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		<description>The original writings of author deadlysilence</description>
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			<title>the end of me(all your lies)</title>
			<description>this is a poem I wrote because of the way I have been feeling lately I have been feeling dark and and like the person I wrote this story about is basically some events in my life and somethings r true</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/soccerstar14/941050/</link>
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			<title>running </title>
			<description>I run runRun and hideBut theres nothing left but to dieThere after meBecause I fleeTheir on my heelsWith there guns drawnThey scream for me to surrenderBut I keep on runningI&amp;rsquo;ll never give inThey start to shootBut they miss every timeLike a 2 headed dimeI run into the woodsWhere they can&amp;rsquo..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/soccerstar14/938172/</link>
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			<title>yelling yelling</title>
			<description>something I came up and how I feel sometimes</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/soccerstar14/938151/</link>
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			<title>in need of a friend</title>
			<description>this is a poem about me and how I feel I feel like I have no where to go no one to listen and no friends to call my own I hope someone befriends me and a real friend too</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/soccerstar14/937549/</link>
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			<title>free at last from all the pain</title>
			<description>I lie awakeThinking about everythingIf I should take my lifeIf it would fix everythingIf everyone would be better without meI cant stop feeling the painFeeling like I&amp;rsquo;m a f**k upI feel like I just want to diePeople keep telling me I&amp;rsquo;m a pussyThat I won&amp;rsquo;tI&amp;rsquo;m too much of a litt..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/soccerstar14/937519/</link>
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			<title>on the edge</title>
			<description>Passing along the second floorI feel this unbearable urge to just jumpTo end everythingI start to hop over the railingThe railing that divides life and deathI put my feet over the edgeI start to walk forwardForward to my deathAs I walk I hear voicesVoices that echo like never beforeThe noise of sire..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/soccerstar14/934460/</link>
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			<title>the help that never came and sealed my fate</title>
			<description>I cried for help but nobody listenedI went for help but you pushed me awayYou told me to come back at a later dateI finally met with you to explainBut all you did was blameYou made stay in that roomAnd make a listBut all it did was get me pissedWhen I tried to leave you told me I couldn&amp;rsquo;tAnd I..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/soccerstar14/912813/</link>
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			<title>bad memory that haunts the</title>
			<description>A bad memory that nobody should ever have to face and this story is a true story that actually happened to me and really I think more people should see what happens in the real world</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/soccerstar14/902777/</link>
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			<title>before its too late</title>
			<description>I told you wanted cutbut you didn't believeI asked for help but you didn't seeI talked about suicide but you didn't careI screamed for help but you didn't hearI bite myself constantly but you didn't careI lock myself in my roombut you just ignoreI start to tell but you interuptI lie on my bedhoping ..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/soccerstar14/894842/</link>
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			<title>why me</title>
			<description>I feel like I can't get awaygo to sleep without feeling dirtyfeeling like i have an stdfeeling like it was all my faultI try to blame myself for thistry to make it all my faultthe words how did you like it linger in my headrepeating over and overI try to escape this feelingbut it never goes awayI fe..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/soccerstar14/894779/</link>
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			<title>The Pain</title>
			<description>something I put together that I think people can relate to, I have to say you may think this is insane but this is real and the way people feel</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/soccerstar14/807921/</link>
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			<title>painful situation</title>
			<description>Hearing the words pass from my mothers mouthThe words that tear me apart at the seamsMake me break down into sobsGive me nightmaresAn haunt meHearing the phone ringFreaks you out because what if its????????It couldn't be I tell myselfBut it could beThe thing I tried to blow offForget about&amp;nbsp;coul..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/soccerstar14/788801/</link>
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			<title>Lonely flower</title>
			<description>along the roadwhere the wind blowsa lonely flower that only growsflourishes with beauty and wealththat strives to stay its own waywhen another growsi flourishes the samewith incredible growthwith others aroundit stays the samewhen others grow or dieit still remains the sameno matter what it flourish..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/soccerstar14/736768/</link>
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			<title>Facing your fears and dealing with the conciquences</title>
			<description>Facing your fearsBeing stuck with now here to goSitting down in a roomWhere you don&amp;rsquo;t feel like you belongHearing what you fear mostBeing told to tell the truthBut the truth is too painfulYou feel like your a problem childLike you don&amp;rsquo;t belongWant to get helpBe what your parents wantGet ..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/soccerstar14/731946/</link>
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			<title>A living hell</title>
			<description>something i came up with</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/soccerstar14/727037/</link>
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			<title>being the same</title>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/soccerstar14/706014/</link>
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			<title>feeling hated</title>
			<description>getting hit with a bottlegetting called terrible namesand always feeling so much painI feel like I'm getting stabbedright in the heartand wondering why I trusted himthought he caredbut I was wrongfeeling people turning on mestop being friends with theI wish I could go in the pastand never been frien..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/soccerstar14/694876/</link>
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			<title>fighting all around me</title>
			<description>all around I hear screams and criesthings be thrown around the roomthe sounds of crushed glassecho forever longthe air is so thickit smothers methe noisesincreasing drastically the house that used to be filled with love and beautyis now filled with hatred and terrorI hide in the cornerweeping and we..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/soccerstar14/694418/</link>
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			<title>the world closeing in on me</title>
			<description>every time I wake upI feel like everything in coming down on meeverything is my faultI can never be happyI feel like depression will never leave meI try to ignore it and just blow it offbut I cant anymoreI want to get helpbut I'm not aloudI hide everything deep insidemy heart is like a black wholean..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/soccerstar14/688056/</link>
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			<title>never understanding</title>
			<description>why I feel this waywhy I take you backand then you do the same thingI'm so stupid for always being nicedealing with everything that comes with youyou hurt me with all your wordsall your stupid remarksalways telling me to tell youand then what do you doyou don't listenyou just think you know everythi..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/soccerstar14/686762/</link>
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			<title>Burning feeling</title>
			<description>something I came up with that I have helped my friends  deal with</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/soccerstar14/686759/</link>
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			<title>peace</title>
			<description>the thing that everyone thinks they understandthey take it for granted all the timewhen your at peaceyou soon begin to bloomat heart and mindit unravelsas seasons differdreams changebecoming real</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/soccerstar14/686283/</link>
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			<title>letting out the pain</title>
			<description>the understanding of my life</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/soccerstar14/683964/</link>
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			<title>flickering light</title>
			<description>tells a tale with no words</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/soccerstar14/683908/</link>
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			<title>I'm sorry</title>
			<description>this is about a friend on this site</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/soccerstar14/663638/</link>
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			<title>anger</title>
			<description>banging your head against the wallthe echo that reverberatesall through your bodyyou smash fist on what ever you findyour hand is covered in bloodall the blood falls on the floordrip drop,drip dropthe pain you feelits all comingyour adrenaline starts to spikeyou want to fix itfix the worldyour probl..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/soccerstar14/661652/</link>
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			<title>falling for you</title>
			<description>falling in love with youthe thing i wasn't expectingthe thing i fearedthe things i dreadedthe things that could happenthe endless days of thinking about youthe time we first kissedthe way i feltit was like fireworks explodingthe way we need each otherthe way i act when i see youi miss you right afte..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/soccerstar14/660976/</link>
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			<title>my nightmare that was real and i feared the most</title>
			<description>sitting thereawaiting the wordsthat will burn mescare me for lifethe way he actedsaid disturbing thingthat was all sexualthey haunted meday in and day outi tried to not let it bother mebut it did so muchi didn't want to go therehears the things he saidfeeling life i couldn't escape iti was left by m..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/soccerstar14/658515/</link>
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			<title>being put down and dealing with tears</title>
			<description>i'm tired of all the jokesthe tears that shedthe words that hurt me the pain that i feel the timidness i feelthe outsider of everythingthe joke of the schoolthe never ending hurtful things that people saythe cat callsthe words hurt merunnig from the wordsbut im too sensitivei give a crap about what ..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/soccerstar14/658342/</link>
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			<title>tears i shed over you</title>
			<description>i cry and cryover thisthey stream down my facelike a water fallstinging my face as they fallyou like the way it hurts meyou enjoy my painevery last bityou hurt methen you think nothings wrongyou think that i&quot;m always going to apologizealways take you backalways deal with the heartachethat you bring ..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/soccerstar14/657841/</link>
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			<title>you hurt me</title>
			<description>Im tired of apologizingnever being rightalways not being good enoughtrusting them and then they stab you in the backalways putting you down with words and actionscussing you out for everythingtelling you one thing and then do anotherlies,lies,liesall of them echo through my mindyou get me so upseti ..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/soccerstar14/657736/</link>
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			<title>unwanted</title>
			<description>this is something that I feel sometimes</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/soccerstar14/649206/</link>
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			<title>Taking a break</title>
			<description>this is about someone special to me. I wrote this when people told me to take a break away from him. I have wrote poems on here about him and if you cant tell he is my everything I live for</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/soccerstar14/648787/</link>
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			<title>the real mean of everything</title>
			<description>this a piece that makes me want to cry and have never gone through it all</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/soccerstar14/648330/</link>
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			<title>nevous feeling</title>
			<description>this a piece that I put together for the love of poetry that all teenagers think will happen </description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/soccerstar14/646387/</link>
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			<title>everything I ever wanted</title>
			<description>this is something I feel about a special person</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/soccerstar14/645945/</link>
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			<title>saying goodbye</title>
			<description>this about my best friend leaving my school and without her I will never be the same.  She was like my family </description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/soccerstar14/645062/</link>
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			<title>Breaking the silence</title>
			<description>The Character Maria has had a bad past and at the party something happened and will she ever be able to break the silence and tell what had happened at the party?</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/soccerstar14/642760/</link>
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			<title>soulmate</title>
			<description>this is someone who is always there and I can tell anything to and he will just listen and listen and when I cry he cries to. HE is my everything and anything</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/soccerstar14/642301/</link>
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			<title>leave me alone</title>
			<description>this is an adventure piece I put together last night.
tell me what you think</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/soccerstar14/641796/</link>
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			<title>letting go </title>
			<description>this is something I wrote when my mom had made me give up my friends because she didn't like them and thought they would turn on me in a pinch</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/soccerstar14/641323/</link>
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			<title>deep in thought </title>
			<description>something I wrote of how I sometimes feel</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/soccerstar14/637762/</link>
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			<title>fighting</title>
			<description>This is something I feel deep inside my hollow soul</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/soccerstar14/636282/</link>
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			<title>a piece of my mind </title>
			<description>This is a song I wrote that I cant stop singing it because the beat is so catchy </description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/soccerstar14/635808/</link>
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			<title>The we we used to be before we knew it</title>
			<description>this is a song that I wrote in poem form </description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/soccerstar14/634680/</link>
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			<title>when we fight </title>
			<description>this is something that I wrote when someone hurt me by not believing me and he betray me to the end that I couldn't stand it anymore.  And no apology will ever make us what we used to be.</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/soccerstar14/634116/</link>
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			<title>Hearing your voice</title>
			<description>this is about someone who is my best friend who is their for me and cares for me</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/soccerstar14/632232/</link>
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			<title>emo girl</title>
			<description>something I wrote for fun</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/soccerstar14/630561/</link>
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			<title>outcast</title>
			<description>this is what I felt like before I went to a knew school</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/soccerstar14/628329/</link>
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			<title>Silence speaks more than words do</title>
			<description>this is a write that wrote about when I spoke up about when I spoke at an assembly called Rachaels challenge </description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/soccerstar14/628328/</link>
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