http://slow.writerscafe.org/itsjustmadds The original writings of author Madeline en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776083376 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Why, oh whyDo you do these things to me?I understand I am hurtBut why do I feel as if I should die?Why, oh whyHave I fallen into such a state?Where I am ready to reach the endAre you happy now?Why, oh whyAre you torturing me like this?And you know you're killing meShould I just disappear?Why, oh why.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/itsjustmadds/1723017/ Did you ever care? Did you ever stop and think about how I felt? Did you think I wanted to do it? Did you think that I wanted to sit here every night crying myself to sleep? Did you ever think that I wanted to walk around numb all day? Did you ever think I wanted to become the shell of who I once wa.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/itsjustmadds/1720680/ Did you even care? When we were friends? When we were together? Did you ever think about me? Did you ever think about how I would feel? I'm suffering worse than you, I'm drowning in my thoughts, I can't take it anymore. All I do is cry and walk around numb. Everything reminds me of you. I cry every .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/itsjustmadds/1720675/ Don't you wish you could go back to when you were small? When the world didn't sit there and criticize you over and over? When your parent seemed to care? When there were monsters under your bed and not in your head?  Growing up in today's generation sucks honestly. I was feeling suicidal at 1.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/itsjustmadds/1720642/