http://slow.writerscafe.org/XxXLizXxx The original writings of author XxXLizXxX en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776008479 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 I'm in a room full of darkness waiting for the light but all is see is darkness why is it so bright http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/XxXLizXxx/2004216/ Numb is a real feeling numb to all that care Numb to myself Numb to those that matter Why am I so ...what's the word I should use Numb http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/XxXLizXxx/1993937/ i dont really know what too do i need someone too be there for me but there is no one i can count on i really am alone and lost i wish someone would help me or be there for me why does everything bad happen too me what did i ever do ..... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/XxXLizXxx/1111946/ See me as i pass and walk on by unknown and un-wanted you will never know the true reasons behind my passing but it shall happen quick an painlessly it will hurt but i remain unaffected i shall do what i must to make it through my troubles and back away from your hate and pain that you caused i may .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/XxXLizXxx/999944/ She see what she want and you may never get close as she would like but she will push you as far as she can away from her and not show you some sides of her she backs away slowly not knowing what to do or where to go and she will eventually break at the end moment that leaves her alone lost and neve.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/XxXLizXxx/999935/ Darkness is all i know its all i see and all i feel it surrounds my heart my soul  builds a wall between us not knowing how you have hurt me i cry and tremble beneath this dark cold exterior and dream of bright fields and openness but all i receive is pain hurt and most of a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/XxXLizXxx/651570/ Sitting here this cold porcelain soaking up any energy i have left red stains as it oozes twards the bottem  this pain is unlike any other it wasent accidental the razor lay on the floor cut open with shame i call for someone anyone but no ones there just and empty hollow shell of what use.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/XxXLizXxx/650741/ I look up to the sky and wonder why its so familiar hopeing praying she is there clouds surround me pain surround me my name is unknown i have never known where i came from or who i used to be. My thoughts and dreams are of hope to see this one person no reason why but as i lie on the ground st.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/XxXLizXxx/650228/ If you know me you know what im talking about :) http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/XxXLizXxx/634830/