http://slow.writerscafe.org/FallenHeroXx The original writings of author FallenHeroXx en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776016773 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 See i met this girl years ago. Whitest teeth you'd ever seen. Always well dressed, always sharp eyed. Keeping your desires in check till she drops you dead.Making you want her everywhere. Making you leave everyone else anywhere. HEY YOU STUPID F*****G PIGS. Have you seen the gir.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/FallenHeroXx/2778010/ Soundwaves beating my bodyZombing to the static beatsThis white snowKilling me everywhere i goThese past months have been rough Days are so blurred that i can't really Remember the last two months60 days of snorting, smoking and pillpopping everything i can findMy last really viv.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/FallenHeroXx/1979515/ In all of our years..The months that flew by..The days that lingered on and on..We never liked eachother enough..We didn't care enoughYou say I'm the one who didn't give a s**t..How about you?Weren't you the one to waste away? The one who took everything for granted?You've already said yes..&nb.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/FallenHeroXx/1955588/ the last days of summermy vision blursthe darkness creeps around the edgeseating away at my thoughtstaking me awayslowlysurelyleaving me screamingcryingi breathe normally nowslowly regain my balancethe people around me stare at me"look at him" "what's wrong with him?"they conspire to take me awayto .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/FallenHeroXx/1945321/ in between these linesI am kingI am everythingI am nothingin between these linesI'll never be the laughing stockof the people who never caredof the people who tried to actin between these linesI gaze longingly at the stars as summer turns to fallI bite down harder than everswallow the pain Fall.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/FallenHeroXx/1943367/ These innate self loathing.. tearing me up.. inside out.. Living in a motionless motion picture..photographs undeveloped in my head..Times change and suddenly the leaves fall again..these wonders..ingrained in my head..ripped apart by no one..by everyone..and me..You left.Plain and si.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/FallenHeroXx/1943306/ ^^ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/FallenHeroXx/1725197/ Interred,Entombed,Engulfed in flames Of blackest fire..Directionless And lost..Just like my misguided rage..I am the one called dark..I am the one left to the ages..I am me..Ageless,Faceless,Painless pain..Of blackest lust..Spiteful and enraged..Just like me.... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/FallenHeroXx/1542009/ Read at your own risk... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/FallenHeroXx/1535147/ I think of myself as wholeEven though I'm shattered..All the bits and pieces..Lying in seven different beds..It's almost like I forgot them..The endless horrors..The restless nights..Lost in love with countless explorers..Boiled down to nothing but pointless fight.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/FallenHeroXx/1532024/ ^^ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/FallenHeroXx/1440977/ Should I..Should Ikill my fervor and move on? I’ll burnmy forests and stop my heart.. I’ll letthe fire die..It’ll burnout.. I’ll letthe fever pass..I’llsuccumb to this crippling.. Followingthese se.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/FallenHeroXx/1427680/ Newest poem. Wrote it yesterday http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/FallenHeroXx/1401438/ So hollowSo lostSo alone http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/FallenHeroXx/1375558/ These rooms are coldThe pretending is overI am alone...This loss iscrawling under my skinTo say the leastThe cold touch of stoneIt burns meIt pains meIt's too much for meI should have murdered her...So much for the loving touchesSo much for the gasping breathsSo much for the love that once thrivedSo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/FallenHeroXx/1325704/ ^ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/FallenHeroXx/1320899/ ^^ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/FallenHeroXx/1320846/ TheWaveAgain..The rain willcome..Too late..Is it toolate?..The rain hastaken all the rest of me..Standing inthe presence of my consolation..I have alwaysabandoned my vessels..Again..The rain willcome..Too late..Am I toolate? The wave iscomi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/FallenHeroXx/1312027/ ^^ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/FallenHeroXx/1306602/ So shoutfor the loss!Just sayf**k it. You neverneeded anything. So why thef**k would it be like this.It’s not enoughto be tattered and torn like this. It’s likeseeing the b******s f**k around with everyone you ever loved! I’m justhonest, hu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/FallenHeroXx/996403/ An end once andfor allI’ll givein I say to myself with a lossof pretention in my thought I carve outa memory of her smilingI throw itback into the oblivion of whence it came “You’re notas strong as you’d wish to be, am I right?.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/FallenHeroXx/995404/ To my dearmother: I guess Inever really said thank you for everything you’ve done. Bendingover fuckways to try and help me. As thesilent snowflakes falls from the heavensI keeppraying that you’ll live a great many years to come.Andeverything you’.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/FallenHeroXx/995400/ “It’s niceto see you in a new light”Well..It’snothing new..I’m justeven more fucked than before..Or so I think…Even thoughI feel happier than ever..I managedto snap an innocent girl in two..Or at leasther heart that is.... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/FallenHeroXx/947603/ It's like nothing I've seen before..When she falls.. She gets hurt..But she keeps standing..I love her..Yet, i'm so surprised of her not even seeing thatI try my hardest to understand her..Yet she always ends up falling...And a tear forms in my eye...As i cry..She falls..I try catching her..Alw.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/FallenHeroXx/935204/ OhvalentineOhvalentineHow i’dlove to piss in your face and s**t on your tableYeah, I’min a relationshipI love herBestvalentine ever.But thisgoes out to the people who feel badWho’s notloved by another in an affectionate relationship..Th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/FallenHeroXx/920234/ It’snothing more than a scarIt’severything but a tear.. It’s lovenever ending…It’s hatenever fading.. I’m wornout…I can’t seethe end of the arguments…EverythingI end up f*****g with&helli.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/FallenHeroXx/916887/ Savor thismoment..That’s alli heard…That’s allI ever heard..And evennow none of the fragmentsof my bittersweetmemories makes anysense…And the rhythmof my heart seems to be fading..A roseblossoms before my eyes..Softly sheris.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/FallenHeroXx/893131/ It’s funhuh…How oneminute you’ve got it all?Next minuteyou have nothing…I’ve seen soldier’shours before shipping out… Seems liketheir way of thinking..Becausethey die..Side byside..Every..Day..But theyge.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/FallenHeroXx/875642/ What loveis..Yeah, that’sa good question..For me..It’s anever ending darkness that you don’t feel bad about..It’s acrash without control..It’s deathbut in a lively way..It’s simplywanting to live in darkness that you never stopp.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/FallenHeroXx/806456/ Listen to this whilst reading! http://www.youtube.com/watch/?v=u69CkyLJUKU http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/FallenHeroXx/800751/ ^^ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/FallenHeroXx/798388/ As I lay here..Could you just try toassure me that everything will be alright..That nothing could takeyou away from me..It's like I lookthroughout an empty world.. Just leave me where Istand..Please..Let me fall..Let me break down..I need a touch ofinsp.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/FallenHeroXx/782573/ A last looka white door..I feel likea fool and a w***e..Thedamnation in standing and staring again and again..It’sunreal..Lettersafter letters with the simple line..Forget-Me-Not.. Icy wordscrushing my soul..I can neverbe whole..Crushing.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/FallenHeroXx/780809/ Lost..That's where you are..On the brink of death..I'm alive..That's all I can think off..F**k..Just look into this light..And look at my demise..That's all I ask.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/FallenHeroXx/780748/ The hollowpieces of my mind..It hurts..Not enoughthough..For me to see the edge..The pain has to be worse..I need to see the darkness in front of me..And behind me..I gladly welcome the bit of light that I havenow..But I’m a lost cause..I know that.... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/FallenHeroXx/780149/ I call youout..Will you besilent?Or will youslash me in my deepest thoughts and fears..Will thisscar me more than I already am?You’re likea b***h from a b*****d sea..Honest togod..I know thatsomeday you’re going to break me down..Yet youalready.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/FallenHeroXx/779114/ Aninvitation to annihilation..Yeah..That’s mylife for yah..To lookbeyond the fiery blackened sky..Even thoughthe kicks and punches makes me fall..I have thisway of getting back up..Just takeall the torment for everyone you know..Let it sinkin your skin.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/FallenHeroXx/778383/ Pick it up.Kill it..Spit in it’s f*****g face?That’s my difference between screaming and cryingJust try to f*****g understand that I feel nothing..My pain is in your lies..In your eyes..Like every f*****g time you cry my world changes into a long corroded hall of sexual orgies and a happ.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/FallenHeroXx/776220/ A lonesomelonging..Anotherwasted attempt..A smoothkiss flies off in the night..A breezecarries the faith from the believers.. Fallingforever in a sea of oblivion..I’ll neverbe afraid..I knowthese feelings..The keep myguard up..Yet I let.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/FallenHeroXx/775799/ All that’sleft of me..Is thebeautiful lie that was never created..All the pills and f*****g butterflies..Do youthink of me?I neverreally wondered if my life was worth more than suicide..Even thoughonce again I tried..And If*****g failed..It’s likeI&r.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/FallenHeroXx/775286/ My backcarries the weight of a swarm larger than life..It carrieslove..It carrieshate..It carriesmy sanity, my tremendously fucked up life..But a warrages in my head..Should I chooseher and die?Or should Ichoose myself and die?In thatcase..I’ll b.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/FallenHeroXx/772208/ This isjust a short shout.This forall who’s out..Outside ofthe clicks..The oneswho falls for chicks..And thegirls that falls for dicks..This is forthe minority of people who can’t even show in school without getting bullied orbeat to s**t..This is fo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/FallenHeroXx/770973/ Please listen to the song at the bottom while reading. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/FallenHeroXx/769056/ It’s not myfault..It’s not myfault..It’s not myfault.. Every dayin every fucked up way..Just sitdown like I’m empty..I take thes**t from my friends..Why don’t Ijust grow apathetic..The mostsimplistic lie in this commu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/FallenHeroXx/766496/ Look out..You're family's left you in the dark..Look up..Everyone hates you..Look down..Just mind your own buisness..Look away..You're getting beat up again..Take it in..Just feel the path of realism I feel every day.Look out..They're dying just to laugh at you.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/FallenHeroXx/765596/ Let me go…You’re likea candle..But you don’tknow why..You want to“save me” but I’m barely alive..It’s not toomuch to ask..Is it? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/FallenHeroXx/764427/ ^^ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/FallenHeroXx/761947/ Destruction leaps at me. Everyone iever loved is looking..I have tocomplete this..Finish thetask of holding the world on my shoulder..Makeeveryone see that the pathetic puny weak sick Fallen Hero..Is capableof something..Letting theworld go..My feeblelife is.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/FallenHeroXx/756807/ It grabs ahold of you..It makesyou feel like you’re happy..When reallyno one’s happy..The emotionof happiness is a false thing in this world..Just likethe gods I don’t believe in..No offence..But it’sokay to believe such a childish thing.... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/FallenHeroXx/752658/ I wanted tostart being more social.. Whathappens?I findfriends..They giveme drugs..I getaddicted..I foundthis story in my old notebook..But it’sjust not a story..It was real.. 23September 2008I walkedinside.. The guys were here, or.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/FallenHeroXx/751312/