http://slow.writerscafe.org/uniquestef10 The original writings of author Stef Outsiders en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776172976 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 My valentine...I dont expect a curtain of red roses Or sweet notes and finger licking treatsValentines isnt a shiny coinValentines is about being with the one you loveThe one that shines in the pit of my chestAnd brings out the lion in meValentines is about the moment You touch my sk.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/uniquestef10/1123963/ When, one beautiful dream ends,  A crack of a nightmare begins,  Slowly the moisture eats away at a land,  and the one I love becomes a shadow, barely holding this dream together, the only object I see, still whole, is your heart, and the rest of you lets go, I watch a man,..... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/uniquestef10/1116878/ I was having a classical moment, and was thinking of a song for a fairtale love story. It is duet between two, who's love is deeper than scars... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/uniquestef10/1093992/ I stand in the wilderness Breathed in the ashes They are not mine But of a world That once stood I choked And swallowed What is left of the living? How am I still alive? I did not know I woke into nightmare Lord, give me strength Show me the way home Through this cloud Untrusted river I am swamp by .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/uniquestef10/1022104/ For the first time. I have faith. However, the battle is not won. I still have stones to gather and throw across the seams of the ocean. Where they will sink and a dark blue curtain will form. A life is leaving, and another will fill its place. The eyes I look into, are no longer mine. But a person .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/uniquestef10/1016987/ I stood atmy front door. Our front door, first home together. Yet it feels like neitherof ours anymore. I grew numb, and hesitated for a minute to go inside. To faceJosh felt like facing a judge, we use to be friends and open, not were eventhat. My key slides into the lock and breathed i.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/uniquestef10/1014936/ Another dayand boy, did I struggle. I could not focus either and spent most the day in aworld of my own. Everyone I worked with looks down at me now. I am the newgossip in this pissing place. Looking either side of me as I walked towards thelift, they would shake their heads and frown. S.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/uniquestef10/1014935/ “Penny,” Acheerful voice echoed through my office with a light knocks at the door. It wasmy co- worker and best friend beany, her real name is Adela but I nick namedher beany because her love of jelly beans. She just got back from her honeymoon.Beany came in and I noticed she.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/uniquestef10/1014934/ Josh and I hardly spoke after we made love, I think I wassuffering from the aftershock and so was he. Sat in the front room alone Ilooked at the clock and watched the time, it was two thirty in the morning. Itdidn’t feel that early or it could be that I was wide awake, thinking over .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/uniquestef10/1014929/ I sat on the sofa till Josh came home, a little later thanhe said on the answer phone. He strolled in and saw me, all red eyed fromcrying. “Beautiful, what’s up?” He said concerned and rushed to myside. He tried to hold me but I brushed him off, as the guilt was eatin.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/uniquestef10/1014926/ The nextday, I woke with a massive headache. My delightful fiancé let me polish of twobottles of wine on a work night for the second time in a row and it’s finallycaught up with me. I lay in bed and josh wasn’t next to me, but there was anote. Bee I made breakfast,.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/uniquestef10/1014923/ My day wascoming to an end but was not quite over yet, I had twenty- five minutes worthleft of paper work to do. Paper work I’ve struggled to get through, all becauseof him. Damon, I could still smell his perfume; Hugo boss lingering on the edgeof my fingers from when I gripped his.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/uniquestef10/1014920/ My mind is a forbidden temple, but cracks are beginning toform in my walls. There is so much that you can control, it is not easy beingfuelled by arousing thoughts. So many temptations, that passes me each day. KnowingI love someone deeply back home, it was hard to switch of these dangerou.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/uniquestef10/1014919/ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/uniquestef10/1014917/  “Penny,” Acheerful voice echoed through my office with a light knocks at the door. It wasmy co- worker and best friend beany, her real name is Adela but I nick namedher beany because her love of jelly beans. She just got back from her honeymoon.Beany came in and I noticed s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/uniquestef10/1000720/ Life at my feetMay I tread with easenot knowing what we seekBut I wish for comfortand not a bed of thornsfor the last thornhurt. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/uniquestef10/985064/ Blinded by your facea smile so sweetso invitingwhat it would feel like?If your lips were upon mine Blinded by your eyesDeep and full of fireI get lost for hoursnot knowingif i will make itout alive Blinded by your voiceA drum to my earssoothing kindof your heartcarry when youbreathe&n.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/uniquestef10/975476/ Just one lookI am yoursThose dark poolspullingmy every nervesucking the very fireyou create Pain wale'sthrough the thicknessof my chestan ache that cannot be deniedfought within fear that I may die Thenan arrow I call your lipspierce minebut its not blood I tasteI taste your loveour satisf.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/uniquestef10/973133/ YesI'am a savageA savage with a heartI feelI mournI hurtA deadly poison and I'm waiting for it to kill meand it never doesCravingprotectingwhat I wantbecause I'm never wantedin returnthere forea savagethat side of meI dont want no morestill crawlsunder the layers of skinMy hearthiddenby it.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/uniquestef10/973078/ I fall, but is not fallingMy fingers reach for the sufaceI try to runI try to breathFurther I fallBubbles leave my mouthMy last breath of airLife above is in ripplesThere is no more lightA watery bedI lay upon this night         http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/uniquestef10/964778/ The sea is a large stepping stoneOur feet shall swim and our hearts will help us floatConcur storms and fight against all oddsNo need for a raftNo need for a boatJust believe we can make itHave faith, Have hopeNever let go.   http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/uniquestef10/964754/ I hear your voicebut you are not hereI feel your touchbut it is only the breezeYour lips pressed against mineThey tingle cause they are soreA weight forms around my waistCould be your loving armsThe gentle kiss upon my neckyou promised meJust my hairs standing.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/uniquestef10/963044/ Run children runDon't let the bunny catch youwith his knifeRun children runThis bunny will slice youif it catch youwith no meaning to an endRun children runBunny will find youbetter run, run........ RUN! http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/uniquestef10/956998/ I am a huge bookOnce, the pages were denseDarkAnd EmptyStaring at a lifeI did not knowBut one dayI turned a pageAnd saw a sparkleMy eyes blinkedAnd a manI dreamt aboutStood before meMy heart meltedFrom the stoneIt once wereThe s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/uniquestef10/952416/ There she ismy womanPlum seeking each curvethe sun soothes her skinto watch her marblein the lightsuch an angelsent from the lord himself I admire every markher hips carryI'd kiss a meaty bellyif she aloud itthat part does not please herI do not care why or how still she is minemy sweet ap.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/uniquestef10/943265/ I can't talkI can't lay a whisperThrough out the yearsI could not hearThe sound of my voiceI could not tell a storyOr even share a songA shatter piece of glassThat i had becomeI hoped my faceWas enough to sayI hoped my eyes Were enough to tell youBut stillYou did not understandYou still looked .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/uniquestef10/940168/ I draw what is seen, baring my soul, I cannot change but do my best, and hope they love what is off me.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/uniquestef10/937583/  Accept my body, accept I give life, I bare a worthy cause, for a child to walk this earth... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/uniquestef10/937580/ I thy give you this ringnot any ringa weapon from my heartlong waited for a kingwith a love now heavyI give you a swordonce pierce my soula soul now yoursfor eternity  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/uniquestef10/930981/ I willingly givea promise I've wanted to fillnot just to anyoneonly to a kingmy heromy soulonly a true kingpulled a swordfrom my stone http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/uniquestef10/930975/ Who would of thoughtall that I thought was impossiblehas found methe reason behind my dreamsthe meaning I have been looking forthe signsit was just a matter of timeNot everyone believesin love, dreams, or what is meant to bethey rather settle for second bestbut that is not mefor a whileI thought I w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/uniquestef10/927620/ Sat hereWith notable between usForce tolookForce tobearWhat hurtsyou most?All theseempty chairsNone of themare sparedWe keepingmoving in circlesI pass asmall glanceMy daggershis your chestI see youdie before meThat faceFilled with.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/uniquestef10/898960/ Ismael Tyne an ordinary teenager, when she was young an unnatural accident cause the disappearance ofher twin sister Hannah. Nine years on she stillbelieved it was no accident, this forced her todig deeper. Lies bleed from those she trustedmost, she find's herself lost, welcome's.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/uniquestef10/890428/ I havenever felt so aloneSoemptyThevoice in my mindIstelling meYouhave done this to yourselfAnd I know Mybody feel’s on fireHowever,my heart is almostCharcoalLifehas become MoreharderHurtingWhat Icared for&nbs.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/uniquestef10/889768/ My dayCouldn’tget any betterIfinally travelled aloneIfinally faced a demonTo theonce placeIheard his heart race I heard him fromMilesacross the sea He did not even knowNoteven IBut It hasall fallen into place I .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/uniquestef10/884207/ I am a huge bookBut instead of the pages being whiteThey are binded blackNo words can be seenNo words can be heardFor a long time nowThat’s the way it had beenA book of a constant battlewith myself and the world around meNot once that I have that chanceTo be truly happyTo truly believe in myse.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/uniquestef10/877422/ I look to the northand see my favorite mountain I look to the westand see my lake fill a valley for milesI look to the south and see my homeI look to the eastand see an empty chairand as always I hold out my handWaiting Dreamingfor your fingers to enter minefor you.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/uniquestef10/858384/ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/uniquestef10/850218/ I don't f-ing understand itwhen you ask why? what's the point in explainingwhen you cannot see itI don't know what's wrong with meI don't know why something that could end my lifebecome so invitingwith those words ringing in my ears"Just accept yourself""Just accept yourself"when it is not.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/uniquestef10/847000/ June 15th 2011Dear Diary They think my mind is past areturn of habitable state and it is an incurable disease. The NHS cannot affordto keep me locked in the silver room, a room where the bad go insane. I wassentence life in this place, a secluded asylum for the unwanted and someoneli.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/uniquestef10/844315/ HurtEmpty Afraid RunTire http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/uniquestef10/844309/ I like to be invisible at nightyour eyes cant see mebut I can see youmy life rests on the pointof that very knife nowI can see you don't carebehind me I've dug myself a holeAm already dressed in blackNo need for a funeralThis is the reason I don't fall?This is why I shouldn't love at all?The pain is.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/uniquestef10/844293/ I forgot how cruel the heart can be?when you open your heartjust a little and without noticeturn's into a huge crackand the whole body feels up with blood, seeping throughstanding in my own poolwishing it would swallow me upit is that moment, the very reason why i don't fall in lovedon't open m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/uniquestef10/844063/ This, pang! is so wrong!Am so f*****g stupidAm an idiot to the maxUgh, why?Where's the f*****g knife??f**k sake!! http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/uniquestef10/844053/ I am a forgotten stone, the one that rests in your pocket, the one that broke your washing machine when you found me all clean and shiny, you stare long and hard, remembering why? why did you pick me up? I saw no shimmer of hope and so you .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/uniquestef10/837566/ Dirty, filthy, fuckerthe clouds are drawn water pouringI cannot sit hereon my kneesfeeling sorry for myselfdrowning in what is lostlostin a river of liesyour liesdirty, filthyliesMy world is so corruptedI cannot find abeginningI see you walkof into the distanceleaving me to bleedwith .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/uniquestef10/832435/ I can't seem to shift thispainthisdull acheformingthese Vinessqueezingthe very lifefrom my soula lost storypeopledon't seemto understandI have so muchto givelaying therein my palmof my handbut somethingstop's mefor what it isI don't knowyou tell meto hold onand I dothough soonyou.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/uniquestef10/828051/ for my friends http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/uniquestef10/824806/ I keep wandering the same road  this time, I am trying to walk away    saving myself from this lie      saving you from what hurtsFor what is found  A love so fatal     pushing the boundaries      Friends we once wereI have a life.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/uniquestef10/821230/ 11.11.11 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/uniquestef10/820216/