http://slow.writerscafe.org/SumoJordan The original writings of author Sumo en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776027457 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 My daily struggle http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SumoJordan/2799761/ You robbed me of choice and set me free Knowing it would cut this deepThe scars you wear on your heart are mineWounds that won’t heal, not even with timeI want nothing more then this pain to ease There’s got to be an end yet I have no confidence this will ceaseAll the fai.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SumoJordan/2156701/ I awake in a rush, pausing briefly I look to my sideStill foggy from my slumber I’m reminded you’re no longer mine The usual wave of sadness bares it’s weight upon me once again as I attempt to pretend I don’t careRegardless of our ending I still wish you were.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SumoJordan/2148990/ Every aspect of my life infectedNo chance of love ever being resurrected Emotionally dissectedDepression courses through my blackened veinsMy heart spoiled, dark with stains Nothing but misery remains Staggering through life forever numb Terrified of what I’ve becomeHaven&r.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SumoJordan/2148989/ Trudging along with each labored breath, yet still I live. I’ve offered my all until I’ve had nothing left to give I surrender, I have no fight left within me Content with just being lonelyNo one cares about my dayNo one to listen to what I have to sayI express my pain th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SumoJordan/2145657/ What do you do when you have no driveNo reason to carry on but to much fear to just let go How do you see the positives in life When tears fill your every night No wife or children that need you to be alive No reason left to thriveHow do you unbreak the brokenAll you hear are the.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SumoJordan/2142394/ Out of the ashes I arise, born anewShedding myself of pain, once throughWings fully outstretched I soarWaving goodbye to sorrows I once bore Freed from the rule that held me captiveNow allowed to be me, active Warm wind caresses me, peace fills me Eyes no longer darkened, now I s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SumoJordan/2141812/ Your warmth invites me in, yet I procrastinate my arrival I dread being together, yet this need is primal You’re a reminder of my lonelinessEach night I succumb to your callWith tear filled eyes I digress as I fallI reposition, from one side to the other In my search to find some s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SumoJordan/2089990/ Starving for attention, I consume your sweet liesTurning my head to avoid your devilish eyesMy hunger pains me, while I weep inside I pour my heart out to those I love Only to end up bathing in my own bloodTub overflowing from this floodI’m In The best shape of my life physic.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SumoJordan/2085069/ I grew up, moving from place to place Ridiculed, bullied and lonely, so I hid my face Left from birth, my father never in my life Robbing me of the opportunity to even start out rightChildhood surrounded by anger, alcohol and abuse Moments alone with my mom, were my only refuge I.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SumoJordan/2076313/ Mirror mirror, why won’t you show me what I think I’ll seeInstead you lie to me I pass you by, avoiding even a glance Unwilling to take that chanceRevealing the truth I attempt to hide Bringing to surface those feelings once deep inside They say it’s better to kee.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SumoJordan/2076309/ Feelings unearthed from cavernous depths Eyes no longer red from past tears wept No more restless nights unslept My world once upside down Like my once thought permanent frownForever altered because you’re now around A smile rests upon my faceJoy where sadness was, you replac.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SumoJordan/2076307/ Words have become the space between us The very expressions that originally bound our lust Now an ever growing chasm of emotional turmoil Hatred looms above us like a gargoyle Pride swells while our hearts buckle from the painOur once fertile ground tainted by this acid rain All we h.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SumoJordan/2053007/ Burdened with making it through yet another day Left with only memories of the loving things you used to say I still hear your whispersI’m tired of just going through the motionsWhy do I continue to live when I’m bound to only one of all the emotions I still hear your w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SumoJordan/2047182/ The thoughts that seep into my mindOf you and I intertwined You arouse me when you’re not even presentEven without voice or messageYour scent lingers in the airLasting long after you’re no longer there I breathe deep taking you all inAnxious to do it all over again .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SumoJordan/2043715/ I don’t want to forget her because it’s all I’m allowed to keepSometimes the price of falling in love is just to steepOnce things are broken to many times they just don't go back together anymoreYou’ll never return to how you were before Shattered, your life turns.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SumoJordan/2043073/ Since when has depression become my obsession Why can’t I just learn my lesson If you had really loved me you wouldn’t have been able to just switch it off and I wouldn’t be suffering this lossIf you prey on me, I’m gonna pray for youOne day you’ll wish as.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SumoJordan/2021593/ Hi, how are you? Where have you been all my lifeYou’ve been missed, I hope these things I’m saying to you is alright I never thought I could fall in love with you I know you tried for many years I just didn’t want to believe it could be trueThe way I treated you I thought.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SumoJordan/2006661/ With all desires comes sacrifices, beware of those most soughtYou’ll most likely lose yourself and end up broken and distraughtTime reveals our true nature, so why do we anguish over the ones who left us Is living heartbroken and alone better than a happy fool with mistrustLove th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SumoJordan/2006584/ Your love was my alcohol, you made me go cold turkey You always promised me you wouldn’t hurt meWithdrawals have me wishing for death I miss us with every breathNot a day passes without you in my thoughts I cry each night wishing you had not forgot I barely survive the days t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SumoJordan/2004493/ They say absence makes the heart grow fonderWhich is what hurts the most when you are no longerLove ripped from your life, left severedOnly memories left to be remembered The air sucked from your lungs, you fight to breathe All your time together, now seemingly to brief You want no.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SumoJordan/1999861/ Torn away from my true love... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SumoJordan/1992243/ With almost each breath I take I struggle Heavy trodden in this life, sometimes I buckleBombarded daily with ways to do wrong Some days seem to last way to long Born with sin, my mind plays out the sceneI’m not alone, everyone knows what I mean The battle wages on deep inside.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SumoJordan/1984239/ I held on to hope but it let go of me Once happily shackled, now set freeMy heart no longer remains A growing darkness filled with disdain Unforgiving torment, as I pretend it will get better My weak attempt at release, is this letter Terrorized by the spirits you swallow The mo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SumoJordan/1984234/ All you see of me is what I show The real me you’ll never know I see, you have no interest in finding out Yet you pretend to know what I’m about Spewing words that paint me wrong So I just string you along I hide in plain sight for a reason Witnessing hypocritical tre.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SumoJordan/1973206/ To exceed in importance or outweigh To remove the light during the day Stress in life seems to do the same Erasing our joys when they should stay Darkness will only cover our sins for so longThen the light will shine bright exposing our wrongGrace will give us what guilt stoleRet.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SumoJordan/1963842/ I see through you with different eyes Your words amuse me now, transparent liesNo longer a fool I've caught onAnd I'm playing your game knowing I don't have long Funny you thought the joke was on meHowever now I can finally seeHow many times can my wounds healEspecially when my l.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SumoJordan/1963812/ Torn apart inside, my tears flow just as my blood runs A rarely ceasing current, you bank on my love as never ending funds Manage your investments we'll and see what's to gain If you don't, it all may have been in vain You are wealthy with my love but be careful my interest may drop An.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SumoJordan/1952983/ In limbo, my own selfishness and inner turmoil stains my thoughtsMy happiness and perseverance to overcome, spoils and rots My old rosy outlook, withering and dying Yet stubbornly I keep on trying Unrelenting assaults bombard our union Our strained hearts begging for a reunionTaint.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SumoJordan/1952917/ When I tell you you're beautiful in my eyes! It means no other woman can compare even if she tries!When I tell you you make my heartbeat race! It means I'll run the laps, you set the pace! When I tell you I miss your touch!It means I miss you that much!When I tell you, there will.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SumoJordan/1952914/ I'm no longer the person you had known My desire to admit, submit and repent has grown I'm at last yearning to change my pastBefore my fate in stone is cast Time ignores no one, our minutes will countdownThere won't always be second chances we will be aroundReminiscing about all .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SumoJordan/1952912/ There's moments in life where the world stands stillWhere no words seem to help or healThey say time heals all woundsAlways when everything else falls to ruinsA heartache everyone feels at some point in timeI try to get out my pain within my rhymeThose we love dissappear one by o.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SumoJordan/1952910/ The search for my one true love, continuing day by day Never giving up not taking no for an answerKnowing that the one for me will come my wayA woman I'll never change, only enhance herWishing the darkness would stop, allowing the sunshine inPutting an end to this journey of shattered .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SumoJordan/1952903/ Looks fade with time but these rhymes I write are mineMy inspiration will come and go, just as my words and my flowFeelings let out, my emotional drought teaching me what I'm aboutA student in life, my heart ruined, I feel hatred brewingFilled with harsh realities of happiness all .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SumoJordan/1952900/ I never thought you could be responsible for such an atrocityJust as I thought you'd never be lost to meAll this mental torture Making me want to torch herNever had I tried so hard, putting in so much effortI was a lost sheep, you my Shepard You were my Angel in disguiseOne I nev.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SumoJordan/1952898/ Inspired in light of worldly news and recent reflection. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SumoJordan/1949112/ A newborn hatched into this cruel worldI open my glazed eyes to seeMy weak wings unfurl As my first breath fills me A gentle wind wraps itself around Noise escapes my mouth, I chirp Sights to see all surroundNow I've become alert Pain fills my stomach, mouth dry I thirstSwooshi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SumoJordan/1949039/ I believe women have value and deserve the best Her one true love treating her better than the restUs few good men, strive to find someone that's truly knows what she wants and how she wants to be treated. Yet we fall to all the ones who don't know what they want, defeatedRegardless of o.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SumoJordan/1947767/ It feel like it was yesterday I got that callTears rolled off my cheeks as I began to bawlMy heart split knowing you were goneI knew for awhile it wouldn't be longToo afraid to imagine you no longer aroundI feel now, as if my feet has left the groundEach day since, I'm afloat drift.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SumoJordan/1947764/ I know I'll never be sinless but I do want to sin lessI want to use my mistakes for strength not as a reminder of my weakness. I want to see brightness in my darkest daysTo have faith in all of Gods ways I want a heart right with GodEven if my minds wrongI want to hear his words as a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SumoJordan/1947763/ Why is it easier to worship what God created but not the creator?Why is it we always say, not today, maybe later? There won't always be a next time, yet we only focus on today Pushing all the things we should do, awayFuture, an incredibly deep word. Full of so many meanings Limitless.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SumoJordan/1942647/ Feeling like my life is in the balance and I need to tip the scale The one path I don't want to take is the one that leads me to hellTired of tallying up all the lossesAnd carrying all my sins on my crossesHanging by a thread, straining to keep my gripI feel my hands straining not to.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SumoJordan/1942645/ Our Spirit, a gift from God: the ability to see and hold onto eternal thingsThe power to add definition to all of life's meaningsOur Soul is the foundation of our feelings, desires and affections The birthplace of our entire emotional spectrumToday we tend to feed our soul and starve our.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SumoJordan/1930714/ There must be those grey moments in life Those heartbreaking moments of strifeFor us to appreciate the rays of lightThat shine through when things go rightCold, life altering events that almost erase all hopeAt our lowest, we stumble, fall and grope Searching for the one reason to .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SumoJordan/1923003/ Life never made senseCause you never made change Always a mystery to you, so I'll explain It's not about what you have or wish to getIt's not about the things that hasn't happened yet It's not about the things you wish to forgetLife is seizing every moment as if it's your last Lear.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SumoJordan/1917202/ Shackled by lies I've been tormented by my own decisionsI've shunned God and all other religionsI indulged in my own perception of pleasureAnd hurt ones I loved beyond measureI ignored my own pain, attempting to drown them awayYet after each hangover recovered, within me they'd stay .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SumoJordan/1917126/ There comes a time when a light bulb flickersWhen that angel on your shoulder snickersThe devil on the opposite side frownsHe realizes you no longer want him aroundGrowth from adversity, you shed your old selfMaturing in your spiritual healthPutting aside the crutches that slowed y.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SumoJordan/1912594/ It's amazing how two people can perceive one action differentlyIt's hardest when it's done all to frequentlyOne feels they give up almost everything trying to please the other Yet eventually they tell you it's not enough you discover You're aware every trivial thing, yet to them they rem.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SumoJordan/1907616/ Poem about my biological father... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SumoJordan/1907613/ Innocence Erased Deep down inside I have pain that resides Left by someone from laws they didn't abide My life forever altered by their actionsSeeking immoral satisfactionsFour decades plus I've attempted to shut it outSometimes a simple song or thought brings those memories about.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SumoJordan/1871943/