http://slow.writerscafe.org/DarthDiabolus The original writings of author Curtis.Lenker en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776052281 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Dear God,Are you listening?I have questions andonly you have the answers.Questions like why am I here?Why am I dealing with all this pain?How am I supposed to deal with it?Is the razor my only friend? Why do I feel so much hurt and pain? Would anyone miss me if I was gone? I tried pla.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DarthDiabolus/2809033/ alone I stand on the battlefieldsurrounded my enemies have me cornered I call for help and listen but the silence is deafening using but only one weapon not gun, or fire, or explosives but the most powerful of weapons words slowly advancing toward me screaming fail.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DarthDiabolus/2808485/ today we met once againlike a long lost friend your gaze piercing my soul I know what you want but I doubt I have the strength why now I ask as you say nothing all you want is my blood I have been down this road before two paths lie ahead of me do I take the one he.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DarthDiabolus/2791003/ inside each and every one of us is a agony we all hide from everyone deep within our heart and soul we know what true pain really is yet we do not reach out for help  it slowly tears us up inside some choose to ignore the pain how is a question I can not answe.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DarthDiabolus/2784001/ there is a killer so silent it can't be taught its been around since forever we suffer in silence until its to late that is when people care silently we watch as people ignore it unimaginable pain is what we feel alone we suffer as if know one cares but if they wou.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DarthDiabolus/2781966/ hello again my friend are you well you have been locked away all these years how I have missed you so much you were the only thing ever there for me often I asked myself why am doing this things are bad lately really really bad I feel I have no where else to turn a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DarthDiabolus/2781348/ I keep hanging on the to the thought of us even though all I have are memories of a love so perfect so rare like a beautiful painting I keep thinking you will return and it be as it was yet you are no where to be found so  I ask myself what did I do wrong for you t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DarthDiabolus/2771193/ everyone tells me to hang on what if I have nothing left if I really had to be honest I got 20ft of rope with no place to tie it this is a dark place I am in and for some reason I find it comforting almost like a home looking to my heart even my soul inside I am hollow and h.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DarthDiabolus/2769017/ I thought I promised myself that this would not happen again yet here I sit with you by my side clenched in my hand oh so tight missing you now more than ever is this really what it comes towhy do I want this so bad does my reality suck this much am I ready for the.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DarthDiabolus/2767653/ sure we all felt this a time or two http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DarthDiabolus/2766179/ do you know what its like to stare the devil in the eye have you ever felt his gaze pierce your soul I can remember a time when he was not around at all now he sits on my shoulderswhispering things in my ear 'things that are hard for me to get over should I just ac.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DarthDiabolus/2765878/ we are all addicted to something something that takes the pain away whether it be drugs or cars or it be music or television anything can be an addiction but it never works does it it only numbs the pain for a minute sometimes we just get in our cars no matter.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DarthDiabolus/2764967/ this is a poem about looking at yourself and accepting everything from the good to the bad http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DarthDiabolus/2764175/ my tears run down my face like blood runs down my arm my sink full of tears and blood the razor on the counter beside me knowing that it is my only friend pouring salt on my wounds just to feel the burning sensation for a brief moment I feel alive and all my p.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DarthDiabolus/2763542/ hello my friend we meet again I have kept you hidden all these yearsnow the time has come to give in today the urge is stronger than ever holding you in my hand brings back memories of when we were never without one another at last my arm is complete again I saylooking at yo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DarthDiabolus/2763367/ a poem about my daily struggle with mental illness http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DarthDiabolus/2763140/ as I look in the mirror I see past the skin and bones what's inside that once was whole but now is broken and beaten I can see the cracks within myself how my heart and soul are broken I wonder how I became this monster do I have only myself to blame or societ.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DarthDiabolus/2566084/ I remember what it was like by your side but you left me here along alone picking up the pieces of my heart trying to put it back together is like an unsolvable jigsaw puzzle a numbness takes over my body my soul a graveyard of emotion I remember when we were one&n.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DarthDiabolus/2170845/ once again I am all alone without you here by my side sure I miss  your lips upon mine holding you at night knowing that all was fine thought you were different I guess I am better off now I was hoping for my forever but you didn't see it like that y.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DarthDiabolus/2157381/ there is a dark feeling that surrounds me slowly killing me inside and out I have made this place my home  the only place where I am comfortable totally numb to everything around me growing to love the loneliness that comes I can not be the only one who feels like this&.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DarthDiabolus/2152740/ blood runs down my arm like a river dripping down my arm like rain from the sky clenching the razor in my hand squeezing and holing on for dear life I can not be the only one like this in the mirror I watch as lines appear dripping my life force away in the sink se.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DarthDiabolus/2151718/ Why am I so lonely all the timewhat did I do to deserve this why does everyone I love leave is there something wrong with me or am I just unable to love they all left me for dead no matter what the reason some say I never loved them others say I am just not rightso.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DarthDiabolus/2151260/ there is someone who follows me around making my heart and soul his home filling it with darkness and hatred welcoming him as if a long lost brother filling this void inside me whispering thoughts no mortal should hear this dark prince is always lurking in the shad.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DarthDiabolus/2150896/ Loving you was a dream come true I tore down my walls and let you in loving you was  a safe place  for me to let down my defensesloving you was young, wild, free yet you tore my heart to pieces not knowing what I did that was wrong I sit and wonder why I let y.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DarthDiabolus/2150665/ How I wish you were here so I could stare in  your eyes and know everything is ok missing you is the worst feeling knowing your hurt I can not bare to see you in so much pain hearing your voice brings back memories of your promises of forever your picture.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DarthDiabolus/2150402/ There holidays are up one us a time to celebrate family and friends a time of happiness and good times yet here I sit alone and sad I have no friends to celebrate withand family ignores me so alone I sit and think of how depressing these times are for me the saddes.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DarthDiabolus/2150204/ I thought you were the one for me but how wrong could I be seeing you used to make my heart stutter now your  name makes me shudder blood running down my wrist like a river thanks my old friend the razor pain in my chest caused by you not knowing if I can go o.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DarthDiabolus/2150082/ what have I become a shadow amongst man looking in the mirror not knowing what I see some say I am a just a man but I do not feel human at all I feel like a monster or a demon living in darkness alone is where I have made my home people say I have a heart.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DarthDiabolus/2149913/ you are my angel in the night shinning brighter than any star I have never seen anything that shines as bright as you an angel sent from heaven to save a devil like me looking deep in to your eyes seeing your true beauty your soul reaching out for mine on.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DarthDiabolus/2149754/ You left and took my kid with not knowing what I did or why every time I see youit cuts me like a knifepain and suffering all I feel I want nothing more than to make my family whole growing up in a broken home I swore my kid would never do the same as I a brok.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DarthDiabolus/2149621/ life wasn't supposed to be this way torment and pain is all I feel where has my happiness gone will it ever return or am I doomed to live this life of depression sadness consumes my heart and soulwelcoming it like a long lost friend seems to be the only one I ever had&n.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DarthDiabolus/2149601/ I am made of scars some seen by many people others seen only by me hiding behind all of them building walls around my heart not letting anyone knock them down I heard pain makes us stronger yet the opposite is true for me my scars make who I am some cause.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DarthDiabolus/2149528/ I did not ask to become this demonYou did it when you left me alone I didn't want this to be me but you created this when you left now darkness pain and suffering are all I seem be friends with nowdepression cloaks me in sadness wondering everyday if this is it the day .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DarthDiabolus/2149510/ Why is every day a struggle today was no different at all where are the people who careare the just pretending or is the truth no where to be found what will I do with it all as I am pushed farther toward the one thing to offer me some peace as I grab the razor and.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DarthDiabolus/2149461/ Can not think of a good tile for this one any help would be appreciated..........please and thank you http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DarthDiabolus/1815831/ A reminder to live life to the fullest http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DarthDiabolus/1815464/ A promise I made to blade when I had a bad cutting problem. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DarthDiabolus/1742284/ This poem is about being lonely in life. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DarthDiabolus/1735152/ Take a look deep with yourselftell what do you see.Describe to me how you feel. Do you look within and see happinessor do you see your darkness. Do you feel pain that life brings? Tell me whats in your heart or are you afraid to even look. What do you hide deep within your&n.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DarthDiabolus/1731829/ The fog surrounds the trees like our love surrounds us. Holding tight what we knew would turn in to this thing of beauty. The falls from the sky and covers the earth like our warmth encloses our hearts.What do we have here? Could it be true? Have I finally fou.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DarthDiabolus/1729855/ This one came after a huge break up in my life http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DarthDiabolus/1729386/ Why did you awaken him? A demon hidden deep withinmemories flow from my eyeslike rain form the sky at the very mention of your name.Dead memories buried in my heart of a love lost and gone. Facing the monster I have feared since the day you left. Wondering why I am so m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DarthDiabolus/1728548/ I wrote this at a very bad time in my life. It was how I felt at the time. I am glad it went no further than this http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DarthDiabolus/1727290/ Another sappy love poem.....lol http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DarthDiabolus/1726424/ This one was written a long time ago after a breakup with a real serious girlfriend. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DarthDiabolus/1725983/ This was written about a girl who I liked so much but she never gave me a chance. This girl was like a cancer on my life. She knew how much I liked her and just never bothered with it. Hope you enjoy http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DarthDiabolus/1724360/ It is a long and lonely road when you know you walk alone. Walking down the streets a broken, lifeless soul. I go unnoticed by the masseslooking in to the faces of many.Watching them as they smile, and pretend everything is okay. But when they see me coming their s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DarthDiabolus/1723903/ This one is for my gf. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DarthDiabolus/1723411/