http://slow.writerscafe.org/Mezah The original writings of author Hazem Elashaal en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775944005 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Down this downtrodden path I walk,thinking happy thoughts,songs of hope and promise surround me as I approach this mist-ridden shoreline,I wade into the unknown becoming greedy to find the music box,There is method to my madness however,my troubled past had rendered me deaf; or so I thought.Never di.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mezah/1831692/ Sitting quietly, thinking loudly,Skin wet, throat dry,Seeking reason, losing hope,Happy Fantasy, sad reality,Sadness indoors, sadness outdoors. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mezah/1828486/ A sickness can really change how you perceive and act upon things. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mezah/1826195/ Welcome back. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mezah/1824343/ It is quite strange how those around me are happier and proud of me as I grow yet it upsets me.  With every bit I grow, with every person that gives me attention it only brings me pain.  I want to be me and me alone, no we, no you and I, I will only be satisfied with just me.  I was .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mezah/1817404/ It's about depression. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mezah/1813215/ I am exhausted from all this running,Dreaming of a chance from all this abuse,I lack the energy to continue,I lack the will,The fear I carry is weighing me down,I don't know how much I can keep going for. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mezah/1812142/ I am the quintessence of reality,The black stain on perfection,Every gear in this machine is oiled and smooth, but here I lay bent and rusted, As an inhibitor to progress,But still I am part of this machine that is the essence of life, and so I must work in conjunction with the fantasy tha.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mezah/1802230/ Restrictions is my new roommate,Occupying my home that is my mind,Collapsing on my thoughts and actions, concealing them,But today this ends,Not one of us is meant to own this home,We must share as we're supposed to,I shove the burden away,My Room is now clean of these alien belongings,I now ha.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mezah/1792634/ My life,My chained life,Held down from my desires and curiosities,Held down without reason or cause,Held down until I shattered the floor of insecurities,I now stand in reverse, in another world,I see from another light,I am not held down here,I am free. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mezah/1792624/ I feel hopeless when sending points across as I can't properly word out what I have in my mind. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mezah/1790905/ My mind roams the fields of fantasy,Visualizing my depiction of romance,The thoughts of us synchronized,It's just self-deception as an answer to my pain.My eyes see through the deception,It reveals the images hidden by the deceit,A lone person in a room of many,This picture is a mirror, I see myself.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mezah/1787763/ Recently uncovered some truths and oh boy do I feel free. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mezah/1785646/ Hey, How have you been?You mind letting me know if this reaches you?I want to talk to you.I have invested much of my recent thought into you, wondering.Wondering how you are doing,Wondering if you wonder of me as I do to you,Wondering where we wen't wrong,Wondering when someone can fill the gap.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mezah/1782199/ If there is a god then smite me downI have sinned, I am guilty.I grew attached, I grew dependent,I was addicted, I was obsessed,She was cocaine, my medication,Now I sit in pain facing the symptoms of withdrawal,They have tried to help me seek rehabilitation,I would rather stay in pain than be cured .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mezah/1781089/ Thoughts of a forgotten someone reemerging,Memories of my past are storming in, Power surging,My mind aches with all this energy,Shifting through these memories, can't remember Me,I won't type here no longer, I can't think,I need to let my voice out, I can't think,I feel like an animal, I feel Insan.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mezah/1780634/ A field of green,Home to a tree,The tree of green leaves,Doormat to the rising sun,Subject to the sovereignty of seasons,Neighbor to the bushes of white flowers,Home of many chirps,Host to the parasite of love,Tattoos of forgotten love etched into the skin of the tree,A result of foolishness and ine.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mezah/1779311/