http://slow.writerscafe.org/October The original writings of author October en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776170501 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 A situation of constant falling.Circumstance of suffering.You're surrounded, but you'reso alone.  The smell of addiction in the air.And,yes,the people stare and stare.On the Outside,And it's always cold. You're selling your mind and soul.Get help.But to get.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/October/620332/ I’m the thoughts inside your head. I’m the color red. I can’t help but hide myself, down inside myself where no one can see. And nothing is as it seems. Constantly falling. Nothing changes the experience, and I’ll never grow tired of quoting song lyrics. It’s all I hear.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/October/602299/ You woke up on time every morningand poured my adolesdence into your coffe as you planned exactly how you would spend the day. While I wasted my life, searching for the words to say.  I’m such a wreck, glass shards in face. Blood across my neck. Do you bleed like me? Y.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/October/521591/ I often dream of awful things. I torment you, just to watch you beg and bleed. I've got so much rage. I can't control. The night reflects my damanged soul. All there ever was and ever will be is lies upon lies. Selfish creatures full of greed. I want to watch them burn alive before my e.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/October/502867/  I have dreams like rain falling across the cracks in my brain,Haunting me, making me scream, there’s not much I can sayMy words get lost in echoes, in distance, in muffled whispears they say my name, I’m not saneIf only I could find you today. Everything here is a .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/October/347928/ I just did this because I'm a dumbass. I love Williams, I promise. Feel free to shoot me, if you so choose. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/October/347926/  I pulled my shirt back on, leaving my bra lying across the floor. I sighed and lay back, grabbing Finn’s box of cigarettes off the bedside table.“Got a light?” I ask Finn, who is staring at me from the other side of the bed. He waits a few seconds, then reaches in his poc.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/October/340075/  You’re crushing my bones and using them as water.I want to put this place a flame.Find someone I can smother. There’s no one around so I’m to blame.They drink the blood right out of my veins,Like a vampire. I want to take a hammer to this town.To.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/October/317840/  I’m sorry there was a murder. That’s unfortunate. But… Can you tell Heaven from Hell? If you had to point it out between your lovers eyes. Use a shot gun, find it faster. You had me at marijuana. Reefer. Weed. Pot. It hits the apathetic spot. I’m sorry I hur.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/October/317378/ I wish I could let her read it. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/October/302129/ Eh. I'm not sure. I just wrote what I felt... Now I feel better. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/October/285629/ Two haikus. The last line is off my two syallables... Sorry about that. It's about my exboyfriend. He has type one diabetes. Enjoy. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/October/274926/ Song. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/October/272428/ Crushed, once again. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/October/271471/ This is sort of Science Fiction, I suppose. It needs work, I know. Really rough. Hopefully, I will be able to edit it later. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/October/270170/ This is a story about the end of the world. Erm... Yeah... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/October/259181/  Give me another reason.Tell me it’s easy.Because I’m racing faster,Braking harder.Steering into nothing.I’m the bug on the wind shield.It doesn’t matter if I die tonight. You remind me of those summer nights.When everything was almost right.Yo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/October/245434/  Destruction was on your driveway.When I drove away, Yesterday.A bird crowed.Deeper in my mind you dove. You breathe to provide.But I’m too terrified.It’s the things I hide… You kissed me.You said you missed me.I blame the past.Everything f.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/October/238153/  They all knock on my doors. Look through my windows. Lie across my bathroom floor. I painted on a smile, so they wouldn’t see. I stole a drop of sanity. If I don’t stop faking. My life should be worth taking. I painted on a smile. With red lipstick and hot tears. Time pa.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/October/238148/  I feel as if I need the bloodThat flows through your veins. I need your pulse to keep hostage.To protect. You could make me alive again.What I thirst for is just beneath the surfaceOf your trembling skin. There’s a hero inside your eyes. A li.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/October/218758/  Expectations, burn like headlights.Blind me like your silence.Scream like birds,And bow like nuns. I’m sick and disgusted,By this constant broken.I hate that I’m human.I hate that you’re human.But more than that,I hate myself,For hating it all.&.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/October/218755/  Look towards the sky,I need air.I’ve been walking in a fog.Trying to make sense of the choices,I’ve been handed.God, where did you go?Did ever hear me at all?You were misplaced,Lost.And now confusion is the only thing,I wake to find. Bring me out of t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/October/218753/  Decisions stain our life.Stain this knife.With the blood of my hands,My wrists,Your heart.It hits the spot.You said you couldn’t stand,To let go of my hand. But how does it feel now?To know you lost.How does it feel now?To know it was all for nothing.The .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/October/218750/  A face among a few,Thousands, maybe.But no one sees you… Falling into their hands,Like a deck of cards.Shuffle.Deal. They let go.Suddenly.And you are on ice.People smiling.Skating around you,Like you don’t exist.Your body heats the ice.T.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/October/182765/  Across the oxygen that seems to be keeping this room alive,You hold out your air of silence like a nun.Your subtle manner is the hammer;Pounding my skull into equal pieces. Made like a sandwich.Just spread grape jelly across my sexual fantasies.Fill in the cracks of my dar.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/October/164886/  The sparks in your eyes grow fingers. Each one wrapping around my neck Sucking the air out of me, Until I’m dry and shriveled And panting. Screams settle around us as thick fog. …I can’t see past your chest, anyway. A lighter flickers a few times. Start.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/October/151961/             Hall’s eyes darted to Salem; then darted back to his two companions, hoping they wouldn’t notice him. Hall stood beside two boys nearly the same size as he. All three had a large build, but Hall stood about two inches t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/October/145817/  She stares, from across the room, at that stupid worn out bright blue baseball cap she gave you for your tenth birthday. You’re facing the opposite direction, but she knows it’s pressed tightly over your eyes the way it always is when you’re upset. She knows it’s your.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/October/95113/  ‘I have a problem.’ I read the screen again, just to make sure. It seems like something Salem would do; send me a text message like that at 12:00 a.m.No explanation. No reason. No nothing. Nudda.I felt a sort of motherly sense of fear. Which didn’t make much se.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/October/81474/   “Describe how loneliness feels.”“Who says I’m lonely?”            He shifted his weight, making the red leather of his chair squeak beneath him. Then, he pushed his glasses a little further up his .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/October/50137/