http://slow.writerscafe.org/SarahAllen13 The original writings of author LazerRays en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775948502 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 dedicated to someone http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SarahAllen13/2939653/ Raw unedited poem http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SarahAllen13/2930688/ I trust you to.not share this one I'm anonymous online please http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SarahAllen13/2928323/   I don't have someone to talk to about this so here I come to type it out online for myself anonymously. like a little journal.  Life is becoming meaningless, I know its not. I know life is full of beautiful people, dancing, singing, all the things that make me feel alive are now just des.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SarahAllen13/2927982/ I was told I loved wrong at a young age,Now the only love I feel is shame. inferior, I feel wearier every time I express my feelings,Kneeling, Suppressing what I thought had meaning, Sinning and seeping,Weeping, it doesn't go away. Why can't I change?I ask God, Why.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SarahAllen13/2927970/ Collapsing as this old memory struggles to stand,I try to steady myself with these shaky hands,I built this home with ash, Exhaled from my lungs burning like stale cigarettes, and I realize I'm dying, coughing up remnantsGiving pieces of myself away,Like little rays of the sun, b.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SarahAllen13/2926907/ A cold dark field leading to a forest,The devil hums an alluring chorus,A young girls eyes light up at the beckoning,And runs before even questioning,Her parents chant rituals in the house behind,“Lord please take your child into the light”Twisted arms stretch out for her hair,The girl s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SarahAllen13/2926782/   There's something so tantalizing,about the risk of us capsizing any moment, its forbidden, its so wrong,And I could lose it all but here I am, making decisions my mind would never approve of, http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SarahAllen13/2926116/ I feel like who I am is gone http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SarahAllen13/2923631/ Channeling energy, where should I put itI spit it, bleed it, drool like a dog,I'm hungryI want it raw, I want to taste God, I've got enough facade to burst into sparks,I despise the type of guy who wastes his lifeFull of strife and rots inside,angry despite having everything he ever wantedI wan.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SarahAllen13/2894850/ My drug addiction story http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SarahAllen13/2894630/ A secret rant about how my drug addiction from teenage years has made me feel completely detached from reality. I need to get this off my chest. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SarahAllen13/2869385/ About toxic, abusive, and manipulative friendships http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SarahAllen13/2807095/ The whole of my emotions poured in a slam poem. The last poem I'll write here. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SarahAllen13/2771524/ I would tear my wrist open Let the blood start flowing Like rivers so deep Running under bridges to sleep Promises we break Like the universe, we take I'm not going to make it Listen to me, I warned youOf the prophets speaking before you I'.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SarahAllen13/2762786/ I hate bleed, and plant seeds  Between laughing and screaming I'm on the verge of crying Touch me and I'll end up dying All I want is stability  But the pain inside is rehabilitating You remind me of what I could be, A different life and I would die f.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SarahAllen13/2761861/ There once was a girl  Who lived in a world Of abyssal streams so sweet  The crickets hummed in the summer sun  The beauty of human greed  Her dress was ragged but shining bright Under the sunset's evening light Reflected a universe left be.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SarahAllen13/2760064/ Indica's your favorite strain, But you're like Sativa inside my brain http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SarahAllen13/2758721/ I once wanted to die http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SarahAllen13/2758600/ I would hang myself At the top of my worldLike a hangman with vocal chordsInternal veins before the LordA human with angel wings;Damned to cry but starts to singKicks the chair to hold on To the ending words of my favorite songAnd maybe they’ll never knowWhy I did it, you.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SarahAllen13/2313566/ A suicide poem http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SarahAllen13/2170045/ A slam poem http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SarahAllen13/2168147/ Being surrounded by peopleIs the loneliest of all Don’t ask if I’m okay Because if you saw me you’d know I just need someone to pick me back up And even in the crowd There’s no one http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SarahAllen13/2166140/ Nobody sees when a star fades Because there’s more in the sky It doesn’t matter,  Because the others still shineThe universe won’t mourn me If I say goodbye Because there’s always more stars-  To shine in the sky http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SarahAllen13/2165168/ In nightmares and daydreamsIn silence I still screamIt's silent, But I can't breatheRemembering the things I could beNothing lasts forever-I stand alone so nothing dies before me-Call it clever or divineI learned these thoughts were never mineIn my head and in my mindI heard children screaming "why?.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SarahAllen13/2164324/ I would lay there with a gun to my headWhile the Universe revolvesThe stars have a reason to shineBut if I let go-Would they have a reason to cry?There's something so passionateAbout the art of giving upSmiling when you face deathCalmly inhaleWhen you take your final breathFor its nothing so horridW.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SarahAllen13/2163813/ Know I'll never be enoughThats what tears me apartWhen I break into a million pieces-Cradling the remnants of my heartCan anybody see me-Or am I hidden by the dark?When I bleed for the entire realmMaking wishes on those afarLook into my empty eyesReflected by the scars  .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SarahAllen13/2162302/ If only you could see I'm not here-I never was I wish you could come with me- And view the world like I do- To grab your hand and show you My paradise, my safe haven- Along the stars, within the galaxy- Stretched out like the rays of time To a place old as the.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SarahAllen13/2158369/ Here's how you hurt me. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SarahAllen13/2156817/ When the universe whispers-I fade into shadows, sobbingEchoing softly after the moonlight,Crying out in desire-Still it passes by-Oblivious to the rivers below,I fall silent, cradling my heart,Bowing my head in defeat,I am disappearing, my love,Where the Moon beams don't reach,.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SarahAllen13/2152196/ I could inhale this cold air Like everything was fineLike the tears were just raindrops Pelting across the sky  With ice dripping in my blood, Breathe in and I don't know why-Choke down another pill And then it's back to life  Numb in my f*****g head, And numb in .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SarahAllen13/2148725/ If not you, who will remember my dreams-? When I lay in lifeless December streams,  Eyes closed in slumber, tell me what does life mean? There has to be more than the universe deems! Come lay with me on the frost-kissed ground- A night world broken; sadly crying .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SarahAllen13/2144123/ Folie à Deux- madness of two. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SarahAllen13/2127535/ About breaking down in self destruction mode... Based on true event http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SarahAllen13/2120892/ You see through me like I was a ghost,Body to body, Nothing more than your host,Summon me at the spin of your die,Grabbing my shirt, tell me never to lie,You collared me, caged me, rephrased me,Put the leash down, law down, behaved me,You can own me, but never rename me,I was born a villain, you co.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SarahAllen13/2112480/ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SarahAllen13/2104816/ If in exhilaration,If in a moment,If in a second I didn't have,If in curiosity,If in my wonder,If in a lifetime ripped of paths,If in determination,If in a brave stance,If in a power of utter wrath,Could I have foreshadowed,Each jagged black line bleeding,Each separate story teller,With open hearts .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SarahAllen13/2102419/ What's left to remember in a world we destroyed? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SarahAllen13/2100043/ How our words mean nothing now... a poem to someone http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SarahAllen13/2099526/ ... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SarahAllen13/2096195/ Why I really hate spiders XD http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SarahAllen13/2095865/ hmm... the idea of how smoke lives off a dying fire http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SarahAllen13/2094691/ p.p1 {margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; text-align: center; line-height: 11.0px; font: 10.0px Georgia; color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke: #092cf3}p.p2 {margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; text-align: center; line-height: 11.0px; font: 10.0px Georgia; color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke: .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SarahAllen13/2092104/ Betrayal. He is displayed as Satan, Adam and Cain....He is all three.... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SarahAllen13/2090742/ A suicide poem. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SarahAllen13/2089815/ .... Meh. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SarahAllen13/2089043/ About the end of the world... And how humans think they're so powerful http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SarahAllen13/2088261/ A broken poem from a fucked up person. Kudos. Inspired from my current state: fucked in the head. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SarahAllen13/2087068/ The icy thoughts from my mind, Depression mixed with vengeance, Aggressive stance in the middle of the lake, Each weight balanced perfectly, On this thin ice trap, The snow like slaves lay fallen at my feet, The crows in trees watching, With frozen wind gusts,&nbsp.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SarahAllen13/2085325/ A hard poem to write... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SarahAllen13/2082016/