http://slow.writerscafe.org/mattvicious616 The original writings of author Matteus Ducey en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776053414 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 i don't think anyone will ever understand what i mean. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mattvicious616/1135760/ hypocrisy, lunacy, stupidity. back up, shut up, give up, before you say too much. this bull s**t is starting getting the best of me. before you act, step back, because you may get whacked. i love my f*****g life. i love my circumstance.  i see a bloody knife. and now i'm in a trance.&.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mattvicious616/1041817/ this is part 2 to my song 'Blame Me'. (part one is in this link) http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/mattvicious616/652696/ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mattvicious616/981561/ i've been reflecting on my past a lot lately and i was inspired to write this song. if you have any ideas for a title, i'd take it into consideration. if i choose it i'll mention you on my next album. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mattvicious616/967414/ i am a mortal, but i am no human. free yourselves from the reptilians. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mattvicious616/954353/ wanna come over and play? we could go for a swim. do you wanna get changed in my shed? we could play the shed game.i wish you were there - so you could see - why i am the person i am. i wish you were there - 'cause maybe, just maybe - you could have protected me.you stole my innocence. you' really f.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mattvicious616/952896/ there must be a way out of this misery, no one there to share this agony. i saw you shadow, so i followed. your blood had drained out and your brain was so hollow. you left this world with a smile on your face - with blood all over the place.you took the razor blade - pushed it right into your skin... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mattvicious616/950300/ this is a badly written song based on a dream i had yesterday. i can't really figure out any other way to explain it than a straight up description. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mattvicious616/941793/ if you don't understand, you never will. self mutilation isn't nearly as sufficient as total immolation. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mattvicious616/941376/ the final stage of depression is suicide. you never truly "accept" anything, there are always going to be doubts. but if you do "accept" the pain, you were never really hurt to begin with. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mattvicious616/939397/ the first song i ever wrote on acoustic guitar. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mattvicious616/929441/ a druidic song of vengeance. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mattvicious616/929324/ this song is about my weirdest experience while having an anxiety attack. what was going on, what i was thinking about at the time, etc. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mattvicious616/900673/ i want to hear other people's take on this. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mattvicious616/900515/ i'm quite interested to hear what people think about this song because this is what pretty much every band in the history of music has thought since the beginning of time. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mattvicious616/840932/ i personally believe that the meaning of life is to learn how to be a human. to live your life, putting pieces of the puzzle together as you go. to go about each day as if it were your last. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mattvicious616/840531/ religious people, this song is about losing your religion, not bashing it. if for any reason anyone wants me to take this down don't flag it, just say the word and i'll delete it. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mattvicious616/833352/ i'm looking really hard for a good reason to forgive my parents but i can't find one. i just keep remembering more s**t they've done to me. i can't say it to their faces so i made it into a song. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mattvicious616/832506/ the title says it all. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mattvicious616/824830/ i don't think there's a lot to say about this one that you can't get out of reading it. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mattvicious616/824824/ self explanatory. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mattvicious616/704561/ this song is about how an addictive substance, which you have turned to in the past for guidance and turned away from, can f**k with your life in the present and future. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mattvicious616/704558/ a stupid song i wrote when i was bored one night. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mattvicious616/679708/ eh...s****y title, but i couldn't think of anything else. (bad mood lately) http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mattvicious616/677873/ this is going to be the intro to Countess Rose's first album called "Creative Depression". this song is in Finnish. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mattvicious616/652704/ it took many years for me to have the clarity to write this song. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mattvicious616/652696/ high school sucked for me. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mattvicious616/651696/ ok i'm not gonna lie....this one sucks. i know it, the past viewers know it, you know it. why the f**k did i post this?! what is wrong with me?! http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mattvicious616/649126/ a few days ago, i completely freaked out. when i wrote this i was not in sound mind. also, i wrote a better version but i accidently reloaded the page and had to write this one. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mattvicious616/643055/ this song is very personal and it's very hard for me to share. it isn't very subtle in meaning because i was so shocked and stunned that i couldn't even think. i wrote it out of pure anger. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mattvicious616/642905/ this one's an oldie. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mattvicious616/642503/ i like this song. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mattvicious616/642500/ what's funny about this is that i really did lose the beat in my head at the end and i didn't feel like rewriting it. and it's surprisingly catchy for such a short song. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mattvicious616/642495/ one of my newer songs. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mattvicious616/642492/