http://slow.writerscafe.org/BrookeWisdum The original writings of author KBW en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776088546 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 So I think to myself about life How they could have acted in all my strife Needing you now more than ever you leave me here Alone is where I'll stay with no words to appear My mouth is locked shut, with a bomb insideI'm sitting here normally, but my mind is cryingI feel lost, needing gui.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BrookeWisdum/1926935/ It is what it is,each day So you have to move on,if you may Where all hope was lostI sat in silenceWhen it was tossedto the side You shouldn't give up Just make sure you have tried Where all hope was lostI have found hope actions were only used to cope In all my dark despai.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BrookeWisdum/1883134/ This life is full of hate, however love is in the skyWe dream of wonderful things and wish to flyWings beautiful and filled with power and grace Sparkling light shining on your hopeful face Spreading wings high in the air, as you look around Seeing all that is great, but from below never f.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BrookeWisdum/1881615/ I take my pain and push it far away I shove it down deeper and stronger than clayI take it out on myself when it rises to surface I take what comes out on my body's disturbance Do I do these things out of self hatred I'd say so, from the scars clearly locatedThese things feel out of my.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BrookeWisdum/1881426/ Worthlessness is at the core Breaking apart more and more Feeling like I can not fly Only dreaming and hoping I may dieThings can't be faced at the rate I go How hard is it to really know Worldly knowledge thrown in trash Only to see all my hopes come to crash Full of hate and bitter.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BrookeWisdum/1869997/ Blessed be the souls, that wake up each day Lord, knows all the pain we feel and all the dismayWe get up even after we fall It isn't easy to stand up, so we must crawl We ease our way into stanceOnly hoping to keep up all of our advanceWe never know how far we'll make it day by day Nev.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BrookeWisdum/1869996/ Thinking outside of this box they call lifeDevouring your mentality, all in willing strife Perceiving things in openly twisted placesUnderstanding colossal scenes at weird and spiritual spacesFeeling emotions deeply within myself at whole Connected to boundaries far beyond my soul Unknow.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BrookeWisdum/1850896/ I am forever indefinitely me Someone trying to fly high and feel freeI try to fight and acknowledge the pitch black Becoming free from demons that have held me back Taken hostage long ago, with no sign of releaseDesperately searching for some kind of peace Needing out of this chaos and i.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BrookeWisdum/1849231/ Bare-faced and beautiful she laidVelvet skin blushed slightly into a fade Wandering in her deep worn eyes Reflected by the sunny hot blue skiesSweat glistening and pooling down her chestA short break for her weary soul to rest Summer had come and gone again that year Looking back to se.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BrookeWisdum/1836675/ Poetry speaks for me when I am mute When my throat is dry and cracked I never stumble to get it all out Paper and pen put my life in perspective I can stop to look down and see The bigger picture and what it all means for me My brain is quirky and creative all alone I need no muse or i.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BrookeWisdum/1833938/ Do I dare take that step Towards all that is and all that ever was Bottled up afflictions can take over fully Piece by piece you make the harsh decision Opening wounds long ago scarred Hopeful for acceptance and understanding Met with hope lost and heart crushed I gave in and was vulne.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BrookeWisdum/1833583/ I long to find a place to rest Lay my head and snooze my best Feel as if I am home Free to walk around and roamTo be trapped in a single room Surely will bring you to doom Four walls truly speak crazy You just want a clear head and to feel lazy Bursting full of energy at the seams .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BrookeWisdum/1823941/ If I should slit my throat today Would that take all the pain away This life is dull and colorless for milesI see no sunny side up or smilesI want to feel those feelings stronger All I've felt is sadness for much longer One slow motion across my neck might end things in a sortBut blood.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BrookeWisdum/1823619/ It's way too hard to stay sober It's much easier to get drunk and get pulled over You don't want to live in the moment your inYou want to live in the bottom of a bottle and sinYou can't do what's right anymore So you pour yourself a drink and shut the door You go down the road swerving l.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BrookeWisdum/1819301/ I can breath today That seems so insane My normal is being crazy Shortness of breath is a common reaction It's sad but what I am use toKeeps me down and paralyzed with it's distractionsWhen I am blessed with days like thisIt shocks me to feel good I've spent many nights praying for s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BrookeWisdum/1818791/ Why do you treat me so badlyI didn't ask to be brought into this family Now I'm alive and breathing so shallow and fastI can't catch my breath and I don't know how long it will last I never know when I'll come out of this state Where is the exit door; I want to escapeI can run until I ca.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BrookeWisdum/1818775/ Short but Real http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BrookeWisdum/1818765/ Where did all the time go?It feels like a bad dream I don't want to know You were my everything even though you hurt meI'd do anything in this world to go back and see How things were bad; I'd never change them if I could I'd take the abuse all over again if I should To deal with all the.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BrookeWisdum/1817999/ Your up in the sky looking down at meAll I ever wanted was to make you proud to see What I've become and where I'm going Understand I never meant to stay away and I'm changing I should've been with you while you were still here So when you got sick I stayed at your bed until they made me l.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BrookeWisdum/1817277/ I'm sorry, daddy it's time I'm stopping all this destructive behavior and lying You gave me life but didn't give me love You neglected your own flesh and bloodNot only that, but you disrespected my mother in front of me You threw her down like she was useless rusty old keys You yelled at.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BrookeWisdum/1816960/ I look in the mirror and what do I seeIt's not the girl that I thought it should be Where did she go and why is she goneI'm so very scared because I haven't seen her in so long She's turned into something she hates Dear God is this really my fateI'm panicking terribly left and right Th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BrookeWisdum/1816674/ I needed you to teach meWithout your loving attention I will never be able to truly seeNo vision of wrong or rightOnly terrible examples and unclear sight My body aches and cries for itself because I don't know how to mourn I shut my mind down a little after I was born Where did my brain.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BrookeWisdum/1815840/ Can you hear them calling your name?In the distance they're looking for you, but they won't recognize you because of what you have became You never stay any one spot for very long I'm sorry, you see I never felt like there was a place I truly belonged I wasted my time and energy of sorts in .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BrookeWisdum/1815736/ If I could write away all my troubles I would But that's like wishes about wanting to do the things we should We choose to act a certain way Until death or rebirth washes all the evil away Our actions may have came with reasons But that doesn't mean your free from all your demons Mind al.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BrookeWisdum/1815522/ Yes, this life is a blessing However, it is full of lessonsWe take for granted all beauty and good things Only to see the negative and damaging So many people are full of hate This itself is too much to take We're blinded by what does not matter Yet, we sit back and focus on all the ch.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BrookeWisdum/1815505/ Suffocating anxiety in social situations Normal circumstances are my serious altercations I feel pressure on my chest and heated cheeks to burn my faceShaking hands and staring off into spaceOnly if I could feel apart of lifeMaybe I would live at ease and feel no strife Find my place so .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BrookeWisdum/1714384/ Getting high to deal with this s**t Pass the blunt after you take a long hard hitConcentrate on all the smokeWho would have ever thought I would smoke dope Hating drugs and all they do Quick satisfaction for a few Lost thoughts paired with empty feelingI'm sorry everyone for not dealin.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BrookeWisdum/1713469/ I live in the shadows and hide from the lightBehind this wall is a very ugly sight I build my walls brick by brickThey keep me safe but somehow sickI fear the outside world and all it has to offer Life sometimes isn't worth the bother My days of joy are dear to meDepression cripples me.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BrookeWisdum/1713062/ Nothing ever seems to make senseLife can be extremely denseEverything is black and whiteWanting to see that big heavenly lightDays get longer and longerEach day I'm not getting stronger Weaker and weaker I growI never thought you would stoop this lowEmotions going round and roundI .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BrookeWisdum/1710612/ This energy wasn't meant to be wasted.It's powerful and I must embrace it.No wonder I feel like I'm going insane.I just want to be calm and collected for one whole day.I want to move mountains and make flowers bloom. Take all my energy and put it towards things that are far from through... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BrookeWisdum/1709900/ Walking through this life aloneMy innocence was never knownClinging on to all that I feel is good Doing everything wrong because I think I should Whatever it takes to feel okayQuick fixes to help me get through the dayDays come where I am strongSadly they fly by and don't last longMo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BrookeWisdum/1709884/ this isn't a game or fairy tale storyThis is fuckng life and you get no glory You live to die and die trying to liveWe all do shameful things and ask God to forgive I've made my share of mistakes for sure Little girls being torturedHow do we endure This world has lost its wayWe all.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BrookeWisdum/1709855/ I'm not broke I'm just cracked a little Heart split in half, right down the middleFucked up thoughts lead to wrong reasoning Too worried about people pleasingCan't say no and it's a fact All normal skills I lackGrown into a woman but a child at heartMoving on with my life is a start .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BrookeWisdum/1709851/ Demons control my mindI'm a part of a different kind I do what my demons say I can't sleep at night trying to fight my thoughts awayI see what the devil wants and feel the pressureI do wrong and pray for God to jump in and lecture Save my soul and give me grace Look me in my eyes and s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BrookeWisdum/1709842/ People see me for what they think I am.Feeling so numb makes me want to give a damn.I have no power nor grace.Running from life trying to hide my shameful face.My reckless actions have caused damage. Self inflicted wounds that can't be bandaged. My scars prove that I can feel.Tragic oc.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BrookeWisdum/1709836/