http://slow.writerscafe.org/d00dnoway The original writings of author slightly terrified en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776020052 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 I've been gone. I do apologize to the few people that I talked to on here. I didn't think I would be gone as long as I was, I am slowly coming back, mentally and literally, to this site. I think I've been gone around five months, more or less. A lot happened within those months. Nothing super sp.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/d00dnoway/1876095/ I don't write on here anymore, or hardly at all for that matter. I've needed time to sort myself out. Don't get me wrong, I still love writing and I think it is a great way to cope with your feelings. I just have had no motivation and the words don't come into my head in the beautiful order I need t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/d00dnoway/1834948/ Oh how I wish I could help all the hurting children.I realize how many children grow up with terrible conditions not even knowing how bad they really have it. How can one be so cruel to a child? Teaching them of evil at such a young age. I've seen it myself, family, treating their children terribly... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/d00dnoway/1804306/ I cant seem to get enough of you, I want to be with you forever. Everything you do makes my heart race, I've become so infatuated with you and I love it. I could talk to you for a lifetime and never become uninterested. You could tell me the same story over and over and I'll still enjoy every word. .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/d00dnoway/1791490/ I'm sorry I have not been writing much lately.I'm sorry the pieces I do manage to put up are monotonous. My quality started as not so great is not getting any better. It's not that I don't care about the lovely feedback all of my fellow writers give to me. Actually, it usually makes my day. My .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/d00dnoway/1790919/ My mother was in a very bad relationship that she couldn't get out of when she had me. My biological father didn't even want me and my mother stalled until it was too late to get an abortion because she wanted to have me. He was evil and manipulative. He would threaten to kill/hurt me if my mother .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/d00dnoway/1785783/ I've gotten so sad all of the sudden and it feels so deep and dark. I don't know how to handle it. 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