, seeing how much more you need from me. I know you're making me who I'm meant to be, so excuse my impatience.  I grow weary from the battles in my mind, trying to find an escape. In my heart I believe it is You, but .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ms_lynise/812205/ Today, I am Burning.As a Phoenix before Rebirth, I am yearning, for my Life to begin Anew.My heart is being devoured by the ever cleansing flame.Preparing it for a New journey.My Mind is frozen, though Hot and Motlen, as if it is trapped in a deep sleep.My surroundings are Changing outside the flame.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ms_lynise/812200/ I don't know who I am anymore.Or who I want to be.All of this misdirection has clouded the air.And I can't begin to seeWhere I'm going,Where I am.Pains in my heart.As if it's being stretched across the universe.My soul screams with confusion and incertainty.Torment in every verse.I feel like my body.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ms_lynise/799897/ I've never known love at first sight,Until now.It's as if my heart was bombarded; pricked at the sight of you,It's indescribable.I'd heard of your name before,But now,It holds such a deeper, heavier meaning on my lips.Adam.My first impression of you still drips, steadily in my mind.A glance, a joke,.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ms_lynise/799893/ I slept with them, Yes, all three of them.And they weren't you.Some moments were amazing, others mediocre.But the most important thing you know, Is that they weren't you. It all went routinely the same,I seduced them, all of them.I was the one with sex on the brain, And they nev.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ms_lynise/769812/ I don't know what I want, and it pisses me off.I can't figure out what my heart wants, because there is war within it.I hate how we're growing apart, and we tend to ignore it for fear of tears,And considering all the time we've spent.I constantly think of how long ago I could've ended things, but I .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ms_lynise/769806/ Why was I created here?Put in negativityConceived from irresponsibility.Why do I have to bear the burden of instability?As if my life is a constant earthquakeMy heart shakes from the cross I carry.I wonder why their mistakes are mineTime cannot find a line to draw between my parents and ITo distingu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ms_lynise/743618/ I close my eyes to kiss you just to know when I open them I won't feel the satisfaction that once existed.I hold your hand to feel the unfulfilment of the present, with too much lost to the past.I let your body enter mine to expect your selfish thirst to leave me unquenched.My heart yearns for the d.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ms_lynise/743617/ I don't have anyone to share my problems with anymore. I talk to my roommate, but I'm pretty sure after 20 minutes of listening to how pathetic I am, she's tired. Especially seeing as it's 1:08 in the morning, and I have an 8 a.m. class. I guess I just don't care, I won't be able to sleep anyw.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ms_lynise/701955/ Like bare feet on hot sand, my heart is becoming calloused. My twin soul has been torn from me, my best friend murdered by my own hand.The evidence drips from my hand as diamonds. But all I can see is time lost, slipping like sand. My hands reach for uncertainty, my heart yearns for d.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ms_lynise/701933/ I used to know you. You used to be mine, but you changed on me. Don't get me wrong, I did too, but we changed in different ways. I was dumb to think we'd stay the same. You got like all the other people I used to be close to. Now I'll just push you away like every one else.&.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ms_lynise/669363/ I've become the girl I've always hate. I polish my face everyday to impress a fake world. I dot my eyes and dabb my cheeks to keep people liking me. I primp my b***s and tuck my a*s in to gain adoration. I work and overwork on my image to hide my true self. I've traine.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ms_lynise/669359/ I was an ugly duckling,Who always got her heart broken,That became a beautiful black feathered swan.And now I'm taking my revenge. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ms_lynise/669342/ My sister and I were cursed with "Cinderella Syndrome".We were made to play maid for everyone, We had a place. We scrubbed toilets dreaming of a prince to come sweep us awayAs if we were dust. Our lives a service, Our hearts unfurnished. Each day another chore,Another pain i.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ms_lynise/669330/ Chapter 1 - Rain An engagement ring. That's all she ever wanted from him."Why'd I have to be so damn selfish?" Eric said sobbing. His closestfriend, Nicole, began to gently rub his back. "I know this is going to behard, but you'll get through. Just know I'm here for you.".. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ms_lynise/663348/ Shannon gripped her steering wheel tightly, wringing it between her hands. No matter what she did, she couldn't stop her tears. She never thought she could hurt this badly over any man, or feel so passionately for one.  It was the biggest fight they'd ever had. Shannon couldn't even grasp t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ms_lynise/657261/ I was hospitalized for a broken heart.I felt a constant pain in my chest,And woke up with tears in my eyes.Pain was all I held,Because I was numb to the rest,Of my emotionsThat I knew were real.But no one else seemedTo comprehendThis hurt that I would feel.So I showed up in the ERNot knowing what to.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ms_lynise/657171/ I don't know what to do. I feel traped. I've put myself between love and hate. I love you to pieces, but I'm tired of trying to change you. I'm starting to hate everything that you are. You know what I really want for Christmas? I want you to be clean, no smoking, no drinking, no weed. I need somebo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ms_lynise/646909/ I live next to the Red Headed girl. She's tall, taller than me. I can see how insecure she is. She yells it in her walk, states it in her silence, whispers it in the ways she holds her head; down.  She has sex with a jock, he has jungle fever. He's Black. They're extremely loud, but all t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ms_lynise/645886/ God,Thank you for making me etremely patient. If not, I probably would've killed myself by now.Sincerely,Me http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ms_lynise/645876/ I'm begging for your attention, But you won't listen.I can't keep pretending I want to be here, Because things have changed. I'm growing up, You're staying the same. What you say's not what you mean,Baby, what happened to 'we' the 'team'. I feel like it's just you vs. m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ms_lynise/645870/ She's nothing but a ScavengerFeasting on the Love On the UselessIce is her SoulFire her EyesWatch her InnocenceShe's only a temptressAttempting to usurp your HeartOnly to Destroy the sameThis game's harder than ChessThe game of LoveShe's MasteredAltered for her PleasureTo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ms_lynise/645675/ And now that I knowWhat I knowI'll take slowLike a snailI'll move as slowAs I knowWill make me growAnd flowAs a riverIn the snow. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ms_lynise/644831/ Baby you're my inspirationNow the cliches make sense to meI can't find a subtituteYou're my complimentYou're my foreverMy supplementMy never going to let you goLet's face itGod made us for each otherWhile he was crafting youHe put me in your heartWhile he was breathing in meHe gave me a mi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ms_lynise/644830/ I've triedBut I can't find any substituteYou're my supplementA complimentTo my being http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ms_lynise/641342/ i burn these bridges and patch these scarsall they do is remind me of who you areliarI'd take it all backKill you if I couldWith the words of my heart, the artI pour from my soulLead me, patch this holeWith truth.Well truth is...I hate you,You used me,I still cry because it hurt so damn bad,You're t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ms_lynise/641333/ Save meI'm FallingAnd StallingTo call out your NameI know its my lifesaverIn this black hole I've drawnMyself intoReach down and touch meRemind me you're realIt took me so long to feel youThe first timeAnd the nextThis vexation is Reaching, SpreadingThrough what you've createdMy core achesFrom Thirs.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ms_lynise/631839/ I can't wait to have you inside mePushing and pulling me into EcstacyYour lips melting on mineFor what can only feel like the first timeWhen our bodies were PureUnexperienced and UnlearnedMy flesh aching for yours so badThat I broke my VowOf PatienceYou are mine and will beFor Always and ForeverNo m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ms_lynise/631319/ Father,Whenever you knock on the door of my heart, you seem to have a way of banging on it furiously, but in a gentle way. Well, I just wanted you to know that I'm gettung my shoes and coat, who knows where we're going now. I didn't have a warning last time, so I promise I'll be better prepared and .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ms_lynise/631285/ How do I tell himThat I love Your hand in mineYour lips on my skinYour voice singing Frank SinatraSo sweet in my earI'll stop playing with you, I promiseBecause I can't even ask you to be a friend of mineOr to ever be on your mindI know the only thing it does is mess with mi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ms_lynise/627891/ "I love you. I have for a while, you know." Eric said with the slightest smile.  Shannon giggled, "I do know, I was just waiting for you to say so." She had the prettiest smile. She turned on her back and propped herself on her elbows in the warm sun in which they laid. The sound of the lake f.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ms_lynise/625564/ An engagement ring. That's all she ever wanted from him. "Why'd I have to be so damn selfish?" Eric said sobbing. His closest friend, Nicole, began to gently rub his back. "I know this is going to be hard, but you'll get through. Just know I'm here for you."They were kneeling at his beloved's grav.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ms_lynise/625273/ It's be[e]n a year, and he doesn't know the real me. I haven't shown him. Just goes to show how no matter how long you know someone, you may never really know them. Like the women that marry serial killers, but not that intense. There's just a more unstable me that I've hidden from him, from everybo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ms_lynise/625086/ Staring at blank pages,White wallsWondering how "deep" i can get todayNothing comesBut a phone call from a loved oneTelling me you died todayTears flowAnd i start to writemy alter ego doesn't even like me mama doesn't know i heard her say she didn't want mefingers smell like cigarettesbreath smells .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ms_lynise/625065/ I feel you looking down on meBreathing from heavenYou speak to me in the wind.I know you're not proud of thisThe SexThe DrugsIt's not what you taught meYou taught me Self ValueSelf Respect.I think about you everydayAnd what you would sayAbout the hickies on my neckThe men on my chest.But then I feel.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ms_lynise/625064/