http://slow.writerscafe.org/LotusFlower34 The original writings of author JustALotusFlower en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776072754 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Have you have ever heard the sound of a machine gun.Being fired at such a speed, visions of firecrackers dance within your head.Destruction and decimation. Fiery explosions, ricocheting off anything the bullets may latch onto.I can assure you. This isn't that.Perhaps you have listened to the sounds .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LotusFlower34/1698363/ What makes me cringe, is the pain that I feel.So many twists, turns, I've lost control of the wheel.I cannot face myself, knowing I've done it once more.I locked my heart, but she broke through the door.I stopped what I thought, was a damaging upcoming.I committed to her, but what I was be.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LotusFlower34/817678/ I met this man. Who's origin was a mystery.He told me his life story, and his family history.The years were brutal to him. 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